INSECURE, Love of the Past
MY FACEBOOK
Started with my new Facebook,
You came in a sudden way.
'Hi.. This is really Ivan, isn't it? I'm Maria.'
One message that excited Ivan 45, he was thrilled to have a message come in and say that he was Maria. The girl he loved so much, but no profile picture yet. Yesterday when he searched for Maria's name in the search field he could not find her. Disappointed and lazy to open FB. But because Aldi likes to send messages on Facebook so he was forced to open his Facebook on his laptop.
And as the durian collapses, Ivan reads a message from Mary. He immediately replied to the message.
'Yes Maria, I am Ivan. I miss you very much.' Reply Ivan bergebu. And he is confident it will not get a reply immediately given the 11-hour time difference between the two countries.
Ivan went to college with a new spirit like just getting a shot of vitamins. Throughout the day Ivan was unceasingly smiling making the women in his class persimmon look at Ivan's face.
"Tumben you smile like that Van. Did you hear from Doi?" Aldi asked who had just come and immediately sat down beside Ivan.
"Yes, there's an inbox from him. It feels like a dream. Thanks to Al." Speech of Ivan
"Yes, that dong should be the spirit of the lecture.. It's a pity that it's expensive to study here but not the spirit."
Ivan nodded.
Flashbacks
Aldi already knew Ivan's story yesterday when he played to his house. Ivan showed me a picture of Maria he always took with him everywhere.
The first time Aldi saw a photo of Maria, Aldi wanted to laugh but he could not bear it. Fear of offending Ivan.
Aldi wondered what was special about the little girl in the photo until Ivan loved her so much.
The girl was very far away when she was with Ivan, she was very petite and again her skin was slightly brownish in contrast to Ivan's white skin. She was sweet but compared to the women in her class now it was as far away as heaven and earth. Even if compared to his schoolmates in Bandung, this girl is nothing.
Aldi asked Ivan. "Van, why do you love this girl so much?" The question was answered firmly.
"Huh? Seriously lu Van? where there are now dating girls who never kiss."
"Lu will never believe it because you've never met a girl like Maria. Not all girls can you equate Al. I know and I'm sure she never kissed anyone."
"Great lu Van can find a girl like that. Find me one dong." Canda Aldi's.
Ivan was proud that he could date Maria. Unfortunately, their status has not been clear until now. On the outside, everyone will think that Maria is a lucky girl who can get a handsome and rich man.
Ivan was a lucky man who got a girl like Mary. Who could have kept her chastity even if Ivan yesterday had not forced her to take the kiss, Ivan was sure Maria would not have willingly done so.
It's not without reason that he did that, Ivan wanted Maria to be his. Ivan wanted her to be the first to get his kiss and be his husband.
End Flashback.
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'Yes Maria, I am Ivan. I miss you very much.'
Huh huh? That's really Ivan, right? I immediately replied to the message, though,
'Oh my, brother, I am very nervous to know the news of Brother. I've never calmed down here, I miss Big Brother too.' Reply Maria.
After school, Maria went to the cafe to open her Facebook page. Maria was very happy to get a reply to a message from Ivan. He felt calm Ivan was fine there. The incident that happened to Indra made Maria become traumatized. Afraid that the people she cares about will leave suddenly and leave her.
From that time Mary always came home late and never returned with Daffa again. They always send messages and will be responded to the next day.
Maria is tired if every day must stop by the cafe first. Finally he ventured to ask mamah to buy a new phone that can open his Facebook.
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