My Beloved
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deva let Jesika continue to cry out all her sadness and anger that had been hidden, which sometimes jesika hit the chest of deva.deva often offers a hug but jesika rejects it .

"we did it only once, once in and at that moment, until now he never touched me again,even we made a letter of agreement signed by the two of us not to do anything out of bounds again, but it all could not maintain the love I had for her,I don't love him anymore dev,,,,, ." Jesika explained after feeling calm to continue the story.

"no more men who want to be with a secondhand woman like me dev. she once said that when she did, she did,even she pointed at my face if I was hers and there would be no men with her anymore...

I really can't get away with it dev, if I want to, that's why I want a divorce after we get married," said Jesika while wiping the remains of tears on his cheeks and eyes, Deva immediately embraced the body of Jesika tightly

"if you don't want to marry him, cut him off, don't be afraid, there will be men who will accept you as you are, "" said deva firmly

",,dev, you, you, no, no disgust and hate me??"jesika said a little surprised by the response given deva

"haha, what's the reason I feel disgusted and hate you jes??your past problems, that's your business, I know you now, and I have no right to judge the past ', you're changing better now ,still able to maintain your honor and your lust and most importantly you are able to cultivate the first new taste I have"

"so, we forget the bad past that ever happened, you go ahead, do what you want to do jes, don't feel doubt and fear rest assured , I will always be there for you ,holding tightly to your hands, linking your fingers together, as a sign that I will try to always be a complement to your every shortcoming," said deva sincerely, and Jesika also hugged deva tightly

" thank you so much dev, because they still want to stand up straight for me, and be my backrest at this time" said Jesika, they were long hugging as if they wanted to channel every taste they had

"have,, here, I wipe away her tears,,, don't cry anymore yeah, there's no point in crying about it, because not all men just want it, so don't be afraid"

"but that's the most coveted thing by every man, if married to a woman"

"it's true, but that doesn't apply to me, I don't see a woman as virgin or not, and, most importantly to me, she has good character and personality,, that is, she said,,,because that will guarantee the integrity of our household later,,

anyway kevirginan can only be felt once aja,, while his nature and personality that will be a bet, whether the household can continue or not"

"fortunate indeed, the woman who will be your wife dev, she will definitely be the happiest woman in the world"

"aamiin ya alloh ya robbal alamin,, yes hopefully so,,,,, one thing to remember,, no marriage without exams,, all will definitely experience the test, the test,be it a test of economics, or something else, but whatever the test, I always pray that I can be a wise leader in making every decision,,,"

"yeah dev, dev, you are right, every marriage is bound to have a different test, I'm sure so ,,if I'm going to be a wife I want to be a reminder when my husband does something wrong,

I want to be an encouragement when my husband feels down"

"uwooowwwww is the type of woman I dream of jes, then, would you not be my wife ,?the deva seductress on the Jesika who was now blushing in embarrassment

" not very romantic anyway, the time to propose to a kayak woman like this, no flowers or rings maybe,,, already ach hayoo we go home , it's night" said Jesika also stepped away with an expression that pretended to be upset,,, Deva also smiled and immediately followed Jesika while holding her hand tightly ,,they also went home quietly and plong because they already know the contents of their hearts

"hmm leganyaaaa...finally I can share my past story that has been so burdened me. , I hope deva really will not leave me, because if he does that. I better end my life.I don't want to live anymore, I really love you deva, I like everything that's on you, I want you to be my man...."

said Jesika looking at fhoto deva while lying down

"be careful on the road yes dev, and let me know if it has been rented" chat was sent,,, the same words are always sent jesika for deva every time deva home

"i'm new nyampe cayank, rest ya yank now, you must be cape and tired today" reply chat deva sent

"thank God, then, I'll have a break later I'm still missing"

"new awaaawww also I go home, find you jes, already feel kangen again huh?

"that's how much I have for you dev, never satisfied, want it always by your side, don't want to be away from you, I always feel thirsty for your touch and your affection"

"so great is your love for me jes?thank God it's because I'm avenged that I'm not the only one who feels that way,,,"

"wait dev wait a minute, I'll really make up my mind, to pick you up and decide diaz"

"are you serious, jes?you won't regret your decision later??"

"insya alloh I'm sure dev, because it is now increasingly visible differences between us. which makes me hesitant to continue this relationship, hopefully this is the best"

"well if that's the decision, I will always support you, and remember I am the one who holds you tight when you think you might turn,,, you know,,,I'm the one who'll calm the storm to keep you going later"

"uuuhhh so sweet, but tar deh isn't it, the lyrics of the song???,,,ich, you're basically, you know, not really creative"

"lha I'm not a poet who can string the word jes, so the lyrics of the song I use to express what is in my heart jes"

"your basis is,, no - no, bikin I'm anxious,,,, kisser and ****** your lips,,,,"

"uwaaawww.me...aku..me"

and the chat continued until midnight, even though their courtship had been for months but their treatment was as if they had just been made.