My Beloved
chapter 47

"assalamualaikum dev ,, can we meet for a moment?maybe for the last time, tomorrow I will go home and will not come back again" a message sent by dela...

deva just reads without replying,, she feels a dilemma now,, another acquisition she wants to meet dela but on the other hand also she does not want if until there is a problem with Jesika...

during this relationship Jesika and dela quite bad,,,,even though they have tried to make peace, still the love that exists in the self of Jesika against deva is large enough to easily trigger a really big jealousy...

The deva's own feelings towards dela are obvious only as friends and perhaps as brothers, because somehow they grow together in the oversea, taking care of each other.

when reading the message from dela ,deva in the face of a severe dilemma, not not wanting to be honest with Jesika but deva did not want to look for problems with jesika...

jesika is not mature enough in dealing with every problem, especially when dealing with the name dela, surely his emotions peak before talking to the core and the goal,,, that is the reason deva is in the face of a big dilemma now....

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all night he thought and kept thinking, what is the best way, between meeting dela or not,,,

there is only one way to not get into trouble is not to meet dela, but the little heart of deva keeps forcing to meet him for the last time...

very eager deva invites jesika but afraid it becomes a problem, which ends up no good thing happening,, which deva fears,, meet dela no but the relationship deva and jesika get worse,,,that is what happens so often .

deva decided to meet dela even if only briefly just to say "goodbye".but before that she wanted to try to talk first to Jesika about her goal

"hm cayank,, I want to say something" Deva said

"what's hasby?"

"if dela asked to see us, would you like me to meet him? "the word deva, and the question of deva immediately makes the eyes of Jesika sharpen, and enough to make deva feel goosebumps,, not yet anything jesika already pulled out his horn...and Jesika still silenced not to give any answer

"yank??"

"you want to meet him?go ahead if you want to see him but don't expect me to have a good relationship with you again"

"hey cayank, do you say that anyway?I'm asking you to be friends, that's also what if you're yank"

"hm yes, he really did not meet her, I really did not want to see her again and it also applies to you, I do not permit you to meet her , if you see her,,,,,, I do,,,,look out for the Pokonya"

"but if it's the same she wants to meet for the last time how about yank??deva kekeh...

prak,,duar...Prings...

"istigafar yank, why are you?I'd say if it wasn't the truth,,"

"LISTEN!! I REALLY HATE THE SAME DELA DON'T MEET HER FACE, YOU

JUST SAY HIS NAME HAS MADE ME SICK AND MADE MY BLOOD BOIL, AND now you're making this a joke?"

really jerk you dev" Jesika's emotions are getting peaked she hit deva's chest continuously while crying,,, and it's still teus continues ,,,lucky in their house now there are only the two of them because both Jesika's parents and her sister went to stay at her grandmother's house outside the city, and,,the 2-day plan ahead of deva will follow because the work of deva that can not be left so he let his parents go first.

2h already passed ,jesika already looks calm, even if now their room like a ship broke, really messy and a lot of broken goods, quite tiring turned out to calm the anger of Jesika...

deva did not expect that Jesika would be this angry when it came to dela

"i'm sorry cayank, I'm sorry to have lied to you, he has no context, I just ngetes you, I'm sorry?

"you why do this dev, you know?I hate him, you keep on making jokes like this, I really can't accept, I'm not willing if you chat with you again let alone until you meet me I'm really not sincere,,,, I don't want to,,,just be careful if you meet him behind my back, I won't forgive you dev, and maybe we'll get divorced"jesika said firmly and contact only Jesika's statement this time really made him confused.....

"yes we are, we sleep yuk, yank night"

just that word that came out of the mouth deva he no longer dared to discuss the matter of dela out of fear, if the anger Jesika back sticking,, was quite tired deva face Jesika tonight. and honestly deva was quite shocked when having to face the anger of Jesika like this. deva thought Jesika could be spoken to calmly turned out deva was wrong..

jesika's age is 23 years but Jesika's mind is still unstable.

and yes deva is aware that women can endure pain deeply but not with jealousy.no matter how small the jealousy is, women are not able to hide it,,,

the other side of deva is happy because he is so loved by his wife but there are still minus too if it is too excessive like this.

"i love you so much cayank, sorry if I had to lie to you this time, not because I don't love but anyway my relationship with dela is like family ,,and I should also still be responsible for bringing him home, so that I don't feel guilty, because I survived because of me, and now dela will go home, and start her new life ,,I'm sorry I have to see her tomorrow, just meeting won't take her to the terminal or whatever, I promise you, I'm sorry" said deva in the ears of Jesika who is now asleep in the decapan deva, perhaps because tired of the war , really fighting because his room is now like a broken ship

not fighting in bed,,,,, not,,,,

jesika was asleep inside.dekapan deva, and deva continued to peek and kiss all areas of the face of Jesika, while wiping the tears that now flow on deva's cheeks,,,no matter how he feels guilty for going to lie to Jesika, even if he does not want to but his little heart encourages to do so

deva was closed, and she resigned to what would happen tomorrow,...

after a long argument with his mind finally deva closed his eyes