My Beloved Perjaka
Doctor Billy

"You're actually playing in the rain like Aunt Marni said, Bella?" ask Billy. Family doctor who came in an emergency like now. I caught a cold and seriously aunt Marni has made a report related to the cause of my pain now. I nodded and smiled hard.

"My unhappy childhood, Billy. Papa and mama never gave me permission to play with rain." I replied with a smile of embarrassment, but at that moment I remembered Abhimanyu. Is she healthy?

"You're from the mending rain coming to the asylum, Bell. A lot of people want to call elo instead of being sick."

"Look, you're crazy!" my protest while pursing my lips.

Billy chuckled as he removed the tensimeter device from my arm. Then check my chest with a stethoscope. He smiled understandingly as he looked at me intensely. I smiled back. The parasite is indeed steady to see because he is a metrosexual man who every month does facial and skin care to support his appearance as a general practitioner.

"Since it's Sunday I don't have practice, I'm sure you're Bella" he said, taking a breath, smoothing his medical equipment into a briefcase. Billy looked down while writing something on a piece of paper.

"Bi, buy this drug at the pharmacy."

"Ready, ready." Aunt Marni grabs Billy's extended paper, "Dad, auntie stay a while. Don't cry."

What the hell. My fizz in my heart, the cry continues to cry before we cry together until the eyes are swollen. And now my eyes can no longer be helped with an eye mask. Swollen.

"Elo must be thinking of your ex-husband's marriage huh, Bell?" Billy scathed, his expression looking concerned as I tidied up the blanket to wrap my cold hot body.

I nodded weakly. It would be no hypocrite if I was so thoughtful, let alone that news had already spread everywhere. It feels like now people are so compassionate to me. It looks so good when you look at me.

"What a thought, Billy. Not one month after we divorced, they were going to have a wedding at a luxury hotel. I was disappointed, because maybe yesterday - yesterday I was insensitive to what God showed and thought everything was fine. But now I'm even more suspicious if they work together with an affair that happened. If so, my life is very sad, Bill. It's not worth it I feel."

Billy sniffed his shoulders, then rubbed my head while shaking his head.

"Don't be too big, Bella. Not effective now if you want to know, for what, for heartache again? In vain, your life is too precious if you just cry. Especially crying because papihh, do not accept me my favorite beauty doctor is aging because of upset." Billy chuckled, his voice sounding more melodious than mine.

"Move on yes, papihh is not a good person so you should be grateful to break up with him." Billy advises, where his expression looks like the fathers who again have upset children. So understanding that sometimes some people misinterpret this attention.

"Yes, I also try to move on this. It's just not easy, like saying acne scars stone. It takes patience, Billy." My lips yawn. "Bill, if I go to bed you go home, there's aunt Marni here."

Billy shook his head, happy, I am truly grateful for the kindness of papa and mama still continue until now even though they are gone.

"I have to make sure you eat first, take medicine. Only then did I leave, Bella" Billy said.

"Thank you." I smiled bitterly, regretting that I had to involve others because of my loveability last night. But I really never play in the rain. Just last night I felt a rainstorm of dark black clouds running all over my skin. It's cold, and I won't repeat it again.

Billy nodded, stroked my head again with a look of eyes that I found difficult to understand, then our gaze simultaneously moved to the doorway.

Aunt Marni grinned, she seemed to be mistaken to see the incident just now when entering my room with a slightly bent posture.

"Yes, I'll change, scared of it." I smiled broadly. "You guys grab her lunch, Bi." I asked as I tried to get up and leaned my body on the headboard. I rubbed my pale, innocent face without make up.

"A lot of water, Bella. Let's not dehydrate." Billy stretched out my glass, I gulped it down a few times and put it back on the table.

"You don't drink yourself, how dehydrated will you be?" my God, the drink is still intact because it seems like he is too busy paying attention to me.

Billy immediately laughed, a moment later he finished off half his water then took a bowl in the pink tray that aunt brought from the kitchen.

"I'm a bribe!" said Billy. Aunt Marni immediately glared, fortunately she was standing behind Billy so invisible how her facial expression was now.

I smiled awkwardly, I was eager to turn down his attention because I swear, I'm not dying, I just catch a cold and my hands can still move.

"Do not refuse Bella, elo already like my sister knows even though elo first married and divorced. But still I'm a senior, my experience is more!" the male toilet then began to feed me painstakingly.

I took a breath when Billy looked at me long enough. That kind of look scared me. Fear of causing other vibrations at the bottom of the heart because I don't want to start a relationship now let alone the same Billy. The half-pure man who was now about to bribe me again but I raised my hand.

"I'm full, Billy." I said honestly as I pulled my hand out of the blanket. I stroked his arm.

"Thank you for coming. You also ate gih, auntie cooked a lot earlier."

"I'm the easy one that matters to you first."

Billy replaced the bowl in his hand with medicine. He opened the wrapper and smiled widely, as if the three pieces of medicine were ridiculous to him.

"You're gonna have to swallow it whole, Bella. Don't throw up!" he said, extending his hand.

"I'm used to swallowing things easily, Billy. Don't doubt me!" I said, laughter rang out in my beige room and it had two large windows. The AC was shut off on purpose so I wouldn't get hotter.

Three drugs directly I swallowed with the help of water. Billy immediately stroked my head as if I had done all his commands well.

I hid my smile when I saw her sincere face. Fifteen minutes we discussed the schedule of his visit to the clinic before drowsiness felt burdensome to my eyes.

I yawned, I pulled the blanket to cover my whole body as well as my head after I lay down, now all I saw was my face.

"You want to sleep with me, Billy. Thank you so much for today, I'll transfer it later."

"It's my job, Bella." Billy leaned in and I couldn't stop him from kissing my head. "Met break, angel. I'll wait for you to go to sleep!"

I took a deep breath, feeling strange about Billy's treatment of me just now. But I hope he only really thinks of me as a sister. No more, because there's someone much more I'm thinking about right now. Abhimanyu.