Make Me Your Girlfriend
Chapter 150 What do you want?
The two sat face to face in the family room. Toni looked at Dina with a hard to interpret look, while Dina just stared at Toni flatly.
The two of them were silent for a long time, Dina was still waiting for what Toni wanted to say. Toni is confused where to start.
"what do you want to say?" dina's words broke the silence between the two of them
Toni leaned her body on the sofa "until when are you going to be mad at me?"
"i don't know" Dina answered flatly
Toni sighed "for a month you've been avoiding me, when are you going to be like this?"
"twice I caught you with another girl, and you remember how you felt if the position was reversed?" dina flat said
"i'm sorry for that Din..." Tony tried as calmly as possible
"all that you can prevent if you don't give them a chance" Dina began to ketus "I don't know Ton.apa can still believe you again"
"i have to how's Din? I don't know the girl yet, she suddenly entered my office..." Tony was getting frustrated
"have not known if it has been open-air" said Dina cynic
"he who suddenly teased me undressed in front of me, I have to what Din...?"
"you could have thrown him out, pushed him out, but it looks like you're enjoying what's in front of you" Dina said.
"Yin...! I'm not that kind of guy who's easily tempted by girls!" Toni emotion
"so....?"
"it's up to you to believe it or not that's the truth...!" toni's tone began to rise
"why are you angry?! I was just friends with my ex-members, only to meet at that college you were already angry and jealous blind, by accident, now can't I be angry to see you alone with another girl in a closed room?!" dina's tone was no longer in control. He wanted to express everything he had felt so far
"but I didn't do anything Din!"
"i also do not.Even many people who see me meet any guy, never in a closed room but you are angry unwarranted!"
Toni does not dwell, when Dina compares the events where Toni suddenly becomes blindly jealous of Dina. It's like being pulled into the past, which always makes Dina disappointed.
Toni was silent, she no longer knew she had to say anything to justify her actions. All this time Dina had been so patient in dealing with it. But she is also tired sometimes Dina is so childish, Dina prefers to avoid problems that they should have solved long ago.
"if you are angry with me, be angry.hit me if it makes you better, but do not run away from problems" Toni said flatly.
Dina sighed "i am angry yes.I am also tired.at that time if I vent my emotions, you will not know what will happen to you and the girl" Dina paused her saying "I'd rather leave than I do something that you or I will regret later"
Toni looked at Dina deeply "what are you going to do?"
"you also should not disappear for so long.." Toni still blames Dina
"i need Toni time to think, convince myself which path I should choose" Dina stared flatly at Toni who either realized or would not be wrong.
"otherwise it's your mother's choice, I don't want you to be an ungodly child fighting her own mother, so it's better that I give up"
"it's my choice, not mine anyway papa has already approved us to do what you are questioning my mama" Toni's tone back up
"i just want you to appreciate and respect your mama, I want your relationship to be even closer"
"you don't know my mama, and don't try to improve my relationship with my mama because it will be in vain" Toni said flatly
"say...kamu have not proposed to me...suppose we are only a friend, will you accept him who is betrothed by your mother?" Dina held tightness in her chest, trying to brace herself to hear Toni's answer which might upset her
"if there was a better choice, I wouldn't have chosen that girl." replied Toni in a confident voice "but even if we were just friends now, I would still prefer you, because my love is still the same as it was 7 years ago"
The tears that Dina had been holding back from earlier finally shed as well. I don't know what made her cry, Dina herself didn't know.
"what do you want with our relationship?" Toni tried to hold back her emotions and also her sadness.
Dina is silent, she does not know how, whether she will continue her relationship with Toni or have to let go.
Dina realizes these are defining moments for herself and Toni. But Dina did not know what to answer. Dina has given herself to Toni, she loves Toni and at the same time Toni disappoints her again.
Despite what he saw at the time Toni was indeed innocent. But there Toni also had a share so that the event happened.
If only Toni could be more assertive, it wouldn't be as complicated as it is now. Toni gives the girl a chance to tease her.
Toni is also in a dilemma, she wants to give Dina freedom, she wants to let go of Dina but she loves her so much, much she has sacrificed for Dina.
He realized all this time Dina had proven that she was loyal to Toni. He was always patient to face Toni who suddenly likes blind jealousy.
And again, Dina had surrendered herself to Toni. Toni remembers it all, the great sacrifice that Dina had made in order to prove her feelings for Toni.
The two of them were again silent, busy with their own thoughts. Both Dina and Toni tried to ponder, thinking about what they had been through all this time.
Many things they have gone through, many things that make them both sure decided to go to a more serious level again.
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