I ACCEPT YOUR WIDOW
70. BLOODLESS WOUND

" So you want us to live apart again, Kris?" much

" How else is Yog..You can't leave your job... I can't leave my mother either.. But at least we can meet a few times a month.. You can go to my place, or I'll come here "

" I can't be away from you, Chris. And the kids need me as their Papa.. " I'm adamant that I want Kristy to stay by my side.

" We remain their parents Yog. please understand.we are only separated not separated from the household "

" You must understand Chris.. What is your position now and your obligation...You're my wife you have to obey me.. Why do you work again if I can suffice you...If it's your mother you're telling you to, take Mom with us. I don't mind . All I want is for us to be with the family . That's all "

" I told you Yog can't." said Kristy stick to her decision.

" If you keep insisting, I won't come to your place "I won't budge either.

" I can come here Yog.."

" I need a wife who accompanies me at all times instead of a wife once a month. If only once a month to vent my desires, I can find just any woman. Many are willing to do that with me.." I said that upset was not a bitch to Kristy and her\_heading.

" So that's it... "

" Yes, don't stay away from me, Chris... I can't be away from you..."

I kept trying to persuade him. I really don't want to part with Kristy. I'd go crazy if I was away from him.

The moment we went through these few days was really happy . Her touch, her kiss, and her satisfying bed service made me so hooked . He was like a sweet and intoxicating opium. It's far more powerful than any wine I've tasted. He really is my opium...

And again, is not a wife his duty to serve the husband... Why this Kristy died not wanting to be with me her own husband..

'Is he not satisfied with my service? ...'

I tried my best to make her happy. Body and soul. Even the material. Is that still not enough for him?

" I'm sorry Yog.. You can't change my decision." said Kristy, who eventually silenced me.

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"Whatever I do and say is not considered at all.. He remains in his decision... Imagine Andi.. "

I confided in Andi while in the office with Andi.

" Kristy's a stubborn guy it turns out... " Say Andi

" Banget "

" If the reason is only his mother . I'd like to invite him and his mother as well. but he said his mother can not leave the house.. Then what I have to give up.. Should I just move this company to Blitar.."

Andi let out a long breath .He understands the difficulties that Yoga faces.

It is very difficult to have a model wife so. Inner Andi

" I'd go crazy if I didn't touch Kristy... Just a day of fasting feels like a year of not meeting...My hands are itching....Once a month ..I can get married again... "

Andi patted his eel. It turns out that Yoga does not feel at home because of the addiction to Kristy's bed service.😑

" Emang as good as what the hell you get addicted like that Yog." said Andi with a laugh.

" Fast marriage let's know what it's like to "quick Yoga

" Can I try ?"

" Step I was my corpse." sahut Yoga fast with face sewot.

" Haha.. " Andi laughed.

The boss is funny once again if B U C I N turns out . Though usually he looks cool, dashing and full of authority at work . The aura of a great person always sticks .

But when it's this bad he's like a spoiled little boy whining to his parents.

" Let me find out first...I'll try to ask Desi.who knows she knows.why her mother didn't want to go from there and also Kristy's real reason.... I suspect yes ..Kristy's reasons are too much.. "

Yoga nodded.

"Yes yes...Quickly investigate there "my words

>>>>>

A few days later...

Kristy called out affectionately to my name while we were in the room together. We slept together after putting Dafa and Dafi to sleep in the guest room below.

" Hem.." I answered lazily . I'm still upset with Kristy.

Especially when you remember Andi's story at the office.

" Aunt Kristy did not want to leave the house because she was waiting for her son to arrive . Aunt Kristy divorced her husband and brought their only son . The last news, her husband was dead but her son took military education and now has worked as an Army assigned to Papua. Her aunt waited when she came "

" How long has he been without news with aunt Kristy ?"

" 10 years" Andi replied.

" 10 years did not return at most he was dead" I said origin .

" Because of that ... Her aunt kept waiting.who knew she was back..."

" If only I could ask Brother Romi for help, he would be able to quickly find that person. But if I call him, kill his name. Like telling him I'm still in touch with Kristy... I died covering all this up from him and my family. That's why I bought a house that I won't find Romi...If my current home is Brother Romi and my parents can come to him at any time..."

" Roman is like one man with a thousand eyes and hands.. All within his reach..."

"Sorry Yog.I don't have a lobby like Kak Romi.." Andi said.

" Hey...One more thing Yog.. Aunt Kristy's son.. His name is Ricky. said Desi.he was Kristy's first love..."

Yoga was very upset to hear it.

' So this is Kristy's real reason...He's still waiting for his first love to return.."

I clenched my hand firmly.holding the emotions that were bubbling up in my chest.

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" Yoga. "the call of Kristy broke my daydream.

" What..?" I asked then while looking at Kristy who was sleeping lying next to me.

" It's the third day..." Kristy reminded me of our agreement a few days ago. After 3 days he will give me another ration.

Actually I really want to touch her too . These three days I hold back from touching her .

" Tomorrow I'll also go back to Blitar." said Kristy again.

Yes he will still return to Blitar even if I don't allow it . He remains stubborn ... Yes of course. She's waiting for Ricky her first love . C\_ih.

Just got to be with him . Can have it . But it turns out it was just a mirage. The happiness he gave me was false. In his heart there was another man waiting for him .

I have done so much for him. Supporting his economic life with or without his knowledge .

Give her everything she needs . Marry her officially, take her on her honeymoon, buy her a new home and store, love her and her son with all her heart.

I never counted how many dollars and energy I spent on him..

But it all turned out to be in vain. I have no meaning in his heart. I'm just a walking ATM that's useless to him.

The abundant material I have cannot afford to buy your heart. You're still waiting for the other guy...

Now you also need me to give you warmth..

It's suffocating ..very painful.. I'm just like your thirst-quenching water, Kris..

I looked at her with teary eyes and touched her face.

' This hurts Kris..it hurts..'

I clenched my fingers and turned away from him. I turned around to look at him.

"Yoga.. Are you mad at me ? " ask Kristy

I kept quiet and didn't answer. Silence withheld the pain in my wounded heart.Wounded wounds but it hurt so much...