LOVATY 1.0
Trigger (Evoid)

While he continued to study hard to maintain his achievements, quarrels still occurred in the house. Once – twice, and it affects his mood.

Strangely all that was lost when they gathered at the relatives' house. Brothers – brothers will start praising Calya, then they will return to be a happy family.

Slowly Calya realizes that what she sees is not always right. The happiness he saw the other day turned out to be only – puraan. But Calya also played in the puraan – kepuraan.

One day when the final grade of the semester has come out, Calya experiences a drastic drop in her grades. The girl locked herself in the room when she got home.

It happened again, the quarrel of his parents. As if he already knew it was going to happen, he immersed himself in a blanket.

“What is this!” dad started a fight, “Why can this happen?” he said while showing the value of Calya's report.

“How can I know if the value will drop like this?” mom started not accepting and replying to the word – said dad.

“You are his mother! What are you doing at home? How did you educate him?” I asked for an explanation again.

“Don't vent it all on me. You never did anything yourself!” mom sounded more and more elevating her tone.

“This is all because you're busy replying to all the chats from your affair!” dad's getting emotional, “What do you mean?” ask mother.

“You think I don't know all your male friends on social media?” I accuse my mother again.

“Do not equate me with you, who drank – drink and have fun – with women.”

“Then you feel different? Try showing all the chat contents on your phone?”

“Do not switch the conversation!”

“Already! In fact, you are no longer a wife or mother!”

*That's how my – days passed over the years – years. At that time I felt, if I didn't make a mistake I wouldn't have heard the quarrel.

After that I got used to doing everything so well, that there was no blemish to be found.

I want to avoid it, all those bad memories, and this is the only – way. I keep avoiding.

Choose to go to college and work out of town so I don't have to hear or see him again. For a moment I forgot all about it, because I was busy here. But today, I was forced to remember everything back*.

***

Calya opened her eyes. His gaze was narrow due to his swollen eyes. He tried to sit up, briefly silent as he felt his head dizzy. Then walk out of the room with slightly staggering steps.

He could not remember how long he had been locked up here, or rather locked himself in here. But he clearly remembered why he did that, he couldn't possibly forget. He could still feel it, that frustration. He was upset with himself, why did he have to feel this way?

“His words express feelings can make you feel better,” the sentence arrived – suddenly crossed his mind.

He tried to find his smartphone among the pile of items in the guest room. He finally found it, but it died. He hurriedly connected it to the charger.

Too impatient to wait, press and re-press the power button there. While the smartphone that is true power – is completely empty it does not want to turn on.

She felt annoyed, somehow the room arrived – arrived making her feel claustrophobic. ‘I have to get out of here’ that's what he thinks. Immediately took the portable chargers and ARGlasses, out leaving his apartment.

The long wooden chair became a resting place for Calya. There was no one else but her in the rooftop apartment, thank God. Otherwise people would be surprised to see the current state of the woman.

Clothes that have not been replaced for how long, look tangled and messy. Her hair was not combed. Not to mention the look of that tired and pale-looking face. It could be that people would call an ambulance because they thought he was dying. For the first time Calya looks pathetic right now, something she's always good at covering up.

He turned his smartphone back on, after a few minutes connecting it to a portable charger. Light up, then vibrate. All the calls and messages finally reached the smartphone, but none of them he mumbled. The goal is only one get into LOVATY, quickly install ARGLasses.

He sighed as soon as he saw it. Keanu, the figure he was looking for – search. They just kept quiet, either Calya or Keanu. Calya just needs peace of mind by feeling Keanu's presence there, and Keanu is there because of Calya.

Hours – hours to days – days, Calya maintains her slump. Silence without a word. Although she returned to her apartment, taking a bath, eating, the look on her face did not change in the slightest. Even though ARGlasses wore them all the time, there was not a single thing they talked about.

The smartphone that ran out of power and had to wait a while to be able to come back to life, currently Calya is trying to gather back its power. Because just to open his mouth feels heavy for him right now, he needs more time.

One day he walked out of his apartment, again sitting in a long wooden chair. Unlike before where the weather was very bright and bright, this time it was all very dark. Only a few lights were visible there, slightly illuminating the rooftop.

He returned wearing ARGlasses, seeing Keanu's presence there.

“Now at 3 am” said the man, finally the woman looked at him. But instead of responding to Keanu's sentence with the word – words, only crying came out. The loudest cry she had ever heard.

For a moment only the sound of crying was heard, then slowly the sound of crying began to subside.

“I should have given you a tissue, but you know I can't touch anything,” says – he says attentively but his honesty makes it awkward.

The strange formula turns into a miraculous medicine, there is no choice for Calya other than to laugh. Not so loud, but at least the crying stopped.

“A few days ago my mother called, saying that she and my father had divorced,” the woman finally used the energy she had accumulated for days – days to start telling stories.

“Actually I knew this would happen sooner or later. It's just that at that time I strongly believed that the happiness I felt and the happiness they showed was real. Even now I want to believe that it's real."

" I mean, it is natural that a child feels happy to see his family happy and natural also when feeling sad when

seeing your parents fight."

"That fight, I remember how scared I was back then. Every day I wish I never saw or heard it again. Every day I try not to make the slightest mistake so they don't make it an excuse to start fighting again."

"Every day.. every day I try.. even though everything feels difficult..”.

Although he tried to sound strong in the early – sentences, but the tears flowed back in the end.

Calya again cried bitterly – sedu, the two hands on her face at this time could not even cover her flowing tears. His entire face was wet, as if he had drowned in tears.

“Life should be hard, right?” that sentence made Calya start to raise her face after a long time of looking down.

“All the events that occur make us feel various emotions such as angry, happy, upset, embarrassed, sad. All that can be felt because we are alive, in other words we are not alive if we do not feel everything,” Calya was silent for a moment.

He felt the words sounded familiar, but he could not remember where he had heard them. At the same time as he tried to think his crying also stopped, without him noticing.

“Maybe the current state makes you feel more sadness, but later you can also feel another,” the woman stared blankly at the scene in front of her.

“Can I feel happiness?” ask him to himself.

“Of course. This is your life and the choice is yours,” Calya looked at Keanu, looking a little smiley.

“So I can be happy if I choose to be happy, you mean?” Keanu nodded.

“Alright! Since everything is over, now I will choose happiness,” this time he looked at the scenery in front of him with a slight smile on his lips.

With his new determination, the sun began to rise. Turning the dark sky that he had been staring at just now became bright. Like a new beginning for him. Maybe staring at the sunrise is so soothing, that it makes the eyes that have been open for the past few days slowly close. The woman fell asleep unconsciously.

“Hei!”

“Wake!”

“Calya! You okay – what?”

Calya opened her eyes, trying to get up while holding her stiff neck.

‘How long has he been asleep here?’ that was what he thought once he woke up, before the figure in front of him astonished him.

“What are you doing here?” feeling strange about the existence of the man in the neighborhood where he lives.

“I should have asked. What the hell are you doing here? What the hell is going on with you? Are you sick?” asked the man sounding worried.

He was about to check the body temperature by placing his palm on the woman's forehead, but was brushed aside by the owner of the body.

“You'd better go home,” said Calya. He immediately turned around and left the man now.

“Until when will you keep hiding?” Calya stopped her steps.

“Do you not care about your team? Do you know how difficult they are right now? Or do you deliberately want to destroy your own team?”

‘How long have I stayed home? Why can't I even remember the current day and date? Then work? What happened at the office?’

Calya was immersed in the questions in her mind when Ray had just pulled her back to reality.