Mother to My Children
Chapter 116
Early in the morning Shafira woke up. His head felt heavy and dizzy. Maybe the effect of crying all night, he thought who was currently holding his head.
With a lazy step, Syafira walked out of the room towards the bathroom, she felt as nauseous as well that morning. The effect of crying all night made his body feel wince, Syafira thought again.
It was only six in the morning, but Syafira's stomach was rumbling asking for rations. There was nothing he could eat in his old house. Eventually Syafira went to her cake shop.
Arriving in front of the store, Syafira took out the key from inside the bag because the clock was so that the store was of course not open. Rani and Dewi used to come at eight or so.
The hunger that whipped that morning was completely uncharacteristic. When he saw the loaves lined up in the storefront, he immediately picked up some and took them to the kitchen.
Syafira ate the bread very greedily and suddenly he choked.
"Mas please drink the mas, drink, drink" he said unknowingly.
No one said anything else to give him a drink. Syafira exhaled slowly. Usually if he chokes, Bara must have nagged him because he was worried "if you eat slowly, not da who wants to grab your food, mas wonder you tuh if you eat often choking, choking, choking can be a danger tau!," even so, but still her husband swiftly took a drink for her. There is no more warmth in the morning like yesterday.
He remembered the twins who every morning made a small commotion, but made him happy to do the morning ritual to prepare their needs. How was their morning today, were they awake? Are they looking for him? Ah of course, they must be looking for him" Nathan, Nala's sorry mother, yes" he muttered in tears, feeling guilty for his two children. His appetite was suddenly lost, the bread that remained two packs so he did not eat.
Outside the shop, Rani and the goddess come together, accidentally meeting them across the street in front of the store. They deliberately came earlier than usual because today there are quite a lot of cake orders and they have to buy ingredients-that are almost exhausted first.
When he was about to open the door, Rani was shocked because the door was not in the lock even slightly open. He and Dewi looked at each other, "Open, lest there be a thief.", said Dewi to Rani.
"Or robbed?" timpal Rani who made him immediately banged in horror.
"Let's go in, check... Who knows if Fira is coming" Rani tries to think positively
"The hell mbak Fira, he doesn't usually come this morning. This hour will again take care of the needs of the twins together handsome sir. How if there is a real robbery inside, I am afraid, serem Ran," said Dewi was-was.
"Sstt we wear this," Rani took a sledgehammer located in the front corner of the store. Slowly he entered the store with Dewi who held the end of the store uniform shirt that Rani wore.
"If they carry sharp weapons how, we only use the broom of Ran's yoke," whispered the Goddess.
" Sst diem, as if there really is a nutty, tuh see the bread in the storefront is reduced, but the others remain intact and neat. Starve the most times yes," said Rani.
" Maybe they haven't had breakfast Ran, I got scared, ask someone to help you. Don't go in," The cowardly goddess tugged at Rani's t-shirt.
" Diem, don't tinker. Disturb the concentration, the person is in the kitchen like that. You're ready to scream, right?" said Rani and....
" Mr Fira....!" exclaimed the two when they found Syafira sitting alone in the kitchen of the store.
"Eh you guys just ngagetin, how come at this hour," said Syafira shocked.
"We are also shocked mbak, kirain there was a burrow earlier kok door kebuka, not yangya mbak Fira, to not immediately I thud using a broom," said Rani who immediately put down the broomstick that she held.
"Yes, I was from my father's house. Early in the morning I was starving, so I came here for a stomach wedge," said Syafira, trying to smile.
"Mbk Fira ate all this?" tanya the goddess saw some plastic wrapping bread on the table.
Syafira nodded while grimacing.
"People don't eat a week mbak, doyan or hungry anyway mbak," said Rani.
"Happily, I didn't eat last night" said Syafira.
