Mother to My Children
Chapter 39

Syafira went into the twins room and locked the door. He approached Nathan's bed and confirmed his sleeping position. The child used to start sleeping head position where but long-time move in the opposite direction, sometimes even circling like a top.

Then, Syafira approached Nala's bed, the little girl curled up while hugging her Lilo doll. He sat beside Nala who was already very sounding sound from his regular and smooth breathing.

Syafira could not go straight to sleep, what had just happened in the main room made her tears drip again without excuse. But as soon as possible Syafira wiped the tears.

"We see mas, the extent to which you will deny and close yourself, the extent to which I will limit the heart" he murmured. He immediately took a sleeping position next to Nala. He tilted and hugged his little girl from behind. Feeling comfortable and safe, Nala immediately changed her position to face Syafira, while still hugging her LiLonya doll curled up in Syafira's arms.

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The following days, Syafira went on to act as usual. Nothing has changed for her, she hides her feelings very nicely. As she was at the dinner table, she said nothing to her husband. Syafira only talks to the twins.

Bara felt ignored by Syafira's attitude. Although Syafira still serve him as usual but impressed indifferent and without feeling. And it tormented his mind, he longed for the warm and talkative Syafira. Not like now that feels far away.

"Nathan, Nala today joined Mommy to the shop that mumpung weekend. We'll all go to Aunt Adel's and mommy's grave, what?" syafira asked after finishing breakfast and now they were relaxing in the living room.

"You mother! Yeee we go to the store, Nala wants a beautiful macaroon," said Nala enthusiastically.

"But Aunt Adel who's Mother?" asked Nathan who did not know Syafira's brother who was in a coma.

"Mother's sister, you will know her," said Syafira smiling.

"The same daddy isn't mom?" ask Nala.

"No, the three of us. Daddy had gone yesterday to mommy's own tomb," replied Syafira without asking her husband, he only glanced at Bara who was playing his phone. He is still upset because Bara again to Olivia's grave without inviting him.

"Could daddy really?" ask Nala.

"Hem, daddy there's a lot of work too. You go together mother," said Bara smiling.

Nyes! I felt like I saw her husband smile like that. Had he also smiled sweetly like that towards her, thought Syafira.

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Varel entered without permission because it was usual, often abroad made him miss the two twin boys who always disturbed him.

"Hello twins! Uncle's coming!" he shouted without anyone telling.

"Strange, this is a very quiet house. Where the inhabitants are," murmured Varel. His eyes squinted when he saw a girl was daydreaming in the back garden.

"It's worth not saying, daydreaming anyway," he muttered as he ruffled his waist closer to Syafira.

"Assalamualaikum sweet fairy," said Varel right in Syafira's ear.

"Geez, wa'alaikumsalam. Just think of you Rel," Syafira stroked her chest slowly.

"Some of you daydream here yourself. Which kids? Which brother?" ask Varel.

"The twins are again learning martial arts in the hall. Mas Bara may be in his study" Syafira said. For some reason Varel felt a sad aura on the face of ayu the girl he always called the sweet fairy. This is not the first time he has caught Syafira daydreaming alone.

"Yes I've been looking for brother first yes, don't dream much, later I bother, uh mean sister who is bothered," said Varel with grin and then leave.

Varel went straight in to look for Bara. Shortly thereafter om Jhon came and went straight to the Bara workspace.

"They want to do the hell, play the work space of Mas Bara, even though this is the weekend, still discuss the work as well, if their brains do not boil," murmured Syafira when he saw om Jhon enter the Bara workspace.

Syafira immediately looked for the twins, who knew they had finished training.

As planned, Syafira will take the twins for a walk after they finish training. After preparing all the needs of the twins that will be brought, Syafira and the twins also headed to Bara's work room to leave.

"What's wrong?" tanya Bara looked towards the door where only the head of Syafira was poking out.

"Daddy, we're leaving, we're going to salim first" Nala said, barging through Syafira, followed by Nathan.

"Would you leave, right?" ask Bara.

"Yes daddy," Nathan and Nala salim took turns and went straight out.

"I go first mas" said Syafira.

"Wait!"

"What mas? Wanna kiss?" challenge Syafira.

"If you want what?" uh what's with him suddenly acting like that.

"Don't GR, I just want to give this," Bara offered Syafira an unlimited black card.

"What'sthis? Atm card? why is this gosong so, it can be useful?"

I stifled the laughter hearing it.

"That's black card gold, you can use it to buy anything indefinitely, including expensive skincare. Do not think I choose love by not giving you decent skincare," he said.

"Eh she still remembers what I said that night?" inner Syafira.

"But Mas Bara is picky for love, the affection of Bara is not in love with me, too" Syafira said smilingly insinuating.

"Slowly I just give him if that one, later if at once you are shocked. Little by little let me or you get used to it" Bara replied.

Uh what does that mean? Why is this strange talk?

"Baras wrongly took the medicine? what the hell does that mean" asked Syafira.

"You have gone there,"

"Yes, I'm leaving. This thank you, when else get a card like this, mumpung mas khilaf give me, later I use deh! try really unlimited, '" joked Syafira.

"Wait!"

"What else is it?"

"It's okay to go" said Bara coldly.

Syafira just shook her head while sighing.

"Assalamualaikum" she said before leaving her husband, not forgetting that she blinked one eye

"Don't miss ya, I won't be long," the seductress smiled.

"If you're like this, never angry at anything I do, always smiling, how can I stand Fir?" murmured Bara in his heart stared blankly at the door that had been closed again.

"What do you mean by that? Why are you a little different today? Do not give me a gap to enter if in the end the door of your heart can not open perfectly for me mas," Syafira said in his heart while looking at the card that was given by Bara.

Syafira still continues to ask in his heart what he meant just now Bara will slowly give 'it' to him. That's what he meant? Syafira did not want to be too confident by concluding the meaning of her husband's words.

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