My Beloved
chapter 25

a week has passed....

nothing has changed, all the way back to her previous activities, deva work and Jesika became a housewife whose daily stay at home ...but until now Jesika activity is still limited because of the worry of something happening, because the condition of the woman who gave birth looks healthy outside while inside it is sick...

jesika is not alone at home because her parents have not dared to leave Jesika alone at home.

in a clear morning

"hm mah, if dede long life, surely now tuh jesi again breastfeeding or maybe dede finished bathing and we sunbathe together." said Jesika to his mother

"yes, I think, you should, you won't be much dumb because we'll have a new toy"

"hmm right, I don't think Dede would have left so soon. Last week he was still in my womb, but now, only his name remains"

"that is called the mystery of life.we will not know what will happen in the next hour ..perihal mate, maut, sustenance it all has been set.

no matter what happens to us right now, be sure that this is the best thing for our lives,,,"

"iya mah,, jesi is aware of that,,,insya alloh jesi has sincerely accepted dede's departure,"

"thank God, you're glad to hear that,,, my husband, who's coming home at what time?"

"come home at 4 o'clock like mah,, no extra time this time, why mah?"

"it's okay,,, it looks like my permission to go home first"

"oh yes may mah, sorry yes I have repotin mamah"

"what are you talking about?? yes not jes, have not much thought now mah, you focus on yourself now, you must quickly be healthy and recover his health".

the conversation continues....

"at 16:30*

deva had gone home and she had gone back to her house, because there was something to be done

"cayank, how are you doing now?have you heard cayank??"

"alhamdulillah by, lightened but still painful "

"sure the cayank, you who are passionate yes, restore his health, do not think much and do not be sad again"

"yes by, I apologize as much as you for not being able to take good care of dede so she had to leave before she saw this world,, hyx hyx"

"ihh cayank,,, tssstttt don't cry and don't feel guilty like that....

maybe indeed we have not been trusted to be parents.stop salahin your own..."

"if I remember that, surely guilt will arise"

"hmmm I understand cayank.....

hm gini only, so you can forget, we make another child now, how??"

"haha the end of you constantly feel guilty, by making again maybe you will forget, , heard ya cayank. I did not want you to feel guilty continue like this,,,, I,,insya alloh when we are still long, we will definitely have another child, think positive z yank,,,"

"yes cayank,, thank you so much for everything, I love you husbyy"

"i also love you, my wife who is cute and beautiful,,, and yet, do not be sad anymore, we still have plenty of time to make dede to 2 hehe"

"hm yes yes, but pity ,, you have to wait another 30 days to harvest haha"

"the address yes yes I forgot.Patient ya boss (speak deva while stroking his little sister)"

and because of his absurd behavior it managed to make Jesika laugh out loud and forget for a moment his sadness.that's what deva wanted, always wanted to see the sweet smile of Jesika every day, not because he did not feel the loss,, but because he did not feel the loss,,it's just, he realized that everything in this world is a deposit so whatever happens to his life now he can only be patient ,,and sure that his plan is better than his own.....

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"i'm going along to defend ya jes,,,," fill in one of the messages that went into Jesika's phone

"who's sorry?"

"oh yeah I forgot to tell you, I'm naomi, diaz's wife"

"oh I guess who,,,"

"i also defend condolences yes, I also hope to worry now, because I am also pregnant"

"oh yes, congratulations, hopefully given smoothness later during labor, healthy and safe mother and child"

"amiin ya alloh ya robbal alamin,, oh yes, later you want to directly program pregnant again or how?"

"i want to focus on healthy body first, restore first his health for now mah, have not thought of a pregnancy program first"

"oh yes yes I forgot,, excuse me,,, if I myself have started the program again after the birth later, will not be installed any KB,,"

"uwaw is great then, may everything be launched"

"amiin, diaz, he wants a lot of kids, so I won't put anything up" the chat ended because there's no more theme

discuss , more precisely Jesika lazy if you have to deal with people in his past, even though directly not diaz but it still has something to do with diaz

diaz was married a year ago, and luckily his wife got pregnant in the same month as his wedding, he said,,

it can be said that the age of the womb is only a few months difference with Jesika.

naomi often times gave news to Jesika.in fact, he married naomi also solely because of jesika,,,

at that time, Diaz wanted Jesika back, even diaz prepared to come to the house of Jesika and asked Jesika to be made a wife,even once when he met deva and asked deva to immediately divorce his wife.

and naomi who became their intermediary, diaz took advantage of the closeness of naomi and jesika at that time, diaz often send messages using naomi's phone and many more things diaz do in the name of naomi,,,, naomi,, without naomi's knowledge....

finally one day Jesika also realized that the person who often sent chat to him was not naomi but diaz, from there Jesika gave a firm answer,,,if he could not go back to his past again, yapi diaz remained adamant on his wishes and always said that jesika love died, finally Jesika asked for proof of love on condition , diaz must marry naomi as proof that Diaz really loves Jesika and their relationship can still continue with a new status of friends....

then the marriage happened, and until now their relationship was still established, even though rarely, because however jesika still had to limit the distance, she still appreciated her husband and also the wife diaz.