Rani and the goddess threw eyes at each other, it seemed like what was inside their minds was the same. Surely the boss was having problems, clearly visible eyes puffy, his face also looks pale and his tone is very uninspired. In addition, early in the morning he was already in the store for breakfast, it is not unusual that he was so. However, the two can only shrug each other a sign of not understanding and not feeling good to ask and unethical if they are too pampered or interfere in the affairs of their boss.
"Mbak Fira is sick? His face is so pale?" that's all Rani can get out of her mouth. To ask more, he did not dare.
"Ah no, just a little tired. And maybe because I haven't had a bath so it's not fresh" Fira replied around and kept smiling.
"What would Fira eat? At the end of the road at this hour already someone selling rice with vegetables, want me to buy it?" tawar Goddess.
Syafira shook her head, "No need, I am full. Yes, today I can't help you in the store. Go to my grave and go to the hospital. Maybe I can't come here anytime soon, you two can handle it as usual right?" syafira asked two of his employees.
"Can be mbak, mbak Fira just calm anyway," Rani who said and nods by the Goddess.
After a little talk about the store and work, Syafira finally pampit. He will return to his father's house to clean himself first before going to the father's tomb.
"Mbak Fira why yes, just tumben him early in the morning to find food, where his eyes are swollen so, he must have been crying. Not in the same om ex-duda right yes," said Rani after Syafira left.
The two employees could only laugh at each other what happened with his boss while sighing softly. Hope everything's okay.
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With an erratic feeling, Syafira crouched down beside the grave of the father. The gravestone that read his father's name was in silence.
"Dad, sorry Fira... Because Fira was married to Bara, the man who had run over father. Do you hate Bara? Sorry Fira if I'm disappointed with Fira. If you know from the beginning, maybe Fira will think again to marry him at that time well...Sorry Fira, because this father's son is now in love with the same person who caused the father to leave forever... Sorry Fira father, because Fira loves him.." said Syafira with tears. He felt guilty about his father.
"Fira seems to be able to 9 yah, Fira knows if not because of Bara mas, if it's time father will still leave Fira. But finding the fact that Fira's own intercession is too painful well, this is too much fun for Fira...Fira should be how now well.what should Fira do..., "
"Please forgive Fira well, sorry I am Bara for all his mistakes to my father. Sorry Fira's husband well, don't hate her... I'm sorry that my daughter is selfish for still loving her which has caused my father to die... Fira also did not know why it could be this stupid...Fira is angry, fira hates her but Fira also loves her sam, father's daughter is stupid, sorry Fira well... "Syafira kept crying and apologizing in front of his father's belly button. He rus cursed his stupidity that can not take away his love for Bara just like that despite knowing the reality.
After spilling and pouring out his feelings in front of his father's grave, Syafira will head straight to the hospital.
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Somewhere else....
Bara seemed to be sitting and daydreaming in his room at the branch office. He had just called Varel back to ask him to watch over and look after Syafira as long as he was not in Jakarta. He also called the hospital to ask how Adel's condition was and it turned out that his condition was as severe as that, he just has to get ready if something bad happens with Adel and Syafira hating him even more might be gone from his life forever.
"What are you, baby? Have you eaten yet? Must have been crying all night because of the mas, sorry mas ya Fir," Bara rubbed the screen of her cellphone which filled with images of Syafira and her two children. He remembered that Syafira had been eating a lot lately. But, if his heart was upset, his wife would forget to eat, forget to shower forget everything anyway.
" I miss your babbling, miss your nagging, miss your grin, miss your smile" at the kiss of the picture of Syafira who was singing those lips. They just separated last night but missed each other. What if he had to part forever, Bara could not imagine his life would be as good as anything.
Tok tok tok!," Young master, Lord Vishnu is waiting in the meeting room," said om John who just entered.
"Hem, soon we will go there, om" said Bara. He did not mention Syafira to John. Let them concentrate on the company. Can be imagined what kind of guilt om John if the middle-aged man knows it. Bara is also concerned about the health of the man who has spent decades devoting his life to the Osmaro family. Lately, John's health is not good.
