My Beloved
chapter 32

tok...tok.tok(the sound of the door on tap. but deva is still focused on cleaning her stuff because she thinks the sound of knocking comes from the next door contract)

tok..tok.tok(back door sound on tap).

"oh apparently the door to my room was knocked on, hehehe" said deva while opening the door and she fell silent when she saw who came to visit.hatinya yabg was calm now re shaken.

"why did you come here?asked deva cynically, and returned to clean her clothes, without any intention to give face to the person who came.

*greb*

instantly the deva body is slightly shaken when there is a hand that is coiled in the front abdomen, Deva also tried to release the hand circle

"dev..hiks ...hiks...hiks. "jesika's cry broke when deva tried to release the jesika's hand that was now coiled in her stomach.

"already,,, let go,, I have to leave immediately, before the afternoon" said deva continued to rebel and rotate because Jesika still continues to hug him, he said,with the aim that he can drive away the jesika but Jesika instead re-hugged the body of the deva very tightly without making any sound, this time the deva did not refuse because he missed Jesika...now the feeling of disappointment and longing gather together and cause pain without injury but the pain of his heart is very felt,, , , silence occurs, there is only the sound of crying jesika

"pardon me dev," said Jesika breaking the silence that struck them for a moment

"already,,, there is nothing to forgive, we are living each of our lives now, I say yes jesika,,,,, I say,,,thank you for the love and affection that you have given so far and thank you for the injury" said deva while releasing the hands of Jesika who was holding her tightly.

"NO dev,, don't say that,,, I don't want to break up from you, I love you dev, I love you so much ,I don't want to split with you because I can't live without you" said Jesika while still huffing for too long crying

"hah jes,,, you don't take responsibility for lying, Pake can't live without me anymore,while now you can still breathe when yesterday there was no telling me at all, have you not wasted my time, now you are home "

"deva, I know I was wrong, I'm not saying that diaz came home, and yesterday I didn't tell you, 'cause I didn't dare open the phone in front of Diaz ,sorry yesterday we walked together and did not have time to tell you.but know you, yesterday I thought of you, I miss you.."

jesika paused her talk because she wanted to dry her tears and wipe her snot

"do you know, today I don't work because I'm dating anymore with diaz, but I'm really sick deva,, I'm sick because I didn't tell you at all,my body dropped because I miss you so much, I think the feeling I have towards you is only a temporary feeling but it is not dev,,, I really love you, really love you, really love you,, please believe me" this time Jesika speech is able to melt the heart of deva and reduce the fire of anger that is in the eyes of deva after seeing the face of Jesika is pale and almost the body of Jesika almost fell if deva does not hold tight jesika's waist

"if it's like that, then why didn't you tell me yesterday, jes?tanya deva leads Jesika to sit on her mattress.

jesika also stretched her embrace and she started telling stories

*plash back of*

"you why the hell yank??from that time on, is there anyone in mind?ask diaz astonished because not usually Jesika be cold and not excited

"i'm a little unwell, yank, are we going home now?"invite Jesika who is currently they are in one of the largest malls, and Jesika wearing her work suit,, jesika today is truant, tru,to meet with Diaz and accompany diaz buy the items he needs

"let's sayank, it's still the new day at 3 o'clock, the time has come home?I haven't finished shopping my needs, there are still some more items that I have to buy" said Diaz a little upset, not usually jesika ask to go home

"but I'm really not strong, I want to go home"

"why are you, Jes, coming home?don't you miss me?I'll be back in a few days, jes,"

"yes I know, but right now I really can't yank, my body is jubilant yank, please understand I want to go home now" said Jesika begging

"it's okay, ', the important thing is that I go home and immediately lay down my body",

then they went home too

*

sure enough when he arrived in front of the house Jesika, diaz immediately went home, and Jesika was immediately unlocked the door of the house because the empty house occupants were busy outside, he went straight into the room, too,jesika immediately threw the bag and dropped her body directly onto the mattress without changing clothes first

*

"jesika has not come home yet?tumben didn't eat with us, tonight?ask sir andi astonished

"yeh yes, you don't see him coming home today, yes he hasn't come home yet, it's 8 o'clock, he usually knows if he's coming home late" replied ma tia a little worried

"hm wrong we don't have a deva mobile number so if Jesika is late to go home, we can ask him" he said.

"but tar deh, I first check the Jesika room if only he was in the room again" said Pak andi while opening the door of the Jesika room

"hmm mah,, we've already suudzon aja,, our son's will is sleeping soundly, kayaknya sauce, but still dad ahrus wakein because he did not pray the prayer earlier" said Pak andi,,,,,,, but still dad ahrus woke up because he had not prayed earlier" said,,,

"what??jesika's in the room?when will jesika come home?because mamah was home at 5, and did not hear jesika coming home, meaning jesika also did not pray magrib earlier,astagfirulohal adzim, bangunin jesika now yah" said bu tia startled and pak andi nodded

" Astagfirullahaladzim,, mah, body jesika fever, and he did not open his eyes mah, we go to the doctor now mah." said sir andi panic then they went to the doctor

*

"jesika how is she doing now??is it better?2days you do not enter it feels like we lost you, because we feel lonely" asked one of the Jesika colleagues who was looking at him

"this way, still dizzy and lemes too, doain I quickly recover yes, let us work together again"

"aamiin,,,, thankfully this is the last day of work, so you can take a long break of jes, so that your body quickly recovers as before"

"alhamdulillah yes, a good week hehe"

"oy I was going to invite deva, unfortunately he could not come because he wanted to go home, I invited him because we were quite close to him often help us work heheheh"

"what?deva want to go home now?"jesika asked in shock

"iya jes, why do you, feel so shocked?asked one of his friends astonished, then Jesika shook his head and he immediately switched his conversation to something else so they forgot the reason why Jesika was surprised earlier.but not for Jesika ,he was scared to death as if he wanted to immediately disappear from that place and immediately went to deva, lucky they only briefly looked at, after they said goodbye to go home,jesika immediately picked up her phone and tried to contact deva,but his call was unanswered and the message was not opened.then Jesika immediately changed his clothes and immediately left the house with a staggering road because of the condition he was sick ,but he ignored everything because he did not want to be late to come to the deva contract .

as hard as he can run, "deva, if I am late to see you today, then I promise, today also I am last, I can not live without you dev, dev,,I really love you.yes god please hold deva, don't let her go before I come"

jesika was directly on the public transport

*plash back off