Kan Kukejar Dreams
You better go home.

Nathan walked into the house with a face that was not as dark as before leaving the house.

When the young man opened the door, he was immediately startled by the appearance of his mother who was already standing in front of the door, welcoming him.

"Gosh, Ma. Why is Mom standing at the door?" Nathan stroked his chest.

"How not, from now on your mama can't sleep because it's waiting for you. He did not calm down before you, actually went home," not Naura who answered, but Rehan. It was obvious that the middle-aged man was already very sleepy.

"Yes, Nathan. We're not allowed to sleep the same, Mama. We were asked to accompany him here," Arsen who also looked sleepy, opened his voice.

"Ma, didn't I tell you, no need to worry? I'm not stupid and I'm acting like shit" Nathan said.

"Yes, however mama remains worried, son," said Naura who now looks calm.

"Yes, now that I'm home, my mom is sleeping" Nathan said softly.

"Emm, it seems like you're not too sad anymore, is there something that amuses you out there?" chirps Arsen with furrowed eyebrows.

"Emm, ti-nothing at all!" shrug Nathan off nervously.

" How unhappy, the woman he loved came following him to London. You just met him, right?" suddenly Nurdin appeared and interrupted.

"The woman he loves? meaning Renata?" Naura's eyebrows are linked, probing.

"Indeed, is there another woman he loves besides Renata? there's no, right?" nurdin's answer, can already conclude that Naura's guess is correct.

"Well, how do you know from where?" asked Naura with a frown.

"I have eyes everywhere" Nurdin said ambiguously.

"This must be Damian and Robert informing Grandpa," Nathan's inner self as he scratched his head that was not itching at all.

"Nathan's home, right? I'm going to the room. I'm really sleepy. Baby I'm first!" Chirps Rehan, go by.

Nathan stared at papa's departure, with his mind raging again.

"Papa must be upset, because I just met Renata," the young man's inner, sighing, heavy.

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The morning is now approaching, it may even be said to have gone to noon, because the clock has shown at 10 London time.

Nathan was seen writhing, a sign that the young man was about to wake up from his sleep.

Sure enough, slowly the young man began to open his eyes. He immediately sat down, stretched his muscles for a while then turned his head towards the clock that was on the nightstand.

"What's? 10 o'clock!" Nathan reflexively jumps out of bed and runs out of the room. The man didn't care about his appearance wearing only shorts and a tee shirt.

"Mama! Papa!" shouted the young man.

"Nathan, what's wrong? why are you screaming?" reprimand Naura who was sitting back.

"The two of them had just left for the airport. Why why?" Naura scrunched her forehead.

"Why didn't I wake up?"

"So Arsen was willing to wake you up, but, papa forbade him from disturbing your sleep" Naura said.

"That's not why Papa woke me up, but it's because papa was angry because of last night" Nathan said, of course, only daring to speak in his heart.

"Oh, then I go back to the room! I'm gonna take a shower!" Nathan passed away with a giant step.

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"What should I do now? I was just able to feel happy about having a complete family. Am I going to ruin that happiness, by still choosing to keep Renata? Papa Rehan, you'll feel that I'm being selfish" Nathan looked up at the ceiling.

"Sister Nicholas was also almost ready to donate his corneas, although not so. However, that intention alone can prove, if he is willing to sacrifice for me. Do I also have to breastfeed sacrificing my feelings, and letting Renata go to Sister Nicholas?" again Nathan invites his heart to chat.

"Arghhh, what should I do now? if I let Renata go to Nicholas, isn't that cruel? the effect of Renata, is an object that can be passed here and there. But, if I continue this relationship, there are two wounded hearts, Papa Rehan and Sister Nicholas," Nathan rubbed his face violently.

Then, Nathan sat down and grabbed his phone. The man had intended to contact Renata, but still had doubts about the young man's attitude.

The man took a deep breath, then exhaled back into the air. Steadily, he finally decided to contact Renata.

"Hello, Nathan!" greet Renata cheerfully from the other end of the phone.

"Hello, Ren! where are you now? in the apartment or outside?"

"I just got to the apartment. I went out for a while to find breakfast. What's the matter, Nathan?" ask Renata.

"Emm,Buy. If I may suggest, you should just go back to Indonesia, because Om Rajendra must be worried now," Nathan said very carefully.

"Why do you say that? don't you want me here?"

"You don't misunderstand me! that's not what I meant. I just don't want Om Rajendra to dislike me any more. You'll have to finish your internship, in order for your college to finish, anyway" Nathan gave a reasonable reason.

"So, what about you?" ask Renata again.

"If it were me, it would still be here. I just finished corneal eye surgery, and I'm not allowed on the plane. Besides, I have to finish my college which is staying a little while longer. This time, please help! you go back to Indonesia and complete your internship properly. Even if you're interning at your papa's company, but you have to stay professional,"

There was no response from Renata from the other end.

"Ren, are you still there? you still hear me, right?" nathan asked, making sure.

"Yes, you're right! I'm going back to Indonesia tomorrow" Renata said, finally agreeing with Nathan's request.

Nathan let out a long, heavy sigh, after which his call and Renata were interrupted. I don't know what's in that young man's head right now, only he knows.

Tbc