My Beloved

My Beloved
chapter 58


"i miss you.." said Jesika while hugging the deva they were in the room.


"i missed you,,, um yank, did you really mess up about your time in the hospital, did you ask me to n****n to you?good thing at that time I was waiting to try if dad is waiting??


hm not imagined"


"yeah??haha


but by, I'm so addicted to you, I can't sleep well if you're not by my side, I mean I can't live my life without you, when I hear you're dead, when I hear you're dead,I feel like half my soul is leaving me. I really don't want to lose you by, I love you so much, my beloved husband"


"yes cayank, I'll be like that if you leave me, I'm sure you don't want to lose you,


Since I love you so much and can't live without you, there'll be no happiness I think other than with you, I just want to die in your arms right now,alloh has left the would-be little angel between the two of us, promise ..you will endure whatever happens and stay with me and be by my side"


"yeh yes, I forgot that now I am pregnant, pregnant with our child.more complete already my life this time "pronounced jesika, deva also assented and they re hugged ,pour out all pent-up flavors.....


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4 months later


now in the house of Jesika there is an event that is 4 months of pregnancy, it has become a Javanese tradition, if anyone is pregnant then it is recommended to hold an event for the 4-month, and 7-month, gestational age,,because he said when the age of 4 months of pregnancy, the fetus in the womb has been blown by the spirit of alloh swt, so it is recommended to multiply the prayer so that the child in the womb survived , longevity, so it is recommended to increase the prayer so that the child in the birth survived, and in good health..


the event also runs solemnly.all large families gather to celebrate the event ,, but one thing jesika should not be too much motion, he should bedrest because it turns out the content of the Jesika is weak,, but the,,jesika often bleeding so often back to the hospital but lucky fetus in strong birth so can still survive tomorrow in recommended bedrest by midwife.


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deva again rose to office, now the deva time is completely seized by her new job, which often has to go out of town to take care of her work,, and,,and Jesika also understands the state of deva that can not be 24 hours always beside him, jesika often accompanied by his mother when deva out of town.


"jes, when's your husband coming home?"tanya ma'am hang now they are in Jesika's room


"maybe in 2 days, mah, there's still a lot of projects that he has to deal with right now"


"young tuh confused jes, should mamah be grateful or vice versa, so deva rose office she is rarely at home, where your condition is also now pregnant bedrest ,really need the figure of a husband next to her, but she's not even there"


"hmm mama, thank you for what we have achieved this time, even if sometimes I feel that way but I am happy because our lives are better now,although actually I really want to have my own house because I think maybe our savings are enough to buy a house, but I am confused as well, because we do not know what will happen in the future,,besides this house is also more than enough for us to live even though it is not our own home"


"yes later if deva holiday, you try to discuss about your wishes, if this house you consider like your own house remains a house this will not forever you have. you should think about home, especially later after your child is born ,


must really have a home if you can, let's really called building a household"


"yes mah, maybe later I try to discuss if deva is off"


"dddrrrrt dddrrrrt ddddrrrrt dddrrrrt (jesika phone reads)


"deva called mah, I picked up first ya.." said Jesika and bu tia assented and left the Jesika alone in his room.


"waalaikum salam hasby"


"cayank, what's up?have you eaten yet?and how is the child hasby in the womb already rendang-nang?"


"again sleep by, had eaten already,,,,


haha ya not yet by, then also 4 months old, there is no movement if not just a twitch aja mah"


"oh so yeah, kirain already bus teeter back,, haha"


"haha where is it, hasby when is it home?"


"hm insya alloh tomorrow maybe go home, alhamdulillah his work is completed faster so can go home faster too,,"


"thank God, then I'm happy with his grace by, I pray hopefully given later on the way home, congratulations until home also without any injuries"


"aamiin ya alloh ya robbal alamin,, eh yes yank, do you why the hell yank from earlier??I can't focus on my work today?"


"meaning?I'm from home by, not anywhere, why don't you focus??"jesika asked in shock because she felt she had not made any mistakes


"you go round and round in my mind so that I cannot focus because I miss you so much, my dear, dear wife, Muach muach muach


"hahaha, basic, I guess why, I'm surprised I think I've made a mistake that I didn't realize,,, ach, you always make me emnsalting-salting deh by" said Jesika who now has a red cheek


"waaahh cayank, your cheeks are blushing tuhh. haha I like I like


"huuuhhhhh noah, if we have been married for a long time but I am increasingly made to fall in love with you every day by, in whatever know you are"


"in puruluk (tabur) use hahhaa salt


every time making eggs ceplok must be in puruluk salt "


"cirain in the sow of incense,, a kind of pellet like that, eating it every day I'm getting more and more infatuated with you by"


"uuuuhhh I do know about it but I don't know how to wear it so your love is natural not made by me. , I dare swear I never use it that way"


"hahaha yes yes yes I believe kok hasby, some if you do that, I'm willing, because you love me so much, pamper me and follow all that I want,, as a woman ,,,,, , , 'cause you love me so much ,,,,I'm lucky to have a husband like you who's full of attention"


"hmmm cayank,, my nose wants to fly this,, let's not talk about that already ,, ok


the point is whatever I do to you is pure I want to do it not because there's a shrimp behind the rock"


and the conversation still continues for 2 hours, because time has shown at 21:00 then Jesika also immediately rested her body, so that tomorrow can feel fresh and can welcome her husband home