Mother to My Children
Chapter 113 (The disappointed peak)

Syafira began to put his clothes one by one into the suitcase. Bara who had just approached him and immediately hugged Syafira from behind, "Mas knows, this is all wrong. It's all painful for you, but please don't go" Bara said.

Syafira jerked her hand until Bara's embrace came off. He then walked out to pick up the p3k box in the room drawer. Although angry, she could not bear to see her husband's leg hurt. Bara just pensively sat by the bed while waiting for what Syafira did.

Syafira approached Bara, she sat down on the floor and pulled her husband's leg into her lap to be treated without a sound. Tears still flooded his face. Syafira hated this situation, she never expected it to be at this point. The person he trusted the most, his angelic helper turned out to be the one who caused his father to die. In reason like anything still, his chest felt pain like it was in the prick of thousands of needles.

Bara was unable to do anything other than to remain silent, enjoying the desolation and pain in his own chest as he watched Syafira heal his wounds. His eyes were red and heated up ready to let out his tears. How much it hurts to see his wife like that. How sorry he was dishonest from the beginning when he knew the truth. Maybe if he admitted his mistake from the beginning, his wife who has an angel heart will be more legowo forgive him. Look, even in the most disappointed and angry circumstances the woman still cares about her.

Letting Syafira know by accident like this will certainly make his wife even more disappointed. Just because of his selfishness and fear of losing Syafira, he might even get over his fear. Not only left behind, perhaps the worst decision that Syafira will take in his household must also be accepted.

Finished treating Bara's wounds, Syafira immediately stood up and twisted his body to step. However, Bara quickly held his hand.

"Let go" Syafira said without looking.

"Listen to the mas first, at least give the mas a chance to explain," pinta Bara, he looked up at the back of the wife who was standing right in front of him.

"What else would you like to explain, whatever the reason is that Bara is still wrong" replied Syafira.

As for silence, it justifies the word Syafira.

" You're right, everything is wrong. If only that time mas did not rush to the hospital because Nala was sick, if only mas did not pass the road, maybe your father and Adel are still alive," Bara regretted.

"I know the destiny, everything has been outlined by God. Maybe it was when my father got there, but why the intercession, that's what I regret" Syafira turned her body back to look at Bara, her tears just keep getting broken. He brushed off Bara's hand that gripped his hand and returned to the walk in closet to continue arranging his clothes. Why Bara was never honest from the beginning, why the man prefers to stay still and let him continue to dissolve in ignorance which in the end adds to the list of deep kwcewa.

"Sorry, Fir, I know that whatever you do will not make up for your father's death. Because life cannot be exchanged for anything. Get angry and hate Mas Fir if it can make you relieved. But please don't go. This is your home, our home. Do not stay in the mas and children" said Bara who had just caught up with Syafira.

Syafira had finished arranging some of the clothes she had chosen from the closet. Closing the suitcase and dragging it.

" Fir, don't go in these circumstances" Bara drew Syafira's hand. Syafira turned her head and stared fixedly at her husband's face that looked sad, "I can easily forgive the bad treatment of Bara mas against me first who did not consider me a wife, mas, which is only made as a child's baby sitter. But for this time, I can't mas, it's too painful" Syafira said.

"She knows Fir, fatal mas mistake. But the children need you Fir for the sake of the children" Bara said, grasping the fingers of Syafira tightly.

Syafira pensively for a moment, she remembered her two children who still needed her attention. His heart suddenly grew sicker, "I'm sorry, dear mother" he said in his heart.

Syafira exhaled slowly, "The children will remain my children until whenever they are. Even if we're not together, they'll still be my children... I will still be their mother, as I wanted to be, to be their mother" Syafira said.

Bara was stunned to hear the sentence Syafira uttered, "What do you mean Fir? Kenaoa you say that?" Bara no longer has confidence in the continuity of his household.

Syafira was silent, he also did not expect there would be a point where he issued those words. This truth is really painful.

" Let me go mas, "said Syafira in a quivering tone.

" Don't go, I can't" he said.

" I need some time. Give me some time to rethink our marriage. Please let me go now, I need time for all of this,"

Bara immediately pulled Syafira into his arms, the woman did not refuse him but she also did not return the embrace of her husband. The hug was still warm he felt, nothing changed. It was just that his heart was now becoming a little doubtful.

" Did your love for you and the twins not make you forgive your mistakes?" bara asked, he hugged tightly, very tightly the tiny body.

"Let's know, even I doubt your love for me. Let me go to calm down. Let's both reflect on the fate of our next household. I may not love you, but I just feel guilty or sorry. I can also rethink our marriage" Syafira said. Her tears had even receded, the more her senses flowed down her beautiful face. Heavy, very heavy he said it all to the man who was currently still holding her tightly.

Again Bara shook his head, "No, I don't have to think about anything anymore. Indeed mas who have menabarak father with Adel, but that does not mean I just feel sorry or guilty with you, believe it or not, I really love you dear," he said.

"But I need a mas! Please understand, it's not easy for me! give me some time. Let me go. I really can't face the Bara mas at the moment, I'm not even sure I can see Bara's face after this, it's too painful" Syafira said.

" Or do you want me to decide now about the continuation of our household? "tabya Syafira fast.

Bara let go of his embrace, "No, you don't decide anything in this angry state, "as Bara, he doesn't want to hear anything from Syafira's mouth at this time. Moreover, he knew Syafira was in an emotional state.

" In that case, please let me go now, "said Syafira softly.

Bara shifted his body, giving way to Syafira. However, Syafira did not immediately step up, she would not leave until permission came out of her husband's mouth.

" Okay, let you go," at last the sentence was uttered by Bara with a heavy heart, his voice trembling withstanding the rumble in the chest. This is indeed his fault, if by going can make Syafira a little calmer, he allows it. It is better that he let Syafira himself first to calm down, than that his literature immediately decided everything rashly. People in an emotional state can decide anything without thinking. May time pass and Syafira may forgive and return to him . That's all I can hope for.

"Thank you, I'm leaving" said Syafira, as she began dragging her suitcase past Bara.

Bara could only close his eyes, enduring the pain in his chest. He forced his psychedelic footsteps to follow Syafira to his room.

" Where are you going, it's night? Let us take you wherever you want to go" said Bara when Syafira stopped right in front of her bedroom door. Recalling his shared memory with Bara in the room. There are too many romantic memories from the room. Her eyes were fixed on the king-size bed, where she used to have casual or indulgent chats with her husband after a grueling day of activity. Her place and her husband combined love without kenl getting tired. I don't know if he'll come back to warm the big bed or not. He can only give it up to God's destiny which may lead him back or lead him further away, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for your wife's selfishness" she said.

"Mas Bara take it easy, I can take care of myself. I don't need to drive, I've booked a taxi online. It will soon come" said Syafira, wiping her tears. He turned his body and opened the door. Bara was only able to stare at the departure of the wife with a blank look.

When the door closed again and the shadow of Syafira was no longer visible, Bara shed her tears. Sitting on the edge of the bed while picking up the frustration of her hair. The man with all his heart was now finally touched.

Bara saw Syafira enter the taxi from the balcony of her room. This is the end, Syafira will leave him and the children. There was not much he could do, except accept the consequences of his mistakes and lies. As he feared, when his wife who was never really angry left because this time he was really disappointed. Forcing Syafira to stay will only make the woman he loves more hurt.

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