INSECURE, Love of the Past
Creating Facebook

Ivan has completed his enrollment and administration at the University Of Toronto, Canada. Ivan majored in Business and Public Policy. And today for the first time he started college.

When compared with other domestic students, Ivan's face is almost the same as theirs. With a height that reaches 180 cm even more handsome and clean white skin without Freckles.

The students are also beautiful. The men who see it will fall in love. But not with Ivan, he did not feel anything to see the beautiful students. Even impressed with the presence of beautiful women.

Ivan entered the classroom and there were already about 20 friends, 10 men and 10 women. They introduced each other from different countries.

One of his friends was from Indonesia as well, he greeted Ivan who had been staring at the blue key chain. Last time the introduction if not the wrong name Aldi, it seems to be a friend of Ivan.

"Hey bro's. Thinking of a girlfriend again?" Ivan was surprised to hear Aldi talking.

"Know I'm Aldi from Bandung. You're from indo too, right?"

"Yes, I'm Ivan, you know me."

"You don't have much passion for college."

Ivan was just silent, he was not in the mood to live his day now because he could not know the news from Maria. At that time Facebook was not too booming and people did not know much. Aldi invites Ivan to play to his house and advises Ivan to make Facebook if Ivan wants to know the news of the people he misses.

Ivan agreed, he thought hopefully Maria already has facebook.

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The X1 class IPS 2..

The atmosphere in the class was very loud. It's normal after hours of rest is always like that. Some boys hit the table while singing, some play guitar, some joke not clear. While the women are busy chatting this and that with his friend.

"Like my status on FB." Said Rina who was busy with her blackberry phone.

"Ready, you also like back my status." Answer Beautifully.

"Fikri, add me dong. really arrogant you."

"Okay ready Rin. I'm adding it now yeah."

I who had been sitting in front of myself hearing the conversation they did not understand what the three friends were saying in the back. Then I asked my friend next to me.

"Silvi, by the way what the hell are they behind?"

"Oh.. That's FB again. On asking like keep asking for cement at FB"

"FB what? I don't understand."

"Facebooks. You want to make? Let me make it later."

"What function? We're already victorious."

"Yes, you pinter her in the lesson doang. Try you to the cafe, in FB we can win the same everyone in any country, not just in one school."

"The real Vi."

"Yes, really, want to make it not the same as me?"

"In matrial Mar.. Yes at cafe dong onta."

"Oh, okay-okay. We'll go back to school next to the cafe."

"Siapp's.."

I don't know why I feel so happy with Silvi's invitation. You can be friends with anyone in different countries and unlimited. I immediately thought Ivan must be Ivan Kak already have FB, thought Maria. He will live abroad certainly more advanced than Maria thought.

"Mar, tumben's smiling." Zain surprised me.

"It's okay Zain. Uh, you got FB?"

"Have, why?"

"It's aja. I want to make it with Silvi."

Zain offered to help me make FB, but I refused because I made a deal with Silvi. I was a little uncomfortable with Zain, he always saw my face fixed and it made me feel uncomfortable.

It's been 6 months since the breakup with Ivan at the airport. I felt something was lacking, I lost the figure of Ivan Kak who was always there for me. I don't know if I've loved Ivan or not. But what I feel right now is that this heart feels bland. Nothing could make me palpitate other than Indra and Ivan.

I really hope that with this FB, I can communicate again with Brother Ivan. May it be, O God. I miss him even though there is no status between us, but love is not just a status, right?

The bell rang home, I approached Silvi to get to the cafe. We walked towards the gate and there was Daffa waiting for me.

"Mar, let's go up."

"Sorry Daffa, today I want to go to the cafe with Silvi. Wanna do the job, won't you Vi?" I elbowed Silvi's arm.

"I... Yes" he replied nervously in shock at my attitude earlier.

"Oh yaudah if so, I'll go first."

I nodded my head, Yes I had to lie because he likes coco. Silvi says that Daffa is handsome, it seems like he likes Daffa. I'll help her if she really likes it.

I started the PC on the cafe. I type Facebook in the search and then the Facebook link appears on the screen. Silvi said I have to make an email before the FB listing. I didn't understand it at the time, so I just handed it over to Silvi.

Silvi emailed me at Yahoo.com, then she clicked on the Facebook list and started filling in my name and more. I just put up a profile, Silvi suggested to empty it first and he started to add my classmates who already have Facebook.

Now I'm going to find Ivan's name on Facebook. I started writing Rivandi Nalendra's name, click. Then a few names appeared on the screen. I looked at his profile picture and I found a picture of Ivan's brother in one of those names. I was so happy and added that name.

Silvi who went from earlier to buy drinks has not returned, I immediately sent inbox to Ivan. It turns out that it's also fun to play Facebook.

'Hi.. This is really Ivan, isn't it? I'm Maria.' I click send. and I see her Facebook was last active 19 hours ago. So I plan to go to the cafe again tomorrow.

Silvi came with two bottles of drink. He asked if I was happy to have Facebook. I said yes, because only this time I know there is an application that can make friends with people in various countries.

I don't think we spent 3 hours. Since it was almost evening, I immediately went home with Silvi. No angkot passed by more than 5 hours.

I also came home with a cheerful heart.

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