I ACCEPT YOUR WIDOW
137. A DEEP LONGING

A few days later...

Yoga and Kristy still have the same day every day. Almost every night they are made to stay up late by Xavier who continues to fuss and look for Bisma . Even Xavier is hard to tell to eat. He just wants to drink milk. It's also just a little. It was like a hunger strike.

" How to calm Xavier down yeah.." Yoga dizzy seven circumference.

The black line of her panda eyes was slightly visible due to lack of sleep. Same with Kristy. What concerns Xavier so often moody, not excited, fussy continue.

" He is not used to parting from Bhishma yet." said Kristy sadly seeing the state of her son.

" But if he goes on hunger strike like this, Kris can get sick.. "

Kristy was really dizzy thinking about Xavier. Yoga could only stare in concern at his son while gently rubbing Xavier's head which was now asleep.

" Do I invite Dafa and Dafi to accompany him...Who knows if he could be happy again.."

" Yes mas.who knows his older brother can comfort him a little..."

" I'll pick them up later. Today I have to go to the office and see Papa.. Just picked them up..."

" Heart on the road, Mas.mas is sleep-deprived.." Kristy is worried about her husband. "Are you calling the driver?"

" I took a taxi." said Yoga who was tired and sleepless.

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Kristy drove Yoga to the front of the house when the taxi had arrived. Kristy kisses her husband's hand and Yoga gently kisses him on the forehead. After that Yoga left in that taxi.

Kristy then reenters the house and accompanies Xavier. He reached into his bag pocket and took a cellphone that has not been activated in recent days.

And he was stunned when he saw so many messages coming in from Bhishma during these few days.

' Kris..where are you?'

' Why don't you and Xavier come home.I miss you guys..'

' Go home Kris...I can't sleep..I miss Xavier..'

' Kris I'm waiting for you.I'm waiting for you and Xavier...'

' My life is so empty without you. It really torments me..'

' Kris came back to me..'

And there are still so many similar messages from Bhishma. Kristy is powerless to stem her grief, she knows how tormented Bhishma is today.. Suddenly they disappeared from his life without any news at all certainly very difficult for Bhishma. And maybe Bhishma is just as tormented as Xavier who misses her so much.

But he realized, if he was still Yoga's wife and he wanted his family intact back. So that he must be more firm with Bhishma with his decision. He loves Yoga, but he loves Bhishma. He's a nice guy who's been helping his life for 3 years. He really could not hurt his heart.

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Suddenly his phone rang. A call came in and the name of Bhishma was plastered there. Maybe because the WhatsApp message message from him is double-checked and blue and the number is active Bisma directly contact him .

The ringing sound is quite loud and not immediately lifted makes Xavier who fell asleep so woke up .

" Mommy..." And as usual wake up Xavier cries again.

Kristy puts down her phone and tries to calm Xavier back down. The call stopped because there was no response. Kristy then holds Xavier to calm him down. But Xavier still cried fussily.

Until when Bisma called him back. Panicked Xavier cries, and Kristy picks up the phone.

" ris...Kristy.." the voice of Bhishma is heard . She seemed so happy that Kristy had received her call.

" bus.. " Kristy doesn't know what to say. Because he was also confused because Xavier was crying continuously. He even cried loudly.

" Xavier why ...why cry ?" bisma asked who heard Xavier's crying voice. He changed the video call to see Xavier's situation.

" Cup cup dear... don't cry anymore. that\_'s your daddy..." Kristy doesn't know what else to do to calm Xavier, who won't stop crying.

Hearing Daddy Xavier's words instantly stopped his crying..He looked at the screen hp Bisma's face that he missed.

" Xavier's..." Bisma looks glassy. " Why do you cry dear.."

" Daddy's..Daddy..." Xavier immediately cheerful "I want to meet you...I miss you.."

Kristy can't say anything. Xavier misses Bisma so much .Missed him too much. Same with Bhishma. The sudden farewell without the message seemed like such a heavy blow to both of them.

" Kris. tell me where you are.I'll pick you up.."

