Kan Kukejar Dreams
Must remain optimistic

Brakkk ....

Nicholas gasped in shock as suddenly the door of his room was opened violently by someone. The man stared intently at the perpetrator.

"You! why did you open the door so hard? that's an expensive door, if it breaks, can you replace it?" nicholas snapped at a female figure who was none other than Anisa, an intern and Renata's best friend.

Anisa doesn't seem to be afraid to hear Nicholas' anger. Instead, the woman looked back at Nicholas with a very sharp look and a reddened face.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Nicholas scrunched his forehead.

"You ask me again, why am I like this? what are you doing Renata? why isn't he interning here anymore? does that have to be how you solve the problem? if there is a problem, it should be held with a cold head. Every relationship where there is a smooth success, there will certainly be problems, but, no matter how big the problem you two have, instead of having to talk about it well?" Anisa spoke in a high tone and was very fast, thinly different from the speed of the train.

"You're done talking? if so, please come out now!" tell Nicholas in a very cold tone.

"What, I nagged, at length, with the speed of Valentino Rossi, he had no response at all? does this include wasted work?" Anisa grumbled in her heart.

"Hey, you hear me? you give me the cake response!" shouted Anisa.

"SILENCE!" Jerk Nicholas, to make Anisa jerked in shock. The woman's face instantly turned pale and frightened. However, he still tries to show Nicholas that he is not daunted by the man.

"What right do you have to speak in a high tone in front of me? don't take care of anything that's none of your business! now, I order you to get out of here!" continue Nicholas without looking at Anisa.

Anisa stomped her feet, completely annoyed with Nicholas' attitude.

With pursed lips, Anisa twisted her body, about to leave Nicholas' room.

"Wait a minute!" Anisa immediately stopped her steps, upon hearing Nicholas' call.

"What else is it? didn't you ask me to leave?" anisa's lips are still faithful to the initial position, conical.

"Connect my secretary again on leave, and Renata is no longer here, so you'll be the one to replace her temporarily. So, you move your stuff to the front desk!" tell Nicholas, be firm.

"If I don't want to?" Anisa emboldened herself to challenge Nicholas.

"If you don't want to, it means you have to find a new internship, even if someone wants to accept you. Wh why? because I'm going to make your name on the blacklist, so that no one will accept you" Nicholas leaned his body against the back of his great chair casually.

"We're really, really mean. Just think Renata ___"

"Never link anything to my relationship with Renata. You know nothing!" Nicholas quickly snatched Anisa's words before the girl finished her words.

Anisa fell silent and chose to turn her body back.

"Hey, what's your name?" Nicholas again held back Anisa's steps.

"What's? he doesn't even know my name? goddamnit!" anisa's curse in the heart.

"Don't curse me! now, quickly tell me what your name is!"

"Well! how did he know that I was cursing in my heart? can he hear the voice?" whispered Anisa in the heart.

"Stop speaks inwardly, quickly tell me what your name is!" nicholas snapped, making Anisa gasp in shock.

"I-I'm Anisa!" anisa replied quickly and nervously.

"All right! now we go out and remember in a minute I'll have an appointment with a client. I want you to come! .. Don't argue!" Nicholas quickly prevented, Anisa spoke again, seeing the movement of the lips of the woman who was ready to refute.

"Basic rock, no heart!" Anisa curses back while stepping out.

Anisa quickly opened the door, shuddering. "I forgot, if she could hear the inner voice," Anisa muttered as she stepped quickly.

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Meanwhile, far away in continental Europe precisely in the city of London, and in a hospital room, the look on Naura's face was moody, not having the slightest spirit.

"Pa, let me donate my eyes to Nathan. I want her to be able to see again, because her future is still very long," Naura asked Rehan her husband. The woman's cheeks were already flooded with tears.

"Darling, you can't do that! it will not solve the problem at all, but it will add to the problem. Nathan will bear the guilt for the rest of his life, and I can confirm that he will ask the doctor to restore your cornea" Rehan said, stroking his wife's head gently.

"Truely said your husband, son. Nathan definitely wouldn't be able to accept himself if he knew you were donating your cornea. It would be a burden on her life" Nurdin chimed in Rehan's remarks.

"So, how now, Pa? should we see Nathan grieving and helpless? who do you think would donate corneas if it wasn't his own family?" Naura is back emotionally again.

"We have to keep trying to find her, honey. We must remain optimistic, not pessimistic,"

"Look how you talk! we must remain optimistic, but we must also use logic. Let's think logically, is there still an angel-hearted man who wants to give his cornea? that's really impossible, Pa! if there is, when? wait for me to die first? if so, I'd be willing to die now if that was the condition,"

"Enough, Honey!" Rehan suddenly raised his voice, "please calm yourself first! do not be rash in making decisions and do not talk about death, which is not yet the time. It is the same as before God's will. Please, you are optimistic. As to when Nathan will get an eye donor, we leave it all to God,"

Naura wiped her tears back out, and Rehan instantly pulled the woman's body into her arms.

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In another room in the same hospital, Nathan looked pale and grim. The young man, not touching the food he had prepared at all, seemed like he was really desperate.

Nathan is seen lowering his feet from the bed and standing up. With weak footsteps, the man began to swing his legs with fumbling hands.

"Sob, where are you going?" Bastian quickly restrains Nathan's body.

"Let go, your hands! I'm going to the toilet" Nathan said coldly.

"Yes, let me help you" Bastian gently held Nathan's arm and was ready to lead Nathan to the toilet.

"I don't need help! I'm still strong. I'm not lazy and I can be alone" Nathan threw Bastian's hand violently. The man really did not want to look weak.

Bastian sighed with a single stomp. If it wasn't for Nathan being his best friend, it would have felt like the man was swearing. Meanwhile, Dava patted Bastian on the shoulder to be patient. It is difficult indeed, considering that Nathan was always angry at the two of them, but they should have held back the anger, because they knew, if their friend was in a down condition.

Bugh

Nathan punched the wall very hard, because he did not manage to find the toilet door, instead his head hit the wall.

"I am completely useless! what am I living for? why am I always lucky? this is really unfair, asshole!" Nathan punched the wall again, until the young man's hand was bleeding.

Bastian and Dava rush over to Nathan, to hold his best friend back, not to hurt himself again.

"Don't stop me! go ye! I'm gonna die!" Nathan tries to escape the clutches of his two best friends.

"Nathan, please don't do this! stay optimistic, if you will get an eye donor as soon as possible," said Dava who had unwittingly shed tears, as well as Bastian. However, the two try not to sob, so that Nathan does not feel pitied.

"What's this about? what's going on?" suddenly the door opened and Naura and her husband entered the room.

Tbc