INSECURE, Love of the Past
Unsteady By Time

This afternoon I bete once, no SMS or phone from Indra, maybe he is busy again. I turned on the radio and listened to Indonesian pop songs that were again hits at that time.

"Hello, good afternoon loyal listeners of Rama FM, Meet again with me Aditya Ramadhan in the event of Dendang pop Rama. Come on who wants to request songs in waiting for SMS and phone, want to send greetings to loved ones, so be it!! Adit wait for messages from you. One kick will play Adit for you special, timeless. Trainer."

Unstoppable by time_Kerispatih

As white as this love I want to paint at the bottom of my heart

Loyalty my promise to keep my love for you

Open the eyes of the heart

'I still love the shadow of you in dreams

Which may never carry you in my hands

You are in my heart, timeless

Even if you're not mine

The diamond of the jewel that does not fade

Keep shining teasing the loneliness of my soul, oh

*I c**oba understand*

Worrying about conscience to make sure all

*Not a**and I deny, oh*

Too much love comes and goes

But never can

Wipe you in my mind

You are in my heart, timeless

Even if you're not mine

The diamond of the jewel that does not fade

Keep shining teasing the loneliness of my soul, oh

My soul, oh...

I kept listening to the song, getting swept up in the song. I want to cry when I hear that song. Memories of that song are songs that Indra used to sing to me when I retired at school. I never considered it at all.

"OK, back again with Adit here, one kick has Adit play. And there were a lot of messages coming in. Adit read this first from Indra. 'Good afternoon brother Adit, (Yes afternoon also Indra), I want to request the song purple dong created for me, (very good), greetings for my little girlfriend. I love you very much Maria.. You were made for me.. (Uwwuu so very sweet you Indra), please puterin yes brother (Surely Adit puterin), thank you. Both Indra directly yes Adit play a special drum for Indra's girlfriend, Maria. Created For Me Purple ft Rossa."

Created for me_Purgu ft Rossa

Looking at the beautiful smile on your face

Makes me quiet and confused

Understand the presence of the most beautiful love

When you hug my body

Many words are incapable

I'm revealing it to you...

I want you always

Come and accompany me

You were made for me..

Although time will be able to

Calling my whole body

I want you to know I'm always yours

Who loves you

All my life..

Really am.. It is only you that I love .

And really.. I will be by your side until I die......

I want you slalu

Come and accompany me..

At every step

Who believes you were made for me..

Although time will be able to

Calling my raga sluruh...

I want you to know

You're my slalu who loves you..

All my life...

I who heard the greeting from Indra on the radio smiled. Is he embarrassed to send greetings on the radio?? Happy but ashamed.

Finished the song, shortly after Indra called me..

"Assalamualaikum dear. dengerin radio ga?"

"Yes I'm a horror ko."

"I love you.. Yes, I just want to say that."

"Thou shalt not be so clear.! the phone just says it doang.'

"Dear, I'm still in school waiting for the announcement to pass. Later if udh go home I'll say yes. Dah baby.. Assalamualaikum."

" Neylorda."

'That's why the hell the phone is just a doang.not very clear' my grumble in my heart.

I was so happy to be loved by someone as sincere as Indra, and she was so committed to keeping me and not touching me more than handrails and hugs.

He really appreciates me as his girlfriend. Not tempted at all by beautiful girls outside who often tease him. He remains faithful to me.

Thank you very much Indra your presence means a lot to me. I love you too.

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