Mother to My Children
Chapter 115 (Side story)

Varel sat pensively alone in the living room after receiving a call from Bara. The thing he was afraid of happened also in his sister-in-law's household.

Miss Lidya who had just come down from wanting to grab a drink in the kitchen, saw Varel sitting daydreaming by himself. He approached his son.

"Not sleeping Rail?" asked Lidya maam who made Varel surprised by the clap on his shoulder.

"Jeez mama, just ngagetin! Kirain ghost, mama herself hasn't slept?" ask Varel back.

"Mama can't sleep, mom's feeling doesn't feel good. Kind of not calm from earlier," replied Lidya ma'am. He sat down beside Varel and placed the glass he had brought from the kitchen on the table.

"Same, Varel's feeling is also not good anymore, too dizzy, a lot of problems in the office. Especially my sister..." Varel stopped talking, he hesitated between having to tell or not about Syafira and Bara to his mother.

"What's wrong with you?" ask Lidya ma'am who immediately panicked. The feeling since then was not good but I don't know why.

Varel finally told him what was going on in the company and also his sister-in-law's household. He told in detail from the beginning about the accident of Syafira's father and sister until Syafira died tonight.

"Ma, mama's okay, right?" varel asked in a panic after he finished speaking. He saw that Lidya was very shocked.

"Mom drink first!" Varel offered a glass of water to Ms. Lidya.

"Kok is gini Rail. Why does this have to happen to them? Duh Gusti, Bara Fira, why did it become like this?" said Ms. Lidya sad and shocked.

"Mom don't think too much, mama will get sick. Do you want to talk to Syafira? Maybe if mama talks she wants to listen" Varel said slowly.

Ms. Lidya shook her head, "It's too much for her to be sure, she wants to say anything she can't, except her own heart is moved to forgive Bara. Mama can't imagine how Fira feels, mama is also sad to imagine how Bara, but wants to be seen from wherever he is wrong, even though mama knows for sure he was accidentally. It's too much for them, especially Fira. I can't imagine my mom being him, loving and marrying someone who's already.....Duh Bara my son, your fate son why can this be so. Whatever Syafira's decision later, mama can not resign, can not interfere," lamented bu Lidya continued to cry.

He wanted to help but this time the problem was not that simple, too complicated and at the tip of the horn, one little could fall unhelpfully. The middle-aged woman looked helpless, she felt like she could do nothing. Perhaps letting the two of them stay away from each other while is the best thing to test their love for, if the love is greater then it is likely that they will reunite. But if the pain and hurt are greater, maybe their soul mate just got here.

Varel so stunned, if his mother who is usually cheerful and always has a solution only now looks helpless and resigned.

" Yaudah now mama calm first, do not let mama get sick because of thinking about this problem. Pity the twins if mama's sick, who's taking care of them,"

"Geez, my grandson, what about the Dandy Rail? How are my grandchildren, Mama should be there now. Mama should make sure they're okay. What if they wake up and find their parents? O Allah, Nala Nathan my grandson," the shadow that Syafira really gave up and left Bara's life, made him even sadder to remember his two grandsons who were already very dependent and in love with Syafira.

" Can't Rail now?" ms. Lidya remained unsettled before seeing with her own eyes that the kemabr was fine.

" Varel still has a lot of work to do tomorrow" Varel replied.

" There is no such thing as a driver" lamented Lidya.

Varel just glanced, "Who told mama to fire again" he said.

"She's dating mulu mulu with the housemaid next door, mama mau mau mau mau mau mau tired every day screaming to find him if you want to go. Wonder what the assistant next door there is no work every working day diapelin continued, the boss often go-away. Know-how pregnant is troublesome," annoyed Miss Lidya.

"That's his job, diapelin. Tell me mama envies are the same who are not single?" goda Varel tried to comfort his mother.

"Ck. Basis," Ms. Lidya smiled a little, though she did not dismiss the stroke of her concern.

"That's a smile, that's just the name of Lidya ma'am, Nala's mom,"

"Not your mom?"

"Yes, my mom too. I'm there now sleeping, tomorrow morning Varel just deliver to the house of brother. No idea Varel fired as a mom,"

"Jeez this kid, really no morals, mom herself wants to be fired, mama enters the stomach again just know your taste,"

"Heleh is so sick of his heart, so sensitive as a virgin. Canda ma ah let mama smile," said Varel.

"Ck.basics!" ms. Lidya threw a pillow over Varel's face and walked to her room. Although he would not be able to sleep but at least he was laying down his body in the room.

While Varel went straight into his study. Gnawing both temples that feel dizzy due to the many problems in the office and a little he thought Syafira, surely the woman who since the beginning they met had made him like it is now crying non-stop. Varel sighed softly. Honestly, until this moment his love for his sister-in-law's wife is still there, but he always managed to keep it tight until no one knows except his own heart.

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