My Beloved Perjaka
The voice is the same

I stared at the piece of paper and pen lying on the table in the living room. I grimaced in front of the two people who kept telling me to write a reply for Abhimanyu.

"Do I have to return the letter, Joe?" I asked in doubt, "I don't think it's necessary, he's returned all the money and what we agreed was void. Everything is clear. He should be happy to be free."

"Clear according to the mistress is not necessarily clear according to Abhimanyu. Understand, at least the letter was enough for him to calm down!"

"Rubber, Nyah. Kasian youho Abi every here must be desperate." said Aunt Marni. "Dearn you auntie see, where every here must have been out of work from out of town."

I considered it well, long enough actually when thinking about it. I was afraid that when the letter was read by Abhimanyu, my existence was sniffed. But if left to drag on, I should realize this is not good. The potential for heartbreak will thicken like this longing.

I grabbed the pen and started acting like I was an elementary school kid who had to do homework without anyone's help.

"I'm confused, I think I should write what Joe, Bi" I said. "I've never written a love letter." I said honestly, I was really confused.

"Really?" said aunt Marni giggling, Joe who saw my face as big as when I first left this house to smile.

"Reply to what is in the heart of the madam."

"But in my heart it's a lot of trials, Joe. Especially for the feeling now!" sahutku upset. "Not to be in bales. If you'll ever see you again."

"Then what about the clinic? Family business? And the lady's plan to become a member of a political party?" take Joe seriously. "Have a long time mistress had fun, come back and the mistress's way of life from today."

I suddenly felt weak and lazy. During my stay, I just had the men take care of everything and I was just watching him from afar. Through emails, cctv and reports from confidants. Now it all has to start with my very fine body and my burnt skin. What does the world say? Some fashion styles have also changed, so I have to take care of myself, the gym and shopping.

"Okay, but I've been on a mission for a month. Secret my whereabouts from the mayo gang, Narendra, especially Abhimanyu. My life wasn't as sexy as it used to be. I'm ashamed!"

Again Joe and Aunt Marni giggled and held a smile.

"Not funny to know!" I hit the table and stood up, "I have to rest, and you think I'm supposed to be posing tomorrow."

Aunt Marni and Joe were dumbfounded before I turned around. I'm not going to my room, it's Abhimanyu and Narendra. I chose to sleep in my mom and dad's room until the next day.

"Nyonyah so to the mall today?" ask Aunt Marni while putting breakfast on the dinner table.

"Yes,"

"Auntie come along."

"No, people will know that Aunt Marni to the mall is my sign!" I said hurry, "tomorrow aunt to the mall just like Joe. I promise." I'm restless.

"Yes, Nyah? Bibi bosen two years at home."

I nodded and continued my activities, breakfast. Mama and papa's favorite food, my heart warms to happiness.

"I told you Narendra's car was for sale, Joe. Like this car, I'm bored." I said in the garage, I swear, two years I've been away nothing has changed in this house. All are the same and well taken care of.

"I need updates including home renovations, Joe. I'll call the property guy as soon as I can."

"Yes." Yeah." Joe nodded, "I'll get you an online taxi first madam, please sit down."

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I breathed in the cool air of the air conditioner inside the mall while congratulating myself on the safe roaming around here. I bought a lot of new clothes with cash, that's one trick to avoid tracking that Narendra and the gang can do. Although there is little possibility.

"It's time to gym." I came out of the mall toilet wearing a gym shirt and kept a fake mole in the middle of my forehead and nose. Moreover, my hair is short and I curl. One funny new thing.

Arriving at Adorable Fitness, all eyes instantly moved onto me with an amused smile. I also smiled with a smile that I held with all my might.

"Is there anything I can help you with?"

My heart suddenly chirped, behind me was a guy, his body was burly. I turned around and shook my head.

"It can be, brother. It's again, um, warm up." I'm squeezing a towel.

Eyes squinting. "New kid?"

"He'eh." I nodded my head quickly.

The man continued to smile widely, his index finger pointing towards the door in the west.

"Follow up in the beginner's class and adjust your needs in Adorable Fitness first. There will be a personal trainer!" said carefully.

"Oh okay, thanks for the advice." I smiled as I left her with shy little steps.

"He thinks I'm a real cupu." I turned, my forehead hitting the breastbone of someone who came in a hurry.

"Sorry really." he said no less surprised with me. My eyes widened, my whole muscle tightened.

In a gray t-shirt and semi-sports trousers. Standing in front of me was an Abhimanyu who was getting burly and clean-faced. The pimples that I missed are gone and now all that remains is the sweetness of a smile.

I nodded with my head down. Dodging his eyes that seemed to catch my surprise shrewdly.

"No problem, I wasn't hit by an electric pole, I just got a bone. Excuse me." I said hurriedly and before my steps completely eluded him, my shoulder was restrained by that human hand.

"Attent."

"Yes." Yeah."

"It seems we've met."

"It looks like it's a doang. Excuse me!"

I removed Abhimanyu's hand from my shoulder, but the unexpected happened. Abhimanyu clasped my finger.

"Slightly different. But the sound is the same."

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