I ACCEPT YOUR WIDOW
4.SELFISH
After the situation calmed down a bit, the mad woman was taken away and the doctor finished examining me, Mama and Papa who seemed anxious waiting for me on the side of the hospital bed.
" Doctor how is my son?" ask Papa.
"You .. Isn't Mr Guntoro the X's official?" ask Doctor.
"True Doctor.And this is my tungga son Yoga pratama...How doctor.. Please explain my son's condition.."
" Your son has an injury to his foot.there is a slight crack in his leg and hand . For the wound on the head seems to be due to impact, but the wound was sewn and just waiting for recovery"
" But my son is not paralyzed, is he a doctor? He can still walk, right? " The name immediately answered.
"Yes Madam.. Injury of Yoga master is indeed quite severe and may require several operations. But I make sure Yuan Yoga is not paralyzed and can walk again if the wound is healed"
"Thank God, " said Mama relieved.
" Do your best for my son, doctor... Whatever operation and costs are required.I am ready "strictly Papa.
"I will do my best for your son Mr. Guntoro".
"Thank you doctor"
" But there's one bad news, sir.."
"What is a doctor." asked mom and dad quickly.
" Your son was in an accident with a girl... And we .. apologize as much as we can't save the girl.."
Like being struck by lightning I heard the news.I who was reluctant to speak because I felt guilty for taking the life of a man now have to be in shock again for the second time.
The Moon's..Oh naw..The Moon's....The moon I love... He went away for a long time to leave me.
We promised to tie our relationship to the marriage. Why did you take him God...
" Moon...." I can no longer hold back my tears.
This sadness in my heart has reached its peak. First kill the innocent, the second the Moon is gone forever.
" Just kill me .. Why must the Moon.. God why did you take the Moon as well. Why didn't I just die ..."
Mama knows I must be very sad because I love the Moon so much. It was like I lost half my life.
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The next morning the door to my room in the gedor gedor from the outside . And because it was locked the man made a ruckus outside with a blasphemous shout like yesterday.
And I know for a fact that it was the voice of the woman who yesterday went berserk in my room for the loss of her husband.
I was also devastated by the accident because I also lost someone I loved. I don't know why I'm so upset to hear the noise and the mess he's making.
"How's this.. Your dad's still out.. Do we need to call hospital security?" ask Mama
I'm speechless. I feel tired and tired of hearing it. Does she think she's the only one who's sad? Does he think I'm not losing either? Why doesn't he have the slightest feeling for me...
It was an accident nobody wanted to experience. Why did he think he was the one who was saddened by the disaster.
I hurt my soul and body but why she doesn't want to know .not one bit understand.
" Ma please call Papa... I want to talk." I said later.
Mama pulled out her phone and called papa. Mama knows I haven't held the phone since the accident. Either arrested by police or destroyed in an accident.
" lt... "
" Yes son..What's up?...?" ask my dad on the phone.
" Pa please move me to another hospital.. I don't want to be treated here if we need to go abroad.. And also please Papa take care of the accident.. I don't want to get involved in legal matters, especially getting to jail... ..."
" Yoga ." said my mother who seemed to disagree with my attitude, but I ignored it.
" I hurt my heart and soul pa... it hurts so much it feels like losing the Moon . But the woman kept bothering me . Please take care of the woman too.. The man who died was just a salesman, so I'm sure that woman was poor . He's bothering me for money. So give him whatever money he wants just don't bother me anymore.. !!!"
Mama Yoga who has been so loving and pampering Yoga the only child is so sad with the attitude of his son. But for the sake of tranquility, comfort and healing his son finally he closed his eyes.
Let everything be according to the will of his son. So that Yoga can heal from the wounds of his body and heart that lost the love of his life.