Mother to My Children

Mother to My Children
Chapter 137


"May I sit here?" Adel looked up when he suddenly heard the voice. He saw Bara who smiled warmly at him.


"They made a pact? Earlier his sister, now his brother who came," he said inwardly feeling intimidated with a tusky and warm smile from his sister-in-law. Though he always put a wajh sour in front of him.


Adel was silent, did not refuse nor did he agree. Bara sat beside him, a little distance away, not as close as Varel had been.


"The view is beautiful yes, you deserve to feel at home from before not turning back," said Bara a little stiff and awkward. He was confused to start talking from where to see Adel who only frowned.


"That's all, what do you want to say?" Shoot Adel directly without further ado.


"alright... We've never talked in private before, the two of us. This time I personally, want to say that I apologize for what happened in the past..."


Hearing him, Adel slightly glanced at him. But he remained silent.


" If you don't want to talk to me, you just listen to what I say. I am not forced to forgive. Nor will I seek justification or defense of myself, for I am I am indeed wrong in this matter. I just want to apologize, really apologize and regret what happened.... "Bara doesn't care, Adel listens yes or no. He just wants it all to end soon. He's too tired. He must take a stance on everything immediately.


"I'm so sorry, why should I. If I had been a little more patient, maybe the accident wouldn't have happened and you wouldn't have lost the first love of your life. Little story....


I was a single parent at the time. I am a father of two twins. Just like your father, I will also definitely be my daughter's first love. Just like any other father, I can also do anything for my daughter. They are my life. They were all I had at the time...


I'm just a father, who would also be worried if something happened to his son. I am also a father who can act rashly and recklessly because of the panic his son is sick. At that time I got the news that my daughter, Nala, was her name. Be ill. You can deduce for yourself what I did next as a father who was very worried about the condition of his son... Im sorry. That's all I can say, "


Adel looked down while applying his fingers. Trying to calm down, but in reality his heart was so sore.


" You have the right not to forgive me. You have the right to hate me. I received. But please, don't make your brother have to choose anymore. He loves you very much. You're the only brother he has. Don't make him choose, he can't, he can't...


Adel grew stronger through his fingers to hold back his tears.


" Let's solve all these problems. I assure you, Fira will always be with you. I'll step back... "


Adel was surprised to hear the last sentence spoken by Bara.


He dared to look at his brother-in-law. It was clear that his tired, guilty and sincere look became one adorning his handsome face.


" It's not that I don't love your sister, is it. Quite the contrary. I will do anything, for the sake of the happiness of Syafira. I can't see him continue to be sad. I don't want her to keep crying because it's between the two of us. Because he won't be able to choose one of us. You are his sister, the trust of your father that he must love and take care of, you are everything to him. And i... Is the father of the child in the womb yes...."


Many times Baraenghela breathed deeply, holding back the pain in her heart in order to say the thing that was completely contrary to her heart.


" Am I that bad? egotistical? "finally Adel is fighting.


Bara tried to keep smiling, he shook his head, "No, you're not evil. I understand, you are just a sister who also wants her brother to be happy. And maybe in your opinion, I am not the right person to make your beloved brother happy. I understand. It's okay,"


Indeed, if it was not Bara who hit him and his father, Adel would have fallen in love with his brother-in-law. He did not have to think twice about accepting her as his brother's husband. That's what Adel had in mind right now. Regardless of anything, he greatly admired the figure of the man beside him in any way.


And the son who is in the belly of Syafira, let me remain as his father should be" Bara turned to look at Adel's current facial expression. The girl also looked over and their eyes met. I smiled warmly, "Can you?" said gently.


"I.." Adel's voice stuck in his throat. He really doesn't know what to say.


"Here, don't cry anymore. It's okay," Bara patted Adel on the shoulder with a smile, "What I want to say, I already said. I'm sorry, you don't come home late in the afternoon. Poor Syafira is waiting for you," Bara stepped out of Adel's way. The man seemed to rub the corner of his eyes that he had been resistant to not shed tears.


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After Bara was no longer seen, Adel cried. He gave off all the feelings in his heart.


"Why, why does everyone think evil. Arrrhhhghhh hix, hix,"


"Do you think I have no heart? Do you think I'm not hurt...I just need time, why doesn't anyone understand. Hiks. Dad, what should Adel do? This isn't what Adel wants, dad...Adel is not that bad," Adel's voice sounded so bitter.


" Adel just wants a happy brother, dad. Adel dear sister. What Adel should do now. What father...,"


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Since returning to the uwak house, Adel has only confined himself in the room. That, made Syafira worried, especially about the health of his sister. He is not sure what happened to Adel, Bara and Varel who are now all quiet.


In fact, Bara had not come out of the room since. Although the man did not lock the door, but Syafira was only able to look at the door, there was no courage to enter.


Syafira is really a dilemma, should it all end now. He is also tired of all this that has not been resolved. He kept thinking and thinking.


"Do the best you can. Uwak knows, you are an adult, can choose the best," said uwak before leaving this afternoon to the house of one of the sick brothers.


Maybe this is the time to be clear, he thought.


As he was about to knock on Bara's room door, Bara first came out from inside.


" Fir's... He wants to talk. Can you come inside for a second?" ask Bara. Syafira. Bara pulled his hand slowly to enter the room.


Bara led Syafira to sit on the edge of the bed and he sat beside her. In the hands of his wife. Syafira stared fixedly at the face of Bara who was now also looking at him with the affectionate gaze.


"Whatever you say, does not reduce the love and affection for you in the least. You know that, right?"


Syafira nodded her head, this time she slightly lowered her head. She knew her husband would make a decision.


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