My Beloved Perjaka
Good night, my little sweetheart.

I did it with great difficulty. It was difficult for me to smile freely while Abhimanyu continued to gulp down red wine.

"Enough, Abi." I said carefully as I reached out to grab the bottle from her hand. "It's okay, Auntie doesn't want you to get drunk."

Abhimanyu. "Why? Can't we replace it? At that time I took care of Auntie until she really realized, now Aunt can take care of me too."

The pigeons never break the promise, obviously, but Bella can break Abhimanyu's promise. Bella can be happy, this is what I'm afraid of why there must be a distance between us.

Abhimanyu gulped once more before absorbing the suspense that awaited. The candle went out in the wind, then with an innocent face, Abhimanyu acted to scare me with the ghosts that had been in horror films the other day.

I swallowed my saliva as I swallowed one whole quail egg. Cold sweat began to pour out as he took off his jacket, shoes, watch, shoes and left his usual color pants and t-shirts.

I wondered to myself, do I have to run away now? History will be printed in my womb if something in my head happens.

"I can't get off this, Auntie wants to." Abhimanyu scooped up everything he threw out of his body on the chair then handed it to me with his gelatinous smile.

"I only respect the mayu gang. If I refuse, I'm considered arrogant, Tant. These villas are also the ones who rent them and I who have no loopholes at all can only accept this without being able to turn it down."

My eyes are against his. "I agree you don't let go of that one." I said as I lowered my gaze. I prefer him like a simple teenager. "Don't let go, it's troubling."

I stood, cutting off the distance in front of him who chose to look at the high seas. "It's yours, keep it." I grabbed her hands, draped her clothes one by one. "You can sell to reduce the burden because of me. Again, me, not your family's debt!" kataku clearly.

Abhimanyu smiled crisply as if he was about to sing but forgot his guitar key.

"Tante is a burden, a burden of feeling."

Not that the early morning was getting sleepy, I even widened my eyes. Surely, after this I have to treat complete if not I like mama panda. Most eat and have a black circumference. Where in Bali I like to eat.

"The possessive Aunt who is like a child loving mother is enough to fill the space in my chest." Abhimanyu grimacing. "It's funny I thought, too, Brigitta who fosters first love, but it turns out it's just a aunt who keeps my breasts warm."

"I know what it's like."

Abhimanyu raised his gaze, his eyes sparkling and red. "I'm meeting Auntie."

I'd rather see you, Abi. But decide first your girlfriend. It will be too difficult for us to move forward.

We looked, Abhimanyu still has time to choose. If he's going to do it, I'm happy to welcome him.

I can start my romantic journey for sure. As well as it is, it is more beautiful than grasping at false hope.

"We won't stay here until the sun comes, will we, Abi?" I put my hands on his arm. "You story? I'm a good listener, but we'd better get inside."

Abhimanyu looked far ahead and thought. I realized I was asking him to tell me what happened to his life. I was sassy again. However, I'm worried that it will have a bearing on his condition now.

Abhimanyu stepped foot after leaving all the saweran from the Malay gang in the chair and replaced it with the wine again.

...***...

Abhimanyu began to gulp down the red wine after arriving at the deserted room. He repeatedly passed the liquid in his throat and watched me. In retrospect, strange enough, he never drank in a club or cafe. He just likes soft drinks, fruit juices, and drinks a lot of water. But now, his forehead implied how many images of past memories he remembered.

"I met Aunt two years ago at the funeral." Abhimanyu finally started, "I saw her from beginning to end, the next days, I saw Aunt coming. Alone, for hours in the middle of two wet, full-flowered tombs. I was wondering who that woman was, long hair and slalu wearing high heels even at funerals, funny but crazy."

I stroked his shoulder. "Otherwise?"

Abhimanyu opened his eyes, growing red and watery. "Destiny leads me to my curiosity."

"A funny but crazy coincidence." I muttered, "I agree. Thank you for being at my worst time. I felt that time was completely alone even though it was crowded. But that's it, your family?"

"The stone family." Abhimanyu smiled faintly.

I rubbed a tear that almost slid down her cheek and did not override it with any comment. Stone family? Hard and presumptuous, that's the nature of your father Abi. While this is how, it must be the nature of your mother from Solo. Culture, society, it seems like I should start repeating hobbies as a teenager.

"Rest Abi, you're tired." I rubbed his head. Abhimanyu shuddered and continued to stir things up in a weak voice and looked exhausted. I heard as I straightened my legs and leaned back on the chair with my hands clasped.

"Sorry Auntie."

"Ssttt," I said slowly. "Sleep. It's early morning. We have to fly later in the day."

His head suddenly rested on my shoulder. Although it takes a long time to fall asleep. Completely asleep until my shoulders ached, Abhimanyu got to the most comfortable point of his life. Drunk and with me.

I leaned her cautiously on the sofa. I put a lot of couch cushions on the floor if he rolls over it doesn't hurt so much.

"Good sleep, my little darling." I caressed her swollen cheek. "I believe you will be a strong and resilient man. I wish you success."

My chest hurts, but this is my choice. I kissed his eyes before leaving Abhimanyu out of the villa.

"I'll take the car, tomorrow morning he'll be picked up by whoever told you to serve both of us."

"But madam. What if Abhimanyu is disappointed?"

"Loved?" I smiled sadly, "Abhimanyu's finger on how to be a loyal man if you don't want me to be disappointed too!"

I got into the car, turned the quiet streets into a place of emotional release.

"Goodbye Abhimanyu, see you in two years!"

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