My Beloved Perjaka
Divorced suddenly.

Everyone knows I'm perfect, rich, beautiful and sexy. Unfortunately, all the perfect words had to stumble over the barren word that continues to shadow the dark sidekick of my household with papi Narendra.

It's been five years we've been together but I haven't seen my pregnancy test kit striped red, just two faint red lines it's okay it's been a relief for both of us. Unfortunately the desire to have a baby is not fruitful even though every night we have tried all positions.

Not only is it the most natural way we can do every hot night in bed. Various ways we have done, from drinking traditional herbal medicine from the phenomenal royal recipe ‘Jamu tiger collar’ to follow the baby tube program. But I don't know, the doctor said that Narendra's papi tadpole was less agile, less spirited. Very different from the person who likes to rush and impatient.

Whether it's me or Narendra, I don't want to speculate for myself who's infertile. But doctors have said that we do need to be a little together while continuing to do medicine and live healthy lives.

I grunt. My mind sometimes gets clouded thinking about it. It's been complicated for five years to try which way. I also did not forget to pray. I've been wondering also friends who have children a lot of styles what must be done every fuck.

Whatever style they say, the point is that it is important to arrive in Bella, try to get inside!

I also tried to get inside, although not to the stomach. That's not so either.

Sometimes I think, is it possible to adopt children alone or continue to follow in the footsteps of Zaskia Sungkar and Irwansyah who still survive in the era of waves of words that are not pleasant to hear and hurt feelings?

I looked up when the door opened at half-eleven in the night.

"But, just got home?" I hurried to greet him.

"Signing divorce papers right now, Bella! I'm sick of mom and dad asking about your pregnancy that didn't work!" maki Narendra Wicaksono threw the divorce papers on the bed.

"Now, pih? Not that we've agreed to another effort, another year, then we can decide how our relationship will be in the future." my protest while ruffled waist.

Narendra parried my hand that was about to grab his arm.

"Sweep, mommy's not wrong. Why is papi so rude gini anyway!" my nagging, "We talked yesterday if we try again this year. Did papi forget, papi khilaf asked for a divorce?" I said again reminding him.

Papi Narendra took off his tie with the “mandul” curse that immediately tormented my mind.

I flinch with choking breath and an insulted face while looking at my lethargic and grim-faced husband.

"But why the hell, papi there's a company problem? Can I help you, or papi want me to serve?" I said, usually Narendra will be comforted by my bargain but he remained gloomy even while removing his clothes from the closet.

"Corn, come. I don't want a divorce!" I said I was crying while throwing away the clothes he took back into the closet. I really don't want a divorce, I still want to survive. I still want to be Papi Narendra's favorite.

"White, sorry, sorry that there's a lot of lack. Maafin mom, pih. Mami is no longer wasteful, mami will serve papi every papi want. Mami will not refuse, but plis we do not divorce gini impromptu, Pih. We talked yesterday, we last another year."

"But I'm still getting divorced, Bella!" narendra snapped while shaking his shoulder as if he was disgusted and did not want me to touch again.

I looked down, my chest hurt once divorced suddenly, even the speed of beating the round tofu which was fried impromptu at the base of the ojek in front of the residential gate. But now I decided to have a mind of my own.

Narendra stood in front of me after I found out he was reaching for our divorce papers in bed.

"I promised my mom and dad I would give them grandchildren at my young age and I personally gave up on this marriage. I want us to get a divorce!" narendra concluded with a final tone.

"But sure you want a divorce from Bella, papi don't love Bella anymore?" ask me while holding the suction.

Narendra nodded with hesitation. "Sorry Bella! Immediately sign our divorce papers and you will still get half of your monthly money as usual" he said lightly.

I approached while stretching out both my hands. Ask for a hug, but until the unpleasant pause ends. Narendra did not return my embrace at all.

I lowered my hand with a heavy heart. Papi Narendra is changing.

"I need papi more, I'm here myself, papi. I don't have any parents anymore. Only papi is there, now papi is asking for a divorce. Papi why the hell can not fight for a moment with mom. Pap–"

I revolted when Narendra smothered my mouth.

"Divorce now or later is the same, Bella. Sign immediately or need to use force?"

I nodded with a forced. In my heart I'm sure, five years of living with papi, I'm sure papi must have had another woman of his dreams. I'll find that information myself!

With a heavy breath I finally signed our divorce papers.

"May you regret asking for a divorce!"

Narendra looked at me as he took the bag and put it on his shoulder.

"As far as you are, Bella. I will never regret my own decision, you know it!"

Damn, it's that easy as Narendra left this house, it's that easy he left me here alone with just aunt Marni. Argh, I'm braking. Let's not have another dream woman and this can not be allowed. Papi cheated!

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