My Beloved Perjaka
My solace

I chewed on the final meatball while throwing a look back. My smile grimaced, I can't lose the wedding ring, it will come back to my hand and I will sell.

It's just delicious to throw away, he thinks ten million is not much. So much now for me papihh. Huh.

"Auntie wants to go home first?" ask me while standing. I'll ask the damkar officer to find my ring, it's an emergency. They'll help a beautiful widow like me.

Aunt Marni nodded while standing up. This fifty-year-old woman also seems to have been overheated and there is no work.

"A lot of ironing, Nyah. Not even house either. Madam didn't come home asking that?" ask her with a frown.

"No dong, I have a sudden job, Bi. Aunty came home, the car was white, the driver was named Andi. The transportation fee has been paid." I said while pointing to a car that is identical to an office operating car.

Aunt Marni just left while bringing back two bowls of meatballs to the owner.

I turned to inform the guards of this courthouse because surely the arrival of the damkar officers who I sent to look for my wedding ring will cause unrest for the people who are here.

I expressed all my heart to the big guards, in daily uniform.

"Allow me sir, the ring is enough to support my life after divorce" I said with concern. But it really is. Post-divorce with papi Narendra my money will be reduced a lot.

Satpam. I continued to salute him. Long live the good people, I said while giving up this high right. Tired of looking elegant, papi Narendra and Deborah are no more.

Thirty minutes later, firefighters arrived. Right I said earlier, people immediately panicked if there was a fire.

The guard explained everything. So things subsided again, on sitting around even though their attention was still on the firefighters.

"Over there, sir." I said pointing to the side of the building.

They went straight to the place I showed them. With the standard operating procedure that need not be asked again I waited patiently for the ring to meet.

I smiled as I approached the mustachioed officer who had descended from the turntable tender and snorkel car ladder. Fire cars that choose automatic stairs that can go up and down. I'm grateful that this land is fit for this big car.

"Meet sir?" manyu hurry.

The mustachioed father reached into the bag of his daily office clothes.

"Oh, thank God." I received the diamond ring from her hand, still beautiful, beautiful to me. I smiled sadly as I jutted in front of him.

"Thank you, thank you for the help, gentlemen, I'll sell this, I treat. Thank you for the divorce with that jerk."

"Casual, Ma'am. Kittens stuck in the ceiling we help. Especially the wedding ring." Mr. mustachioed this stuffed grin with amused.

I immediately grinned sadly. "It's my way home, can you sir?"

Laughter spread throughout the world later. But anyway, I ended up riding in a fire truck with the siren turned on. The excitement held me in this car, but it was only a moment, arriving at the relics of mom and dad. I returned to the bitter taste.

If I had gone with Narendra to his mansion, my childhood home would have had no bad memories of him.

I ran straight to Aunt Marni who was screaming from inside the house. “Fire-fire.” It is loud, hard, and breaks the eardrum.

"Ssttt.sttt..." I put my index finger in front of my mouth in a panic. "There's no fire, aunt. They just want me to come home!" i said dusty.

"Can't you, Nyah?" aunt Marni's face was so shocked. I answered him with a tingly face.

"I hired a fire truck, aunt. I'm going out again."

"Oh Allah, Nyah. Aunty's heart is almost dislodged." you auntie, her aging face is so cute now. I waved at the fire engine that gave me a horn, intending to say goodbye.

I went into the house, into the room, put my tote bag and shoes on the fur carpet before sitting on the edge of the bed. After I calmed down the ideas running through my mind, I rushed to the bathroom. Wash the trail today.

•••

The kitchen, an hour later.

"Bi.., do not have to cook a lot from now on. Nobody eats." I said reminding.

Aunt Marni who was opening the fridge closed it again without taking anything out.

"I want to go out again, so auntie if you want to eat, make a mini portion. No papi, no one's eating a lot now." It was also because most of my daily life was outside the house.

"Ready, Nyah. I'm so happy not to cook, so I can watch tipi!"

I smiled and nodded while waving my hand. It's up to you aunt. After all, I also know his work time watching tipi while lying down and sleeping if there is no work.

Upon arrival at the home parking lot, I stared at the papi electric bike and his sports equipment, the pile of shoe boks and his other belongings.

"Lord, what am I supposed to do about this? Sold too?" I'm sighing. "Am I really close to coming out after a divorce with papi? Ah, let it go."

I got in my mini car to a diamond sales place in a mall. All of yesterday I promised to give Abhimanyu High School graduation gift. How is he doing, not seeing for days what it's like? Obviously nothing felt, he remembered I certainly didn't. But that handsome guy makes me smile.

"Abi, I'm single. You're single aren't you?"

"Why ask?" answer with a sharp accent.

I'm sure I can only grimace. But I understand. Some stereotypes say Germans are notorious for being cold and like to keep their distance. Doesn't like pleasantries. Maybe his attitude was so down to his father who was a pure German.

"Buy what?" I walked in a daze at the mall after selling my wedding ring. "Shirt, shoes, bags?"

Sisca once said that her pet boy often bought things like clothing and money.

While I was thinking while flinching, a man similar to the one I was thinking of was walking alone on the floor.

"Pig..." Suddenly I hated high heels for making it harder for me to walk. "Pursue Abi, chase." I took off my high heels and rushed over.

"Ab–"

Door.

My mouth closed suddenly as Abhimanyu banged on the shoulder of a black-haired girl wearing a tank top crop who was showing her udel.

"What a long time?" ask the girl.

"Sori, I. Bokap relapsed, besides my bike is not yet!"

Well, I immediately covered my face with a tote bag and turned around.

"Groom this, bang. There are children who hate me. Get rid of the motor." My mind while wearing my shoes.

I turned around hesitantly but immediately gasped in shock at seeing Abhimanyu in front of my eyes.

"Aante!"