Without even asking, Bisma already knew the cause of Xavier's fussiness. Looking at the black circumference in their eyes, and also Xavier looked unwell, far from cheerful, very different from the time he was with her. The bisma can already guess what happened. Xavier can never be far from him.

*Sorry Mas Yoga... Xavier can get sick if he keeps going on like this.. And to calm him down was only one.. He should meet with Bisma*...

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Yoga arrived at his office, Everyone saluted and gave way when they saw him . He went straight to his room.

Romi came straight to his room . They immediately discussed their work. And in a moment they were already sitting in front of his laptop .Work on the work that piles up in this 3-day stay Yoga absence.

" You look tired Yog." said Romi saw the face of Yoga that was like a lack of sleep.

" Did you go overtime every night after reuniting with Kristy." she said.

" ..." s."Yoga refused to answer.

Because he still harbors resentment for his brother. Already hiding Kristy and her son, also complained to her best friend Bisma. It's a fortune he can still be with Kristy back. He just wants to talk about the job with the shitty Lion King.

" I've laid off Bisma" Romi added again.

" What do you really want, brother?" Yoga is getting upset.

" Haha... Forget it, my dear sister...I'm not going to stand in your way with Kristy . My bisma has been sorted out. You just have to face your Papa.."

Yoga is completely confused with Romi's mind path. Yesterday as if supporting Bhishma, now supporting her again. What he really wants.

' Tok tok tok..' The sound of the door of the Yoga room on tap.

" Go in !" romi.

Soon someone came in with a drink for them.She was none other than Kinara.

Yoga ignored him.he looked back at his laptop and worked back up.

" Why is your attitude cold to me after leaving on our wedding night.even 3 days did not return.." said Nara while putting coffee and tea for them at the table.

" I'm lazy to argue with you Nara." said Yoga without looking at her.

" You have two wives..Your wife isn't just Kristy, you have to be fair to me, too." she protested.

Romi just kept quiet while staring at the two.

" S.at least give a little of your attention to me as well." said Kinara in a sad tone and glassy eyes.

" Brother Romi.." Yoga calls Romi to solve their problems.

Romi understood the meaning of Yoga. He took his phone and typed something in there.

' Ting..'

Nara opens her phone when a message comes in.

' You got a transfer of Rp.123xxxxx from account x '

" This is not what I asked for...I don't just want money from you Yog." said Nara quickly.

" That's my attention. If you still don't ask my Papa...He can give you everything "Yoga coldly says it. He had said it from the beginning but Kinara was reckless to crash. And now he proves the word he says.

" Yog.I want to be loved a little bit." said Kinara as she shed her tears.

" Sorry... In my heart there is no place for you." said Yoga as he got up and left the room.

He actually could not bear to hurt Kinara. But he must be firm with her .

" I'll find another man! " say Nara loudly . Yoga paused for a moment as he was about to open the door to hear Kinara's bluff. Then he answered it.

" Do whatever you like.." After saying that Yoga came out of his room. Only Kinara and Romi remained.

Kinara began to sob with the cold demeanor of Yoga. He is really hurt by the indifference of Yoga. Yoga really proves the word first.

" Want my attention?" ask Romi later. Kinara turned her head fiercely at Romi who then stood up and stepped closer to him.

" You're so pathetic...I feel sorry for you." said Romi flatly as if mocking him.

" I don't need any mercy from you." said Kinara stupefied as she wiped her tears.

" Money is already...What else do you need.." Romi said flatly "Hugs?... Kiss?... or warm up your body.. ? Than with other men who are not clear.Isn't it better with me? ... I'm very good at satisfying women in bed." he said again with a grin..

Kinara was really horrified to hear that. That cunning, jerk-off man why still bothers him. Though some days he had ignored her since he forced her to kiss him at that time. But why did he still intend to harass her.

" Rather than with you mengingan with others" said Nara ketus while stepping away. But Romi quickly blocked her and stared at her fiercely.

" What do you want?"

" Give you a little attention" Romi said as he directly landed his kiss on Nara's lips. Stay rough and pushy. Romi firmly gripped Nara's hand while continuing to intensify his kiss.

