Kan Kukejar Dreams
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"Ma, please don't joke? Brother Angga, donating his cornea to me? CK .. That's really very unlikely," Nathan clucked as he shook his head, in disbelief.

"What is impossible? mom's not kidding, son. Son, it's the one who dominates her cornea for you" Naura tried to convince her son.

"No way!" Nathan shook his head again. Then, he turned his head towards Arsen to demand an explanation.

"Sir Arsen, now please answer honestly, what Mama said is not true right?" sue Nathan.

Arsen breathed heavily.

"Maybe it's time you knew. Yes, what Mama said was true," Arsen confirmed Naura's words that several days he had called 'mama'.

Nathan smiled smirk, thinking the words of his mother and brother were just a joke.

"You are so smart to joke! that's really very unlikely. Brother Angga all this time, blatantly hates me. And one more thing, how could he know my condition, when for these three years, he had already cut ties with me? clearly, she said after she helped me leave, I have no relationship with her anymore. Now ... hahaha, now you two say that he donated his cornea? really funny," Nathan laughed again.

"Stop Nathan! this isn't funny at all. Why did Mom and I lie to you? why didn't we tell you about it a week ago? that's because we keep you from crying a lot, which could have side effects on your eyes" Arsen said.

"You ask, where can Angga's brother know, what happened to you right? it's from Dava who was asked by Brother to watch over you and tell her whatever you do and how you are doing. Now, let me ask you, what card did Kak Angga give you, the balance always increases?"

Nathan nodded slowly, assuring.

"That's all from Kak Angga who every month still sends your share, the profit from the company, even though he knows that you already have money in abundance here. He said, however, you still have the right to enjoy the company's results" Arsen said again, making Nathan even more still frozen.

"Sister, again I beg you, please don't joke! I'm __"

"Nathan! can't you tell the difference between joking or being serious? I could have sworn that everything I said was true!" Arsenic looked more and more resolute.

Nathan was unmoved, silent a thousand languages. Wanting that he did not believe in the words of his second brother, but seeing the seriousness of Arsen, there was no reason for him not to believe

"In that case, what is the reason why Angga donated his cornea to me? and how is Brother Angga doing now? if he donated his cornea, how could Angga see?" nathan said, stammering. " It is not very rare for doctors to accept donor corneas from people who are still alive, unless it is the desire of the person? Don't tell me that ...." Nathan hung up his words, feeling heavy to continue what he was about to say.

"To answer all your confusion, you wait here for a moment. There's something that Angga's sister has left for you" Arsen stood up, stepping towards the room he occupied.

Not long after, Arsen reappeared with a diary, and a letter in his hand.

"A-what is this?" nathan asked as he accepted Arsen with trembling hands.

"You see for yourself! I'll stay first!" Arsen is leaving.

"Yes too!" Naura stepped up to Arsen.

Nathan's hand with a giddy put the blue Diary book and chose to first read a letter that he said was entrusted by his brother Angga.

Dear Nathan

Maybe if this letter had reached your hands, I would no longer exist, because I would have had to succumb to a brain tumor, which I had long ago. Oh yes, I still deserve to be called a sister by you? hopefully you still want to consider me Brother huh.

Yes, Nathan Kakar has long suffered from a brain tumor that happened to be malignant. All this time Brother tried to survive and tried not to show the illness in front of Arsen and you. Wh why? because Brother doesn't want you to look at me for pity, especially you.

Natash ... I just wanted to say sorry and goodbye. I always smile happily when I hear your news that I always ask through Dava your best friend. I'm proud of you, because you can be strong to defend against all the humiliation storms that you always receive starting from childhood. If I were in your position, maybe I wouldn't be as strong as you. I'm also proud of you for proving that you can succeed with your own efforts. I may be too hard on you, but trust me it's not really from my heart. Forgive Brother's attitude all this time, which always humbles you and says words that are very painful for you. But, again, believe me it's not from Big Brother's heart.

Nathan, Brother was devastated when he heard that you were blind as a result of a deliberate accident by a girl obsessed with you. I want to feel like you flew there, to see firsthand your situation. However, Big Brother is helpless because Big Brother is in the final stage of the fight against the disease. Before Big Brother leaves forever, Big Brother wants to give you something useful. I tipped the cornea of the eye Brother, yes. Take good care and use those eyes to see your long future. Never feel guilty. Be Nathan whom you've known all along, strong Nathan, and never give up. It's very desirable that Big Brother can hold you for the last time as a Big Brother, but what a power brother is really weak, and it is not strong anymore Brother has lost with this disease and finally prefers to make peace with it rather than having to fight it.

Good bye, my sister! Don't cry, because it's not you. You are strong as you said before, where you have been friends with tears.

Greetings from your brother.

Goslings

"Kak Angga why does it have to be like this? why is he keeping everything a secret?" Nathan groaned in between his sobs.

Nathan closed his eyes and opened them again.

"I promise, brother, that I will keep these eyes well. Calm down there! honestly, I never hated you. I've even missed a big brother's embrace so much, but I can't express it. We are both too ego, to be able to express our affection," Nathan said, thinking as if Angga was in front of him.

Later, Nathan grabs the Diary which is already confirmed to belong to his sister Angga. With trembling hands, Nathan opened the diary and began to read all the secrets written in it.

Tbc