My Beloved
chapter 35

1 month later

"actually when I was in high school I was playing girl dev,,, Diaz chased me from 1st grade, eventually because I felt sorry so I accepted her love when I got to 3rd grade,,,but that did not stop my habit, I still often serve other men.because I was just messing around with diaz, there was no feeling of love at all.

one day I had an affair, I thought he would get angry and break up with me, but it turned out that he was forgiving and continued the relationship, and,,from there I really started to love him and I also brenti to cheat ,who would forgive me cheating and the amount of love he gave me was able to melt my hard heart at that time" Jesika told deva who was now in the square of the city ,it just so happened that today they came home in the afternoon so they took a walk first....

"as long as he's good, always looking after me, never touch me, even if he wants to hold hands first, I still don't think he can do that to me, I still don't think he can do that to me,and it was enough to make my love fade again, all that is left is fear and trauma to men" continued Jesika

"huh, if indeed he never touched you again at all, how could he do it, because he felt vengeful to you, when you cheated on him long ago?maybe he's afraid you're turning around so he's doing it?"deva

"maybe dev, but I was really penitent and learned to be loyal to him"

"yes but Diaz doesn't know about it, Jes, diaz does love you, but he's the wrong way to take your heart"

"you're right dev, he's too obsessed with me, but if he doesn't want me to be taken, why doesn't he just marry me?he's always dodging every time I ask him when to get married??"

"if I don't know for sure, maybe he doesn't have enough supplies for the cost of marriage and your living later"

the conversation continued , after the magrib prayer they decided to go home....

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"tumben deva never play home again now jes?"asked Jesika as they gathered in the living room

"now will go home the night continues well, so after anterin I deva go straight home,,, yeah"

"oh so yeah,, oh yeah how is the continuation of your relationship with diaz?

the boy , again did not see the father when he came home yesterday,, the father increasingly doubt he could be a good companion for you jes" said the andi sir who is now starting to dare to express his heart

"yes that's it, well, there's been no significant progress on my relationship with Diaz,, she's still tight-lipped about the time of the wedding,,, it's been, I've always wanted to end this engagement well, well,because our distance is getting farther and farther away it feels"

"are you sure??wanna end??dad will always support your decision, but I ask you not to be too hasty, I want you to express your intentions first,, not until after you break up, you get back in touch again,,, you know,,,it will only drop your self-esteem and family later"

"yes well,,, I understand,, diaz, it's getting harder and harder for me to reach well, with the pattern of life he's living now, I don't seem to recognize him anymore, now he's rich, his nature has changed, too,more haughty and arrogant, anything is always taken lightly.I can not imagine how later I live the household with him, especially his parents always demand for me to do this. I don't think I can do it yah".

"yes think again yes yes yes yes, because you are already engaged so not only you decide but parents also have to take part in this

,later if your intention has been bullet love father, we come to his house to break your relationship, which surely I ask you later do not blame diaz in front of his parents ,,,"said mr. andi

"yes yeah, yeah, yeah, he's been to the room first yeah yeah,, it's sleepy,,,"pamit Jesika and Pak andi nodded and got up from his seat and as usual checked the security of the house and turned off the lights and entered the room

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during the day at rest

right now Jesika charges her money because these few months diaz always late transfer, usually smooth,,,

"hm if the money problem is really fast, then, I'll just be in the moment when you need it" replied diaz

" how did you say that??it's your obligation to pay, '' I'm willing to charge,,,,"

"yes indeed,, but you realize not ,, you are now very rarely contact me first if not me first chat ..you are always lost without news"

"lha why are you blaming me??you are always busy and never have time, I chat first.you also never reply even though online, I think I disturb you, I think I disturb you,so I'm waiting for you to make my chat first,,,"

"alaaahhhh you can just swallow it,, the money will be on the day "h" pay me the transfer. if I transfer now fear you swagger,, then there will still be 3 days left"

"it's up to you, you want to pay anytime, even not pay also I can still make the payment itself. ,,,"

"yes already then, I transfer later in 3 days" the contents of the chat diaz and Jesika did not balaznya

even now deva is the target of Jesika's frustration

"deh kebelin, nyebelin very old man,, already know my finances are starting to thin out, he even deliberately ngundur transfer time,, if kayak gini right I so have to pinjem to the parents, he even deliberately ngundur,though it is also her obligation, only if I ask too," said Jesika, deva think it's the usual snack money the prospective husband gives to the prospective wife when they are engaged

"hmmm patient jes ,, maybe he has not paid, if you may know, he likes to give pocket money how much is the same you every month??ask deva

"what's the junk money??he never gave me any pocket money, even if he was royal, but he never gave me money, and, often, he bought me things"

"lha kept on earlier you were sprained, because he was undur transfer time what money??".

"oh hahahaa I forgot not to tell you about this,, this is how I same diaz it goes with one name, every month we pay 1jt, 1 ,later we get 16jt is good enough to add the cost of marriage later we,, this is already 1 year running, and we also have not been able to arisannya,,,

usually he transfers before I payday, because he knows that I like to run out of stock before payday, but these few months, he's always late so I always charge him every month if I run out of stock"

"oh so, kirain pennies,,,,, the,,,

lha stingy also yes he is the person , never love pocket money,,, even though as you know me if already engaged, the male party must give a living in the form of pocket money maybe"

"dark, he said stingy also not, so he always buy the goods I want, if never give the money directly"

"yeeee,, that's called stingy jes,, the count of the person,, not willing to give money for free,,, how about you get married,, then,,you may not hold the money because all the needs he has fulfilled "

"ah dev, I was hesitant to marry her, there was no shadow of how our household would be"

the break was over and they resumed their work