
"Go home Abi, just take what I'm talking about not serious. You must be surprised by my request. Yeah, sorry yeah, sorry, sorry, I shouldn't be asking that about me. I'm desperate." I replied after getting close to the door and leaning on the body there.
"Tante open the door first." Abhimanyu knocked on my room many times, never ending even though there aunt Marni also said that Abhimanyu just go home Bella nyonyah takes time.
"Tante Bella doesn't need aunty's time, but Aunt Bella needs attention" Abhimanyu replied calmly, and he remained stubbornly knocking on my room.
"Open aunty first, don't be angry let alone cry" said Abhimanyu with a little huff.
I turned the key while pulling the door slowly. The teenager's face was immediately plastered clearly in my eyes. A little tense but also seemed to sigh in relief.
The broken-hearted me leaned my head against the door frame. I didn't know what to say, my mind was getting so clear just because the man was now leaning his head on the door frame. We were facing, without a sound, our eyes pounding, thinking of crazy ideas, and all the things I was talking about were fighting each other in the head. As I grew more moody, Abhimanyu smiled.
"There are crazy things I just found out about adults, for me, things that Aunty talked about were pretty brain draining." Abhimanyu sighed then folded his hands in front of his chest. No other style could deny that he was thinking hard because of my words.
"That's how it is, Abi. The more we grow up the more things we notice, including trivial things that actually become big because of the spices of the word." I smiled sadly, saying that the word spices were the trigger of all the crazy things that happened to me.
"You thinking?" I asked because Abhimanyu was silent.
"Yes I thought."
"No need to think about it, Abi. Go home, finish your college assignment or find a boba first for your girl." I put on a smile. "Everyone is right, if I don't have to come to the wedding, I'm just thinking too. Just really, no need!"
Abhimanyu seemed to sigh while upholding his body. It seemed like crazy considerations were also raging in his head.
"Go home, don't think about it." I said, pulling his hand, taking Abhimanyu away from my room, which I feared once I thought I could lock him in this house.
"Let's talk again, Auntie. Chat that does not need to use emotion, calm it. Can you?" Abhimanyu lowered his backpack onto the sofa and pulled out his laptop. Calmly, he sat back down cross-legged and turned on his laptop.
"So in a hurry to go home, now why hang out here again?" I said with a big smile, "not afraid of me why are you?"
"I'm scared, just Auntie's a good guy. It was impossible to ask for anything strange." replied Abhimanyu, the tone of his voice was flat as usual, but as big as a faint smile he showed me.
I chuckled, then with an emotional shift that I could control. My face suddenly serious. Tension still haunts me, as if the wise, sweet, and spoiled words of a Bella Ellis just vanished. I sighed tiredly, how to explain in detail to the kind cloud teenager. No neko-neko let alone this romance player.
"I'm going to be calm, fine and not hold Abi, okay?" Abhimanyu. His hands were busy typing, but he promised to listen. I sighed, it could really be a day where this teenager knows the crucial problems in my life.
"Look, yesterday we divorced because I and om can not have children, their families vilified me as the guilty party for failing to provide a successor for the large family Narendra Wicaksono."
"Continue?" ask Abhimanyu.
"Tante obviously do not accept dong, mentang-about Aunty women, Aunty who has a womb, they only blame Aunt unilaterally. It's sad, it's sad Abi. Five years I tried to get the best out of all the effort we put in to have a baby but until we divorced it was empty."
I sighed, while Abhimanyu ate his toast
"All my pain was compounded by their marriage, Abi. Maybe they cheated behind my back when me and om were still married. It's a big mess, right? I am as beautiful and sexy as this is still cheated just because I am infertile, so to prove that I am not infertile, I offer a cooperation with you earlier."
"Baby tube program?" abhimanyu said, "That I don't need to be like Auntie?" it made me turn a puffed-up eyeball. Abhimanyu even smiled amusedly after saying that sentence.
"No need, you just need to take that out and all the processes are happening in the lab!" I covered my face with both hands, ashamed, hell, for some women like me, they may want more attention, touch and caress, I was begging for something taboo for a teenager. Oh my God, forgive my madness.
