Mother to My Children
Bb 130s

The atmosphere of dinner at the uwak house feels tense. No one opens his voice to just talk let alone joke. Only the sound of the clanking of sednok and garou is soft but quite loud due to the quiet atmosphere.

Syafira ate solemnly, while occasionally touching her stomach, "Happy deck, can eat with father," he murmured inwardly. Although there is still no meeting point between him and Bara, but at least now his sense of longing that is becoming more and more every second is slightly cured. Every now and then she glanced at her husband who looked thinner with a messy face with thin whiskers that started to grow. The tired face looked very unkempt. Guilt suddenly spread through Syafira's mind.

I really enjoyed that dinner. He missed his wife's cooking. It seems that he ate very well. He knew that Syafira occasionally glanced at him, but he pretended not to realize it and still enjoyed the simple but delicious dinner.

Varel who is already hungry eat greedily without caring about the atmosphere in the dining room that is not so spacious. It was as if he was taking revenge with the hunger that had been afflicting him since noon. There has been no time for him to eat since lunch. While on the way to the uwak house, Bara only offered a bottle of mineral water to him when he asked to stop at a restaurant to fill his stomach that had been rumbling as a sign of refusal to stop at the restaurant those. Bara was impatient to get to the uwak house.

He did not even hesitate to take the last remaining chicken on the plate.

Uwak who sat in an extra plastic chair also ate fervently without making a sound using his hands.

Meanwhile, Adel, eating with a cocky feeling and forced to be at a table with his sister-in-law.

"Uhuk! Uhuk!" suddenly Adel chokes. Making those who sit at the dining table race to give a drink to him. And the winner was Varel, he first offered Adel a drink. While chipping, Adel received the glass and immediately drank.

" Therefore, if you eat it do not while angry, let alone eat liver. The one in the chicken thigh, not the heart" Varel said.

"What the hell, it's not so obvious!" annoyed Adel who immediately stood up because it was finished eating.

"Where's the deck going?" ask Syafira.

"To the room, males here long-long sultry!" sindir Adel while glancing towards Bara and Varel.

"So doubtful, he was actually born from the same hole, same you?" said Varel keada Syafira directly in the tabok by Bara.

"What the hell, brother, I seriously asked. Curious this. There is a girl who is not fascinated by my perfect good looks. Even impressed antipathy so," said Varel slowly.

"When yes, if other girls must have been stuck to nempel-nempel if you see me," he added again.

"I'm not!" sergeant Syafira fast. Makes the little smile.

"Well, you closed your eyes. All you have in your eyes is brother doang" said Varel.

Syafira immediately fell silent, pursing her lips tightly. Did not refute Varel's remarks but also did not agree directly.

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After dinner, uwak immediately invited Bara and Varel to rest in his room, "This house has only three rooms, one of which has never been occupied and became a warehouse. The one next to Adel and Fira. You can rest here," said uwak shortly after entering his room.

"Seeing the situation, it is impossible for Mr. Bara to sleep with Fira tonight? Although uwak knows you miss each other," Uwak's god later. Making the Bara slightly raise the corner of his lips upwards.

"Then, where would uwak sleep if we slept here?" ask Bara who feels bad.

"Uwak mah easily, can sleep anywhere. Hold a mat or sleep in the house of uwak children, his house next door, near," said uwak.

"But wak, let Bara be the same Varel who sleeps on the mat," Bara's quick, and,

" Already, Uwak will sleep in the house of uwak children, do not worry, usually uwak sleep moving around does not have to be in the room," explained uwak.

" Rest, tomorrow, let Syafira speak from heart to heart. Uwak stayed first," uwak patted Bara on the shoulder before finally leaving them both in a room that was not spacious.

" We sleep this bed, brother?" ask Varel.

"No, I'm in bed, you're on the floor" Bara joked.

Varel was just clucking in response. He immediately dropped his body weight on the mattress hard. He immediately grimaced, because the mattress can be said quite hard because it is eaten by age.

Bara held back his laughter, "I thought this was a hotel! Main collapsed," said Bara.

The one who was not sleepy decided to leave the room. He headed to the kitchen where Syafira was cleaning their dinnerware. Because of Syafira himself, he approached his wife.

"Aren't you the same?" tanya Bara suddenly made Syafira a little surprised and immediately turned to the source of the voice.

Syafira did not answer, but continued to wash the dishes.

"You're still angry? Sorry new mas can come looking for you," continued Bara, he took over the plate that Syafira had just rinse and put it on the shelf.

"Why are you here?" syafira asked without turning her head, she continued rinsing the dishes in front of her.

"Because my wife is here" replied Bara short.

"I didn't ask you to come here," I don't know, Syafira should be happy that her husband is right now beside her. However, he still has the prestige to admit it.

"Wak asked mas here, he said someone misses the same mas," said Bara, he squinted his eyes, curious about the reaction of the wife.

"Maybe it's uwak who misses," Shafira timpal said without turning his head.

"Don't you miss my darling?"

"Mas.." said Syafira in a warning tone. It was as if he wanted to say that their relationship was still not okay.

"When is Fir? At that time, you did not say anything because you were angry. Now is he still angry?" ask Bara.

"Yes, is that why I don't want to talk, or do I want to talk now about our household?" pretend Syafira. Honestly, he was very confused by the current situation.

"I need some time, why did you even come here?"

"Until when? I can't wait anymore, the kids can't wait. This time you me the time is far away, if uwak does not phone mas, mas will not be able to find you. Do you really want to leave the mas?"

"Mas knows for himself what is the situation now? Everything is not that easy, not only is it enough for me to decide to go forward or back. That's not the only problem." Syafira's eyes warmed up. He felt his chest so tight. Being between two people he loved so much and having to choose, it was very painful. Especially now that there is a child in his stomach, he cannot just decide.

Syafira washes her hands after she finishes washing their dinnerware. He turned towards the rag hanging near Bara. Unasked, Bara took the lap and gave it to Syafira.

"I'm tired, I'm going to rest. I was tired too, I was resting" Syafira said as she walked out of the kitchen.

"Adel is the problem? I just need to know Fir, actually, honestly, from the bottom of your heart, do you still want to be with me or not? Beyond Adel's problem," Bara asked seriously. For him, Syafira's answer is very important to take the next step.

Syafira. The corner of his eyes was already filled with a clear liquid that was ready to wet his cheeks hearing Bara's question. He stopped his steps, and so did Bara.

"Is that as important as my answer?" syafira asked without daring to turn her head, looking at her husband.

"Important, very important. I think the time you give is more than enough to rethink your feelings for you. The most important thing for you is your happiness. Your answer, which will determine the steps you will take next," said Bara.

The deg! Suddenly Syafira's heart ripples, next step? Does that mean if she says she doesn't want to be together again, then her husband will give up and divorce her?

" How about yourself?" Syafira asked back.

" The most important thing is you Fir, how? I'll do what you want,"

"Oh, so you don't want to fight, do you? If I say I still want to, mas continue, otherwise mas will divorce me so?"

"It's not so Fir. You know better how this masmu. You must know what you want. But what is the importance of your desire if you want to give up and want to end it,"

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