INSECURE, Love of the Past
Poetry
"Kay, why do you.?" Sandra.
"I didn't think I was. Really-don't expect that ugly girls can have such a handsome boyfriend, really cute again." Kay.
"Yes we also see it does not believe.His guy is very cool to swear." Gheas.
"Yes even cooler than Ivan, meaning that what was said in the toilet was really yes. Ah, I think Ivan is the most handsome, it turns out the girl even has a cooler guy, really cute." Keys.
* POV Kayla (Kay)
I really didn't think she had such a cool boyfriend. I'm enchanted... The man's eyes rendered me unconscious. And he seems to love her very much.
Lucky for him to have a girlfriend like her. It's handsome, attention, it's a pity again. As for me, my relationship with Ivan was not as warm as their relationship which I had only seen once.
Boro-boro Ivan hugged me with a touch of affection like he was. I was told I never. I always have to start first. As I would.. Envy the Maria.
Where is the school? I need to find out about him. Should I take it, huh? but the problem is he can I control like Ivan, right?
Ah.... I'm dizzy..
Instead of dizziness think it meningan go home just keep shopping deh.
* POV Kayla End
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If..
If love comes bring happiness..
Never have any injuries..
Which ended in disappointment..
I'll never be willing..
This feeling feels very real..
At every time there is..
You are the one I am waiting for..
accompany me all the time..
Maria.
I wrote poetry verses for Indra on my file paper. I like to write. There was a sense of pleasure when I expressed my feelings to every word I spilled on the black ink scratches on the white paper, it was really fun..
I keep writing poems about how I feel right now.. The idea popped up instantly and I wrote it down on the blank paper.
The same taste..
Could it be that you will always love me?
Could it be that it was just for me?
Don't you know
I'm so scared of losing you.
I only ask the Almighty
To always be near him
Until the time comes
Maria.
I am not good at expressing this feeling with Indra. Only dare through words like this, channeled through the poems I wrote.
Not without reason I did that, but because I was ashamed to bucin the same Indra. Shame on.. Time chick aggressive same guy.
Tok Tok Tok Tok's..
"Neng, there's aa in front waiting."
"Oh yes, mah. Looking ahead now."
Tumben Indra here is not SMS first.
I also tidied up the files containing the poem on the study table.
I opened the door and walked into the living room. There was Indra who was sitting in a mama's company.
"Tumben is not SMS first.."
"Hehe, go play.. I'm allowed to be the same mom."
"Yes neng, if you want to go out is okay but do not get a malem yes."
"Yes, um." Answer us both.
I also went to play with Indra, I don't know where it was going.
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Indra took me to the cinema in town. The queue is very long because tonight tonight is Sunday night must be a lot of mamingan same girlfriend. I'm pegel.
Finally got a ticket to watch it. We're coming in soon too. When the movie started I saw Kak Ivan there with Kak Kayla. He looked at me, and I immediately avoided his sight.
Indra clasped my hand tightly, "Before we go home to eat first, dear." He said with a smile.
"Yes, where do you eat?"
"Where do you want it."
"I want meatballs.."
"Okay, let's stop by the meatballs."
We also agreed to eat meatballs to go home to see the cinema.
High School boy bags mah can only treat meatballs doang. Aye no..? Except for the sultan's son. Sultan mah is free, eating at expensive restaurants is also not a problem. Especially just eating meatballs.
the film is finished.
Just as we were about to get out, Brother Ivan pulled my hand. "Mar."
Indra and I were surprised by Ivan's sudden presence. "Sister, why take my hand? Lepasin Sis." My love to Ivan.
Indra looked angry. His white face turned red withstanding anger.
"Portuguese. !! This is my girlfriend, why are you holding her? Better take care of your boyfriend. Come on, baby, let's go home."
I went home and left Ivan, who stood to see us both go.
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