But strangely Abhimanyu was still acting ordinary even though his cheeks had met red.
Abhimanyu cleared his throat as if asking me to make my face from the palm of my hand.
"That's it and all my family's debts are paid off? Aunty herself does not hold accountable if Aunt is pregnant with a child..." Abhimanyu grinned at the horse while scratching his jaw. "I think it's funny and weird that I said my son, Tant."
I exhaled slowly, trying to expel the tightness that suddenly struck me whenever discussing the child. Many women are not as lucky as other women, many married couples are desperate in trying, but God says otherwise. In the end surrender and acceptance are the ends of a man's last endeavor.
"Indeed strange and funny, I thought it was like that too, Abi. The difference is, maybe I'm ready to be a single parent and a mother. If you are, yes, your world is still about college and having fun. That's why I'm only asking for 'your information. No marriage or monthly money." I was about to stroke her shoulder but it was off, I pulled my hand back and put it on my thigh..
Abhimanyu shifted his laptop, showing articles related to the terms of the baby tube program in Indonesia.
"That is, if I want to and I don't have a heart. I'm willing to give you what Auntie wants even without a baby tube program, but I have Aunt's heart!" abhimanyu said after exhaling a long breath.
The deg! I immediately turned my head without being able to hide my surprise at his words.
"Are you serious, sorry, Abi. Just I can't make love without the wedding, you know? It wasn't me even though I was flirtatious and coquettish, but it wasn't my nature. That's why I prefer tube baby programs over direct mating." Although it must be delicious, added me who only dare in the heart.
"But Auntie is just as bad as wanting a child for revenge. What if the child grows up without a father even though Aunty can be a single parent? Hm..." Abhimanyu raised his entire eyebrow.
"I don't agree with Auntie's idea. If Auntie wants to have a child, Aunt marry again!"
I shook weakly. "Married again is not as easy as we choose a girlfriend, Abi. I was traumatized by yesterday's marriage. Actually I am also tired and want to rest, only it will make me remember all my memories with om first. Moreover, if you want to marry Deborah, her secretary who spends more time with om than the same me."
"I mean Auntie, is marriage the same as her own affair?" saith.
I quickly nodded. "Perhaps, Abi. I don't want to try to find out. It doesn't matter, just their marriage answered all that."
Abhimanyu sniffed his shoulder while stroking my shoulder with a smile.
"Weight to be aunty, but Aunt also can not break the law just for the sake of proof. So the aunt who is patient, just until Aunt met a good soul mate."
"At overseas can, Abi. There are five states that allow tube babies without marriage." I said.
"No, ngeyel! Aunt stubborn vows." nagging Abhimanyu while typing.
I pursed my lips, "But the point is you don't agree, Abi?"
"Everything's no, don't be bad for Auntie's own child!" sahut Abhimanyu.
"When my offer is quite good right, immediately paid off without bother waiting for you to be legal."
Abhimanyu straightened his body and crossed his arms. His face was a little agitated as he turned towards me.
"So if my family can't pay our debts, I'm legal for Auntie? I mean should I marry Auntie?"
I'm nodding. "Continue?" muttered.
"CRAZY!" Abhimanyu patted his eel. "Stress I play with stress aunts." he lamented and then shook his head and closed his laptop again.
"I want to go home, Tant. My brain isn't clear, which is my college job so it's not too complicated." He put his laptop in a bag and stood up.
I followed Abhimanyu to the front of the house.
"I want Aunt to be a good person, so I still like playing with Auntie." murmured Abhimanyu while wearing his shoes.
I nodded, void already the maniacal plan ensnaring Abhimanyu quickly.
"Be careful, don't let your boyfriend know you have a aunt you don't marry!" I cried when Abhimanyu opened the gate.
Abhimanyu turned around while riding on his bike. "Can be set."
Abhimanyu banged his bike and for a moment when he was far from my sight. I growled in frustration.
"You're great, Abhimanyu. I have to be patient waiting for you to be legal, even if it does not pay off. Kalo keel, arghhh... I lost a super seger teen seed, argh Bellaaaa."