At first Kinara revolted and tried to escape. But because it can not blur and lips Romi continues to kiss his lips , sip gently play his lips me\_magutnya with affection he was resigned.

*sial*.. *This jerk guy is indeed a good player*...

He began to return Romi's kisses. He greeted Romi's lips with a friendly link.replying his kiss, enjoying the moment their lips sip and demand .

Feeling the fresh wind, Romi smiled . He's upping his game. This time not only his lips but also his tongue.

" Open your mouth." said Romi .Kinara obeyed Romi. And Romi quickly let his tongue play in Kinara's mouth. He danced his tongue on his lips and inside the mouth of Kinara.Kinara was not wrinkled.He could only shut up and enjoy that lustful wild kiss.

I'm out of words ..he's a player...

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Bhishma came to the address shared lock by Kristy. He could not say anything while standing in front of the mansion.

*It turns out that Yoga really took them away from me...Spoiling them like this... I'm nothing in front of his fortune*...

The bisma immediately opened the gate and pressed the doorbell of the house. A few moments later the door was opened. And look at Kristy and Xavier.

" Daddy.." said Xavier loudly while running towards Bhishma.

Bisma and Xavier hugged each other tightly. Those who have not seen each other for a long time have missed each other.

" I miss you Dad... I miss you so much." said Xavier

Bisma to shed her tears .He hugged and kissed Xavier many times. Kristy can only be silent with the feeling of having to look at the two who seem happy to be able to meet again.

" Xavier my s o n ..."

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The bisma then took them away from there. He hears the story of Kristy, Xavier who is fussy and does not want to eat and every night always looks for him. Bisma took them to a restaurant and ordered a lot of food for them.

" You should eat, baby...Daddy will feed you." said Bisma. He took a bowl of Xavier porridge and then fed it.

Xavier who was sitting on the lap of Bhishma smiled and accepted a bribe after a bribe from Bhishma. Every time Xavier wants to eat, Bhishma gives him a sweet kiss on his cheek. Xavier laughed happily while hugging Bisma.

Kristy smiled at Xavier who looked cheerful again.

After eating Bhishma brought them back to their previous home. The house that Romi gave them for their temporary residence.

Xavier really does not want to be separated from Bhishma. He continued to follow Bisma. When he began to sleepy, he asked Bisma to stay nearby. Sleeping in his arms while playing his finger as usual.

It was only after Xavier fell asleep that Bisma woke up and approached Kristy.

" Kris.I miss you so much." she said, hugging Kristy tightly.

For a moment Kristy let Bhishma hold her. But then he took his arms back.

" Bisma.sorry.I went without saying goodbye to you these few days." said Kristy later.

" It's okay, Chris...As long as you're back, it's not a problem.."

" Sorry Bisma... You misunderstood. I'm here to say goodbye to you... Xavier and I have to say good-bye to you...We can't be with you because Papa Xavier is alive. He used to be sick and in a coma... And I apologize to you, my friend...I can't marry you because I'm Mas Yoga's wife.. "

" No Kris... I can't accept this. You promised me you'd marry me.2 times you promised.. Are you going to deny it again like you used to .."

" But I'm still Mas Yoga's legitimate wife.."

" You said you'd take care of his death certificate or divorce like you said before... "

" That's because I thought Mas Yoga was dead." Kristy said.

" A promise is a promise.. "You still have to keep it, said Bisma, lifting up Kristy's body and taking Kristy to her room.

" Bisma.. What do you want?" kristy asked as Bhishma dropped her off on the bed and then locked her room .

" Three years I was stupid to do nothing to you..

Didn't touch you at all.. Now I don't want to lose you again. You and Xavier are mine. I'm not letting go of you anymore...You are mine " said Bisma as she unbuttoned her shirt. Throw it in any direction .He also took off his belt and trousers. All that's left is his bokser shorts. And then he immediately approached Kristy who was lying on her bed. His determination is already unanimous, he must have Kristy . He won't let go again.