Kan Kukejar Dreams
Extra part 3

Two years have now passed. Many things that have been twists and turns of the household faced by Nathan and Renata, where one of them is about the offspring that they always dreamed of never coming to them.

Nathan is not very demanding, to immediately have offspring, because for him, the child is a gift. If it has not been given, it means that God has not desired for them to have children. Nathan thinks that God is giving them a chance to spend time like they are still dating, considering that they used to be in long distance relationships. However, Renata who really wants to have children, especially considering that Anisa is her best friend, two months after marrying Nicholas, immediately pregnant and now the age of their son who is male, is very important, he has reached the age of one year.

"Darling, why are you alone here? what are you daydreaming about?" nathan asked gently, once he found his wife who he had been looking for earlier and was daydreaming in the garden behind their house.

"Nothing, my dear. I'm just enjoying the beauty tonight. Let's see, in the sky there are so many stars whose rays make the sky look beautiful," Renata showed a sprinkling of stars in the sky.

Nathan looked in the direction where Renata's index finger was pointing. He did not deny what his wife said. The sky looked so beautiful that night.

"Emm, yeah. But for me it's quite a beautiful star, and it shines more than the most shining star" Nathan said.

"meaning?" Renata looked at Nathan with a frown.

Nathan did not answer. The man instead published a smile on his lips and stroked Renata's hair.

"The star I admire is you. You are the star in my heart whose light overpowers the light of that most shining star. If they shine only at night, but you ..morning, noon, night and at any time, will always shine in my heart" Nathan said, sincerely.

"Buck!" Renata slapped Nathan's shoulder slowly, then turned his face red.

"I'm not a tombal! it was heartfelt from my heart" Nathan replied as he cupped Renata's chin and turned his wife's head around, looking back at her.

Renata's eyes suddenly glittered as his eyes were already filled with clear liquid that was ready to be shed from his container. This, of course, made Nathan panic.

"Dear, what's wrong with you? why would you cry like this? is there something wrong with me?" said, confused.

Renata shook his head. Tears that had been trying to weave now have managed to break through the dam and wet his cheeks.

"if not, but why are you crying?" Nathan seems increasingly confused.

"I'm just afraid that you will leave me, if I can't give you a descendant" Renata said, on the sidelines of Isak.

"God! why can you think like that? I never thought about leaving you at all" Nathan said firmly.

"But, what if I don't__"

"No but-but!" cut Nathan off quickly. "Darling, we're young. We are 25 years old. Masih__"

"You're 26 years old soon, remember that!" Renata quickly slaughtered Nathan's words.

"But what about Anisa? it only took two months after getting married. He's been given a direct descendant,"

"Having the kid, not the race. Some are fast and some are slow.But, believe God has a beautiful plan behind the length of time we have not been given offspring. Anisa, for God must be ready enough to be a mother, so God immediately bestows children on her and brother Nicholas," Nathan said, patiently.

"But I'm ready too. Very ready, actually,"

"Everyone according to us, not necessarily in accordance with the thoughts that God has. We can say, 'I'm ready, Lord'.However, God says, Patience, you are not really ready! just wait! there are times when I will give you what you want, if I'm sure you're really ready, '" Nathan said again, trying to give understanding to the wife.

"Maybe at this time God still wants to give us a chance to spend a lot of time together. Aye right? Later if we are three, you will definitely spend more time with our children," continued Nathan returned, hoping that his wife could stop thinking about things that make him sad.

"Emm, yes, yes," Renata now smiled. "Then, how about tomorrow we go to the doctor again, for a check-up?" continued Renata again, to make Nathan who had been exhaling a sigh of relief, again sigh.

"Honey, let alone go to the doctor? at that time, already. The doctor also said that neither of us had any problems. Can we wait, can we?"

"Why don't you want to? the results can change, honey. I just want to go back to making sure, that's it, really!" Renata now looks very upset and there is a liquid coming out suddenly from his eyes.

"Darling, not that I don't want to. Only, you know for yourself, if tomorrow I have projects that are very important and really cannot be left behind. If the business is finished tomorrow, I promise you, the day after we go check," said Nathan with patience.The man was quite familiar with the concerns possessed by his wife, it was, considering her mother-in-law who is also difficult to get pregnant first, even Renata got after several times doing a baby tube program.

"All right then! promise yes!" Nathan nodded his head, assenting to make Renata's lips smile again.

Nathan's one prayer now, hoping his business can be finished tomorrow, so he can fulfill his promise to Renata. He did not want his wife who was very sensitive lately was disappointed in him.

"Well, let's go to bed now!" Renata stood up.

"Are we going to sleep?" ask Nathan. Behind his words tucked an implied desire.

"Yes. I'm tired, honey. No longer want to do it tonight" Renata said.

"But, if it's not done, how can we have children?" Nathan tried to change Renata's mind.

Renata fell silent, seemingly beginning to be affected by Nathan's words.

"Yes too! yes, then I want to," concluded Renata, finally.

"Yes! nathan cheered and excitedly stood up from his chair and took Renata by the hand.