Mother to My Children
Chapter 112

Bara immediately approached Syafira who suddenly stood looking with a very shocked face.

"Honey, I can explain everything, please listen first," said Bara who was panicked.

"I heard that was true?" ask Syafira.

"Darling, listen to my explanation, please," Bara tried to get closer to Syafira, his hand trying to grab the wife's hand. However, Syafira retreated one step away from Bara.

"Just say, right or wrong hearing.Tell me what I heard just now is not right! Answer mas!" syafira really hoped he heard wrong. Her whole body trembled, afraid of the reality she would hear from her husband.

"Fir..." Bara took another step forward, and again Syafira took one step back.

"Jawab mas, tell me I heard wrong!"

"Sorry mas, mas really unintentionally," Bara's reply was like a godam that struck right at Syafira's heart. His eyes were getting hotter until his tears just escaped.

"Let the mas clear first Fir, please mas," Bara said quickly.

"Enough! That's all I wanted to hear, it turned out that all this time I was lying to you, the one that had made you die!" shafira's tears just kept falling mercilessly. It hurts too much to accept that fact. Syafira who wanted to complain and leaned on her husband's shoulder for what she experienced all day in the hospital even like being struck by lightning in broad daylight.

" I know now, I married you because I felt guilty about bumping into you and Adel, didn't I?" suddenly Syafira felt doubtful about Bara's love for him. He cursed his own stupidity. Wanting to laugh at how stupid he had been all this time who thought that Bara really loved him.

"No dear, it's not that... I really love you, love you. Calm down first, I'll explain, we'll talk carefully," Bara tried to go forward to grab Syafira's hand, but again Syafira took one step back. Keep guarding the jaraj with Bara, as if she was reluctant to touch her husband.

The embers stopped just above the broken cup and the dropped plate, his bare feet must have been hit by the shard as evidenced by the look of his face that slightly grimaced. Nmun, he paid no heed to the wound on his leg. He knew, surely the wound in Syafira's heart was much more painful.

Syafira who saw Bara stepping on the shard was surprised and grimaced, as if she also felt pain. However, her heart that was on the verge of selfishness, disappointment and deep sadness made her try to ignore the wound on her husband's leg. If the situation is not precarious like this, asti she is busy running to find a p3k box and immediately treat her husband's wounds. Taoi is not with now, his heart is too sick.

"Enough mas, don't go forward again or I don't want to talk to Bara anymore" that's all Syafira can do, letting Bara continue to walk towards him who was cornered behind the door will only further make Bara's leg hurt because more and more stepped on the shard.

"Sorry mas, it was really unintentional," Bara could only pardon many times. To explain to Syafira at this time, it might not be the right time. Will his wife easily believe it? syafira looks very angry and disappointed. Maybe he'll accuse Bara of lying and trying to defend himself.

"Why do you have the same me, have you died, and maybe soon I will also lose Adel, SATISFIED NOW MAS! ALL BECAUSE OF MAS BARA, I HATE IT! SATISFIED MAS!" tears never stop coming out. His mind drifted to the time when his father died, then Adel who was lying in the hospital, what if he would really lose Adel as well. It was all destroyed, there was nothing more he could hope for.

" Why have I been so stupid all this time, I'm sorry Fira.." Syafira's cry now feels very heartbreaking. Bara's body was limp as if losing his bones hearing the wife's roaring cry. He wanted to embrace the small body and hold it tightly and mehon pardon, but pasri Syafira would refuse. Let alone on the pancake, just look at his face when this is too painful.

Syafira was not strong anymore, he rubbed his face rough and twisted his body and came out of the room that had just made his chest feel very tight. If you know the truth about the accident of his father and sister as painful as this, he prefers to never know, he prefers to remain stupid and consider Bara as perfect suaminnya.

Bara plucked the shard at his feet forcibly and threw it away. He immediately followed Syafira with a little step on his tiptoes due to his injuries.

"Fir wait for Fir, we'll talk carefully. Please please!" exclaiming Bara but ignored by Syafira who continued to walk with quick steps in front of him.

"MAHARANI SHAFIRA!" this time Bara called him by his full name, which means he himself had almost lost his temper. The company that is in turmoil along with the disclosure of his mistakes in the past, makes his head feel like it is going to break. He did not blame Syafira if his wife was angry, but he also hoped that Syafira would be happy to listen to the explanation and forgive him.

However, the attitude of Syafira who lately very sensistive, can not make it easy to apologize to Bara. The disappointment was too deep he felt. It's too sudden, he can't even say he's not ready to face Bara.

Syafira continued walking towards the stairs without caring for her husband's screams, she was stunned when she saw the twins who were now looking at her in confusion. Yes, asti they are confused because they see the mother in a state of chaos and puffy eyes.

"Mother why? Mother crying again? Daddy's mad at you?" asked Nala who was approaching with Nathan, the children must have heard her daddy's scream just now.

"Dadsy, jangna marahin mom. Daribtadi mother continues to cry. Aunty Shantik won't wake up. The doctor said there was no hope, what hope daddy?" ask the little girl innocently without knowing what is going on between the adults.

For what reason, Syafira was eager to cry roaring when she heard Nala's speech, she recalled the words of Dr. Rendra this afternoon.

Even with Bara, his body was almost dumbstruck and heard the words of his little daughter. His guilt and regret are piling up. Does that mean that because of his mistake, two lives will be lost? Can he get forgiveness from his wife after this. Even just hope Syafira would forgive him, too selfish he did.

Syafira tried hard in front of the twins, today he had cried too much in front of them, he also did not want them to see or hear his quarrel with Bara. That's not good for both psychics.

"Darling, mommy's okay. Daddy's not mad at you. Mother is just a little tired. Pengin break. You guys went into the room with aunt. Nathan, take your sister to the room, baby, don't forget to drink milk, brush your teeth and pray before it boils, "the message with a choked voice held back crying.

" Yes mother, "Anathan replied nodding, emski the look on the child's face was still filled with questions.

"Smart, take care of his sister? Bi, take them to the room. Make sure they go to bed not coming out anymore" Syafira turned to the aunt who was standing a few meters away from her.

"Well mistress," the aunt who served as nanny the twins also invited them to go to the room according to Syafira's orders.

After the twins did not look again, Syafira continued her steps quickly towards her room. He went straight into the walk in closet and took the suitcase out of the closet.

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