LOVATY 1.0
Don't be

In the middle of the garden, under a large tree, Ray sat leaning back. The leaves of the tree protect it from the sun. Even so his eyes remained closed for a while, as if feeling a glare. Shortly after he opened his eyes, his gaze glared around the park and his hand took something out of his wallet.

A single photo, quite old though still recognizable. Portrait of his childhood with his parents. His eyes stared at the sheet quite intensely before finally turning his gaze back on the expanse of green grass. “I live well don't I?” said it. “I learned well, have friends, good job. It's not.. Mother.. Father..”

“I don't think you guys need to worry about me anymore,” his eyes are back staring at the portraits of his parents. “I will always remember everything you have taught me, you take it easy. I go first,” Ray moves, walking away from the tree that holds many memories for him.

He's still walking down the park. With the pieces of memories that sprung up at each step he took. It was as if he saw little Ray there, running with a toy plane in his hand. In the other direction His parents were sitting and talking, and his mother called his name. The three ate the provisions that his mother cooked and his father would buy ice cream afterwards. The three will play a chase before they return home. A routine that never bored him at that time.

The man's daydream stopped when someone was seen walking not far from him. Someone he could recognize even if only cursory. Calya, walking slowly, from the motion of her mouth seemed to be talking to someone. Maybe through a phone call, he thought. Ray continued walking, this time following the path Calya stepped on. Watching it from far away.

The woman is starting to look strange. Stomping his legs, stopping suddenly and walking faster, as if someone was bothering him. The man tried to walk over, making sure there was nothing wrong with the woman. As the man started to get closer, Calya suddenly started running. Ray further accelerated his pace, cutting the distance between the two. Luckily it was the right decision, Ray managed to save the woman when her body almost touched the ground.

“Are you okay?”

Calya who felt surprised did not respond so much to the question asked by the man. The woman responded a while later. Saying it's okay isn't okay to thank either. “Is there anything bad that happened to you?” the man asked, looking worried, but it added to the confusion on the woman's face.

“See you were talking to someone on the phone,” the man tried to explain. “But then you start acting weird, like you're bothered by something. I think something bad happened".

Calya realized that she had been noticed since. His behavior had triggered a misunderstanding, but it was impossible for him to clear up the misunderstanding. He didn't want to split the cards, so he switched the conversation. “Are you following me?” tanyakanya.

“It looks like I've been here longer than you,” Ray tried to explain. “You see the big tree there?” with his finger shows the position of the tree is “aku from earlier sitting there”.

“Owny? Why?”

Calya immediately realized what the man said “maaf,” and immediately regretted the question. Ray smiled casually while stepping “no problem,” he said. “Usually people will visit the tomb if it misses the person who has already left. If I'd rather go to our memories together. That way I can remember it clearly. Their faces, the words they speak, their touch and our happiness. That's what I did earlier”.

Ray's words made Calya feel even more regretful. He never expected that this well-established man who seemed to have a comfortable life turned out to be a lonely man who missed his parents. Life is hard for him too, the woman thought.

“Do I look lonely?” ray's words suddenly startled Calya. It was as if the man could read his thoughts. “If living alone is lonely, it means I am lonely. But you know what? I have brothers, friends and one side crush. So I don't think I'm lonely,” Ray talks while staring at the woman, a code that clarifies what she means.

“Be careful there is a hole,” he said resuscitating Calya who does not focus on road conditions. While Calya followed the man's advice with a confused face. There was too much information that he received at the same time and he did not know how and where exactly he had to react. In the end he chose to remain silent while walking down the road to his apartment building.

“Listen. I'm really grateful for helping me out. But I can go home alone,” said the woman began to feel uncomfortable. Ray smiled hearing that, taking a few steps towards him casually said. “I know you're confident, but unfortunately you've misunderstood. I'm not here to take you home".

“Then?” embarrassed and annoyed, the combination that was drawn on Calya's face at the moment, but instead made her look cute in the man's eyes at the moment. “I really want to come here,” Ray replied. “Then for what?” ask her with a tone of voice that sounded annoyed times. “Didn't I say that,” he said, walking ahead of the woman into the building.

Healthy brain cells make Calya immediately understand the meaning of the man's grooming. But still could not save him from the shame that had spread. In silence the woman followed the man's steps. The two held back from talking to each other during their time in the elevator. The elevator doors opened and the woman could not avoid saying anything before stepping out of the elevator. 

Lying on the bed, Calya tried to throw away her fatigue. A moment of glare to the ceiling then closed his eyes. In his mind the re-creation of this incident was twisted back. “I've been so sloppy lately,” tilted as she tried to shake off her upset taste, “sucks!”

Instantly his eyes opened as the mind carried him on another memory. “The story of his life is also sad apparently,” his memory of Ray again provokes sympathy. “If he visits the park in memory of his parents, this apartment is also one of his places of memory".

The woman turned around, “So that's why she was able to find me back then! I think he knows my address from Damian.” Calya closed her eyes, regretting her misunderstanding with the man who had been in the know how many times. “But why should this place?” ask yourself, “have he ever lived here? Ahhh.. don’t be curious Calya. don’t be.” her hand rubbed her head, as if it could erase her current thoughts. “It’s not healthy".