My Beloved
chapter 50

"mama, why is that so?any, what's the problem?"asked Jesika when she saw her mother daydreaming in the living room

"no problem, just a little mama has a burden of mind,, you and deva will not follow the program pregnant jes?you've been married 1 year, and until now, you still have no signs of pregnancy?"

"yes, alloh mah,, we will often discuss this problem before, I and deva will only try without wanting to see a doctor because we believe that we are okay physically"

"can't it hurt to try, but if you're okay, why haven't you been pregnant yet??"

"yes it's not time yet mah, we also realize we are still hitchhiking here, we want if we have children later, we already have our own place to live,,"

"the days you know later your husband even look for other women because they want to have children, even if in doubt the deva lakain it but it does not rule out the possibility"

"why do we doain our household so anyway?I believe and believe that deva must be faithful even though there will be a third person who will be our child" said Jesika as he went to the room, holding back a cry that will soon slide from his eyes.

brak(room door on the jesika slam)

"tega very mamah said that, even though I and deva alone do not mind about children, hopefully deva faithful and will never disappoint me" said Jesika in the midst of his crying,,,

jesika also locked herself all day.

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afternoons

"assalamualaikum"devah when opening the door of the house

"walaikum salam" replied bu tia and deva immediately kissed her mother-in-law's hand

"eh mama, jesika where is mah?tumben's not here?"

"jesika is in the dev room, this day she shut herself in the dev room"

"who's tumben??does jesika hurt mah?

"no, no, so mamah talked about the child and he was angry" said bu tia angling hope deva would discuss about the child

"oh..sorry excuse me to go to the room ya mah"cap deva hastily entered the room, even though the plan was he wanted to take a shower first before meeting his wife in the room

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"assalamualaikum cayank" said deva when opening the door of the room and saw Jesika was lying down and wearing a blanket ,,

"walaikum salam,, sorry hasby, I don't welcome you" said Jesika and immediately embraced deva when deva approached him ,deva just fell silent and returned the embrace of jesika hope it can calm his heart,,,because he knows how hurt he would be if it was about children.

deva knew that Jesika would be difficult to have children because from a teenager she often had abdominal pain when it came months,,

indeed, after marriage he had not checked with a doctor again because before marriage, he used to often consult with his regular doctor, and the doctor's answer was so, there was no medicine and it would also be difficult to have children

And Jesika had told me about it even before they, decided to get married

"cayank, I have good news, alhamdulillah I ascended the post and I am in love with the home facility that addressed the jln xx,, would you like to see the house later?will you go to that house again?"

"thankfully thank God, I want to move, but I don't know if you'll agree that we're moving from here"

"later we just talk to you first, ma'am, how about we go first to our prospective home that we will occupy later , would you not?"

invite deva and Jesika to agree

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night

"pah, mah, there's something we want to talk about" said deva as they gathered in the living room

"what's dev?"andi answered

"begini, alhamdulillah deva rose office and deva in love with the facilities of the house on the street xx, deva ask permission if deva and jesika will move to the house later, because it is a pity if not occupied "say deva doubt ,,,

"why do you want to move ??is it because you are offended by the talk and mamah attitude so far as you jes?"said the tia ma'am who now even attacked jesika

"part of the house is only a facility that can be removed at any time, right?so you better stay here , before you can actually make your own home.especially now deva up the post of automatic salary also goes up and can increase your savings,,, and,,so you don't have to move out of here"

"but we want to be independent, mah., we want to really build our household, anyway want to live here or there is just as free, right?"

the debate continued until the middle even, if with his determination and bu tia with his selfishness and the men can only be listeners to their debate , because their voices are not at all considered,,,

so they let the women argue with each other with their opinions.

certainly pak andi do not mind if indeed deva and Jesika want to move house because it's their right and Jesika already belongs to her husband, so wherever her husband lives that is where Jesika follows him

semingu is over,,, there is no communication between Jesika and bu tia...

jesika continued to avoid when bu tia approached, if she knew what would be discussed by bu tia so she continued to avoid bu tia so that the debate did not occur between them.

of course Jesika was upset, disappointed and angry with her mother, she understood and realized how much her mother's affection for her but not to this extent right?his mother always interfered with his household problems, always took care of their household & often even his mother always compared the Jesika household with her parents,and it makes Jesika feel depressed living in her own parents' house..

he did not understand how his mother's mindset, even though he was an adult and even married , his mother should let Jesika take the next step instead of locking him up like this.

jesika from childhood was always treated poorly by her own mother, her mother always vent her anger and frustration on the Jesika without jesika doing anything wrong.

and it continues to this day, eating him was happy when he got married because he hoped to get out of the house but in fact his delusion was not as expected,,,,,,, in fact,,,

he tried to stretch his chest back,,,

until finally now alloh give the opportunity to Jesika to get out of the house,his mother still did not give permission, so Jesika really felt tired and finally all Jesika did was avoid.he was too cape to give understanding to his mother