My Beloved
Chapter 30
deva has just arrived at her workplace parking lot....
sweeping his gaze hoping he could see the figure he always missed, he decided to wait a while, as time was still showing at 06:30.
5 minutes passed but the figure he was looking for never came, finally he decided to immediately enter the production room , hoping that the figure was already on his desk.
deva began to fidget, and was anxious, because the time was already 06:45 but Jesika still did not arrive from his workplace, he also contacted Jesika several times but was not answered and the message was not opened..finally deva had to swallow disappointment because today Jesika did not enter work without any information on him.
*break time arrived, and Jesika still did not answer and reply to the message sent by deva,,,, deva, feel sorry now because he did not have any Jesika family phone number,,,he also condemned his folly,,,,,, the,,,,
the doorbell rang and Jesika still did not give news, Deva felt worried, upset, angry and longing, he also decided later after returning home from work he would come to the house of Jesika for fear of something bad happening to him.
*unfortunately, time is not on her side, all employees are in overtime at 6 o'clock, now,so deva undoes her intention to come to the Jesika house because it feels bad with the Jesika family if she meets night-night.
*at 22:00
deva was still anxious and more worried because until this night Jesika still did not tell him, even the message was still intact there was no sign he had read or opened the message,,,deva was upset, angry, longing, worried, all mixed together into one.
to vent his frustration deva also prank open his sosmed account, he clicked the search and wrote someone's name, why tonight, he would like to know his latest info about the person ..
emblazoned the name he was looking for earlier, and there is a new status that he sent yesterday contains" return home first"
*dog*
deva now knows the reason for the absence of news from Jesika, it turns out his fiancee came home, and is here at this time,,,, yes the person who deva was looking for the info was a Jesika fiancee ..
at once his chest felt tight, even deva was like she was out of oxygen, she had difficulty breathing so much that she beat her chest as if hoping she could breathe oxygen to take her breath..
his heart seemed to be broken into pieces, feeling angry, disappointed, longing, jealous all over the heart of deva at this time
"GILAAAAA ..why does this hurt??though I know that this moment will surely arrive, but why does it feel so stifling??
maybe I won't feel this sick, if jesika tells, her engagement will come, at least I can prepare myself and mentally to face the moment, but this......JESIKA......!!
I HATE YOU, JESIKA, I HATE WHAT YOU ARE DOING RIGHT NOW, HIKS HIKS HIKS, TEGA YOU JESIKA!!!!KEEP !!!
deva is indeed the strongest man in terms of scales, but
he would be the weakest man if it dealt with his heart.
1 hour later he fell asleep maybe efe too long crying ...
* morning greet,,, the ceiling is so bright but not with the current deva condition,, the eyes are still puffy even look swollen, he also saw his phone and there is not a single notification of incoming ataw call messages,he kept his cell phone, he pensively thought, what should he do if today he meets Jesika, ignores him, or how....on the one hand he was angry and jealous but on the other hand he felt so longed, even longed, after a long argument with his mind, Deva immediately went to the bathroom.
*
again the Jesika did not enter today, but there was a certificate from the doctor who was sent, sign that he did not enter because of illness
"ckckckck your reason is, really amazing, you can lie to everyone but not me, because I know you're not sick, you're on a walk and spending time with your fiancee,now, like the experience that has been,,, it is so sickening" the vow of deva in the heart,, the,,
Because indeed Jesika used to often not enter work if his fiancee came, 1 or 2 days he did not enter, by sending a doctor letter day 2nya then srafnya would believe, and, sometimes he reasoned that he was in an accident ,and when he entered work he accidentally rubbed Betadine into some parts of his hands so that friends including his own boss believe that he did not enter work for 3 days because it was an accident .great idea jesika with the reason he made
deva also sent a message to her family that today she will go home, coincidentally today is the last day of work because soon the holidays and long holidays.
*hour 12 bell came home also reads, if not Saturday but because the last day of work so the company gave a bonus by reducing their working hours ,of course they have to clean up and tidy up all the files and documents that are scattered, so that when later entered, all can be directly produced again without having to rearrange the documents
*
"dev, you have no event today, you want to come with us not looking jesika, will 2 days not enter, so we want to know what he is sick?"said one of Jesika's colleagues
"it just so happened that today I came home, so I can't come with you guys, say hello to jesika y, and hopefully she will recover quickly, he said,
uh you know where Jesika's house is"
"hehe didn't know, but there was a dirman sir, he was his neighbor Jesika most later we asked him because we happened to know his house,,"replied one of his colleagues then deva nodded her head and leave, so it feels deva does not want to see you again as Jesika now,,,although longing but the sense of disappointment is greater than the longing at this time, because it is indeed until now Jesika has not given any news at all and the message of deva was still not read from yesterday
*he came home, but before that he filled the stomach first and went to the workshop to change the oil and change the canvas, because it would take a long trip, because it would be a long way,so that deva really pay attention to the condition of his motorbike before returning to his contract, let's calm down when the contract starts so he lives gasket, and get ready to go home,,,