
Since the shocking news, Toni was often aloof, reflecting on what she had done to Fara. There was a feeling of guilt in his heart, he wanted to apologize.
No one knows how he feels, he keeps it all to himself. He didn't want everyone to accuse him of being cruel. He did that for a reason. Toni just wants to make Fara and Bian deter and not hurt anyone.
In fact after that event, Fara instead of realizing it was getting more and more. Fara instead follows her brother's dissatisfied lifestyle with just one guy.
"you're daydreaming" said Roy into Toni's room
"no.." said Toni
"Bian has come home from the hospital" Roy said, sitting in a chair near Toni's window.
"lantas....?" Toni stared at Roy
"if you want to express your sorrow, next week Bian will return to this city to take care of the sale of his motorbike and car" said Roy
Toni does not respond to Roy's remarks, he is still thinking about whether he should go to Bian's house or not. He did not want to be the target of Bian's tantrums, but in his little heart he wanted to say his sorrow.
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A week passed, Toni came to Bian's house. The house that used to look magnificent now looks gloomy. True what his father said, his father Bian experiencing financial problems can even be said to be almost bankrupt.
Usually many workers in the house, now there is only one gardener and a housekeeper and one housekeeper.
With mixed feelings, Toni enters Bian's house. From the entrance he could see a picture of the Bian family. He stared for a moment at the photo, and then entered the family room.
"eh.kamu Ton.. What are you here for?" bian flat said
"i'm sorry for Fara's passing, and I apologize to you all for disappointing you" Toni said
"Fara's gone, why are you apologizing? " say Bian cynically
"what's wrong with apologizing? Fara's grave is so much better that I tell you" Toni said, trying to cover up her guilt
"i also apologize to you and Dina for ruining your relationship" Bian said with a regretful look.
Toni sighed "apologize to Dina herself, I can't possibly meet her" Toni said, leaving Bian's house.
If Bian had not mentioned Dina, he would not have just left Bian's house. He did not like Bian to mention Dina's name in front of him. Bian had so cruelly destroyed their relationship that they both did not deserve to mention Dina's name before him.
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Ever since Yuni was hostile towards Dina, now Dina was getting more and more familiar with the Son. They were both close, but now they are closer.
The Son is the faithful hearer of all the grunts of Dina. No one knows, Dina can be a little comfortable in class because of Son. The son could always make Dina laugh with his funny stories.
"Toni how's Din?" ask the Son carefully
"why ask Toni?" Dina's upset
Dina sighed "i already have a boyfriend and it's not Toni, Put...Toni is just part of my past" Dina flat said
"but what I see is that you still love him" Son was eager to know the story of Dina and Toni, all this time he only heard from people's stories.
"she's the first for me, there's no way I can forget her, there's no way I hate her Put.." said Dina casually.
"but it doesn't seem like he wants to just take you off"
Dina looked question mark at the Son, she did not understand why the Son could say that.
"i often see Toni watching you from afar, looking at you, stealing glances during sports hours" said Putra as he looked straight ahead
Dina looked straight back at the blackboard, never realizing everything the Son said. "I can't stop people from liking me Put..."
Usually the Son is his scribbled friend, but this time their talk tends to be serious. The actual topic of conversation Dina avoided.
Talking about Toni makes Dina seem to open old wounds and also sweet memories with Toni at the same time. Dina still loves Toni.
He hopes dating Dendy distracts his attention and feelings from Toni. He wanted to throw away his memories and feelings for Toni.
"i know you still love him very much, don't look for escape when your heart is still owned by others, all that will only make your new relationship always overshadowed by the past"
"don't fight your feelings because the more you fight, the more you can't forget them, because the more you try to forget them, the more you will remember them"
The son looked at Dina who was silent, not responding to what he said. The son liked Dina but she chose to be an entertainer for Dina, who always made Dina laugh with her silly stories.
"forgive me Din. if my silly advice makes you uncomfortable" said the son with a tone of regret.
Dina turned her head towards Son and smiled "thank you Put.Thank you I don't feel lonely in this class"
"that's what friends do, right?" The son scratched his head which was not itchy
"yes, the friend who always comforts me with new stories every day" Dina chuckled.
"if you still feel like you love Toni, don't continue your current relationship, feel sorry for her, and for you to force your heart to accept the presence of others" The son pulls both corners of his lips up
"yes, Put.I'm still trying to get through this, I want to graduate soon, so I don't have to see Toni again"
Though it's hard, Dina tries to love Dendy. Dendy's figure had been able to make Dina accept the presence of a new person in her heart.
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