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In the days that followed, Syafira always came to the hospital. Varel secretly followed him and sent pictures of Shafira's activities to Bara. At least Bara can be a little relieved if his wife is okay. However, it was very visible melancholy and his body was getting thinner and his face was pale.
Today Varel is back following Syafira to the hospital.
Syafira, who had just arrived, pulled out a chair and sat beside Adel's bed, putting her phone in a bag, he just got a message from doctor Rendra that the handsome doctor since yesterday afternoon there is service out of town and supervision Adel he has ordered to other doctors at the hospital "Brother came again deck, it's already the third day brother came but you don't want to wake up yet. Brother please deck you up dong. You don't feel sorry for your sister. I don't have anyone else on deck. You're the only hope of his only brother, let's deck fight for brother's sake. Brother promises you will do anything for you, as long as you wake up. "sayfira said, he was like hoping for something impossible, like getting fooled by his empty hopes about Adel.
Varel joined Sad and weak to hear it, the woman he secretly liked was so fragile at this time, but she who never seemed to be able to do nothing. He didn't want to add more trouble for his brother-in-law. He immediately sent the photos and videos he had just taken secretly to Bara.
"Did he hurt Rail? Why is his face so pale? She's also getting thinner, is she eating well?" Bara immediately called Varel as soon as his sister-in-law sent a photo of Syafira who was sitting in Adel's ward, he also sent a video of Syafira who was daydreaming while holding his sister's hand and occasionally wiping her tears.
" He's still crying on the tracks? You entertain him or anything, don't let him cry on," Bara continued, recalling the video sent by Varel. Usually Syafira is always tough, but now the woman is really in her fragility phase. Bara's chest hurt to see Syafira wiping away her tears. Many times he cursed himself in his heart.
" Why you want to entertain, he just does not want to meet anyone. Especially related to brother, he again does not want to be disturbed, again very sensitive. This is just me crunching 'cause he's like a detective know?" varel said outside in a low voice so as not to be heard from inside.
" Oh, brother, I have to go back to the office again" said Varel. Lately he was actually also very tired, if he could he wanted to divide himself like an amoeba who could continue to watch over Syafira but also remain in the company to take care of the problems that were happening.
"Unfortunately I am not an amoeba, I am a descendant of Lidya, not splitting but amby if mama mah," he murmured deeply.
Ms. Lidya herself is now busy taking care of and distracting the twins, especially Nala who has started asking Syafira. However, the middle-aged woman always had a way to handle her two grandchildren even though sometimes in an absurd manner.
Bara let out a long sigh, he wanted to quickly return to Jakarta and meet Syafira, but the company's problems were not finished, he even had to move to another city again after this.
"Yes, just go back to your office" said Bara, but Varel did not budge. He heard a noise across the phone that had not stopped.
Syafira shouted hysterically while calling Adel's name and shouted to the doctor, when Adel suddenly showed a strange reaction and the heart detector stopped, where the screen showed a straight line.
"Adel wake!!! Doctor! Please doctor!" shafira shouted, he could no longer think. The shadow of Adel's death was in front of his eyes just as his father died.
Doctors and nurses ran into the room to check on Adel's condition before she collapsed. Varel who had wanted to hang up the phone immediately entered when he saw the panic of several nurses and he immediately caught the body of Syafira who began to lose consciousness.
"Rel, hello.. What rail is going on? Why so many. FIRA WHY? THE..!!!! " ask Bara who panicked to hear the noise across the phone. Moreover, the sound of Varel calling Syafira, "Fir, wake up Fir.. Be aware!" said Varel, who kept walking after the push-back gurney that took Syafira to the IGD room due to fainting.
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💠💠💠2000 words yes, this length can make two chapters, but I made one to accompany your Sunday... Don't forget the likes, comments and votes if there are still can also,,, Tengkyu ⁇ ⁇ 🤗🤗💠💠