Mother to My Children
Chapter 63

Syafira went into the twin's room, she remembered that the twins were not at home. It is for their sake that Syafira survives to this very moment. His affection for the twins overcame his ego who often wanted to give up.

Shafira came out of the room and decided to sleep in the guest room tonight. Syafira immediately dropped her body onto the bed. He did not expect Bara's reaction would be so angry. Though he hoped even though he did not like it, although angry but at least said more gently. No need to say rude.

Although he always said he would behave according to Bara's attitude towards him, but still the pain was there. As a wife, you also need a confession.

"Can't you take me to your world, you know, whether your world is destined only for Olivia until there's no place left. Why do you pull me to the door of your heart, if you don't let me in" murmured Syafira, without feeling her tears run through her beautiful face. He can't hold it anymore. That night, in the guest room Syafira let out tears that he had been holding.

If the mouth can no longer say, let the tears speak. That is what Syafira is feeling right now. His mouth no longer wanted to talk to just complain though, only tears were able to express his heart.

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At midnight, Bara awoke from his sleep. He turned to the right side that Syafira usually slept on. However, this time his wife did not seem to return to the room after the incident.

I got up and sat down on the bed. He went back to rub his temple. Recalling his anger. He immediately searched for the whereabouts of Syafira.

The first place he went to was the twin's room, because usually if not sleeping in the main room, Syafira would have slept in the twin's room. However, the room was empty uninhabited.

Bara rushes out, he starts to panic if Syafira leaves the house. However, Bara immediately breathed a sigh of relief when he found Syafira curled up to sleep in the guest room.

"I know, you're not going anywhere" he murmured sure. Bara knew how Shafira's attitude would only be tempered for a moment if they fought like always.

Bara approached Syafira, enveloped his wife and turned off the lights and went out. Tonight he let Syafira sleep in the guest room, if he forced her to move into the room, it would definitely not be good.

After Bara came out, Syafira opened her eyes. He rubbed his tears that had just escaped his eyes. Syafira closed his eyes again, although it was difficult he continued to try to sleep, until finally completely slumber.

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The next day, nothing changed from Syafira. He still prepares breakfast and needs Bara in the morning. It's just, he did all that in silence.

Syafira did everything before Bara woke up, and she went somewhere after completing all her duties as a housewife without waiting for Bara to wake up.

"Fira where's Bi?" ask Bara when she goes down to the dining table.

"Young lady had left this morning, sir, finished preparing her breakfast, she left immediately" explained the aunt.

"Where?" ask Bara because Syafira does not usually go so early without saying goodbye.

"Don't know young master, maybe to the shop," replied the aunt guessing.

"Yes already,"

Auntie left Bara alone at the dinner table. At the dining table there are some of her favorite food menu cooked by Syafira.

"Well, that's why you didn't say it?" he murmured while staring at the food in front of him.

And this is where Syafira is, in the house of the relics of the father that he had not visited for a long time. He deliberately set off early in the morning while waiting for time to leave for morning college. It just takes a little time to be alone. Because it just so happened that Lidya's mom sent a message that the twins would be with her for a few days. Syafira just needs to get people to send uniforms and school supplies to the twins.

It seems that Lidya's mother deliberately did it so that the relationship between Bara and Syafira could be closer if the children were with her. Without knowing if there is a storm in the household of his favorite daughter-in-law caused by him.

In the afternoon, Syafira returned home before Bara returned home and prepared dinner.

Bara who is busy taking care of a new project, must go home at night. By the time she got home, Syafira was already sleeping in the guest room again.

Bara was confused by Syafira's attitude towards him. It seemed that his wife this time was really angry with him. Why is Syafira angry? Wasn't he the one who was wrong didn't tell me before taking down Olivia's photo? that's what's on Bara's mind.

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The next day, Syafira still ignored Bara. Every Bara asked him to talk Syafira always dodged. Sometimes he pretends not to listen. Syafira always busies himself to forget his problems.

Today Bara decided to go home early. Arriving at home, it turns out Syafira has not returned.

Towards Maghrib, then Syafira returned home by a male friend, he deliberately went not to bring his motorcycle or driver. Seeing Syafira in between by a man, Bara's jaw instantly hardened, holding back the upset.

"Lecture," answered Syafira briefly. He put his bag and book on the table and went into the bathroom.

Fifteen minutes later, Syafira came out while drying her hair using a towel. He sat down at the dresser, combing his hair.

"Fira, I want to talk" said Bara while paying attention to the activities of Syafira.

Syafira was silent for a moment, then continued to comb her hair.

"Speak, I hear you, sir" said Syafira without looking.

"Where are you two today? Why did I leave in the morning and not leave? I checked your store wasn't there either" Bara asked.

"Baras is spying on me?"

"No, I was just worried, so I went to the store, but you weren't there. Where did it go so early? What went with that guy? Who else is he?"

"Oh, what am I supposed to say. I want to go to the kitchen first ready for dinner for Bara mas," Syafira said without wanting to explain who was driving him. She thought her husband had cold his head and wanted to apologize, it turned out wrong, it still turned out the same.

"I haven't finished talking to Fira, yet" said Bara, shouting slightly.

"I'll explain later after dinner" Syafira said.

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At the dinner table, Syafira continued to serve Bara, although still silent.

"Aren't you eating?" ask Bara.

"I ate with my friends" replied Syafira.

"Whose friend? that one?" start discussing again, when in fact jealous but not aware.

"Yes" answered Syafira briefly.

Hearing him, Bara immediately put down his spoon and fork.

"Have you forgotten that you're no longer single and can freely go with men?"

"Yes with him, but with the others as well. Rame-rame all doing college work. Because it was late afternoon and I didn't bring my own motorbike, so I was with him because it was the same direction, because I remember I was married and had to prepare the needs of my husband mbak Olivia at home," syafira. He immediately left Bara who was silent after hearing Syafira's explanation.

Syafira thought, Bara will invite him to talk well but it turns out the same, did not try to ask first and immediately concluded.

"This is really a mouth, can not be compromised," murmured Bara.

Intention wants to invite Syafira to talk well even so the emotion again is jealous is not clear.

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Next day..

Unlike the previous day, this morning Syafira was still at home until Bara said goodbye to leave for the office.

Bara was happy, because he thought his wife was no longer angry. Because Syafira is usually angry will not be long, angry nights, morning will be fine. It was just that this time it was a bit long angry at the girl.

After Bara departed, Syafira immediately went to the room and packed some of her clothes.

This time he will stay a few days at his father's house. It takes time to be alone while the twins are still with their oma. She will also give her husband time to reflect and rethink how their marriage should be. Consider how important Syafira is in her life, not just her children.

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