My Beloved Perjaka
Abhimanyu Games

The next morning when the sunlight had shone on the equatorial earth and the rhythm of the sparrows humming merrily on the trees. My steps stopped at a funeral. The quietness of the final house and the breeze of the wind caressing the leaves made me smile bitterly.

I knelt down and stroked the headstones of mama and papa. "Morning, ma, pa. Bella's been jubilant, if papa knows why. Bella was raining all night. Papa must be ready to rant now."

One basket of white roses and two bouquets of white chrysanthemums I bought from the merchant around the cemetery I sprinkled over the last house of mama and papa this inner time carrying a hunk of longing and a pile of trouble. Though no let alone lament over their loss and tears. I just kept quiet.

Still vividly remembered how my parents were slowly covered in a burrow. How Narendra accompanied me to day night take care of their funeral needs together. And the only thing I remember now is that when I went on hunger strike and continued to mourn the passing of my parents, Narendra patiently persuaded me until I was fully willing to accept their departure.

I sighed while squeezing the mound of grass on top of eating papa.

"Now where else should I look for my life's support, pa. The only man who so adored Bella and Bella loved to be the final part of all the future that Bella wanted was gone and when everyone told me to be more patient. Will patience be the answer to all my wounds?"

I hit my chest after my head drooped on papa's headstone. "The only place I depend on is aunt Marni now, pa. Alexa and her parents. Or you're sure Billy is my soul mate, ah papa don't. I doubt he'll be tense."

"Where to the tomb to pray, not to vent strange Aunty."

I turned, a black umbrella overshadowed a teenager wearing sunglasses and a white shirt. A red rose she tucked in her black trousers.

Abhimanyu smiled wryly as he stretched out his umbrella.

"The spirit of making Aunt forget to use the sun screen let alone powder like it. Watch it burn his skin!"

I fumbled my face before receiving her umbrella. "Thank you."

Abhimanyu did not answer, he pulled a red rose and inhaled it.

"I'm staying, Tant."

I straightened my body while covering myself and stared at Abhimanyu's footsteps. He stopped no less than two hundred meters from where I was on the ground.

Abhimanyu crouched down, he smiled and put a red rose on the same mound of earth as the mound in front of me. The entire surface of the tomb was covered with manila grass.

"Is this a coincidence? Or is there a secret behind this meeting?"

I sniffed my shoulders, enough already that I made myself look crazy in Abhimanyu's eyes. I stood up, brushed off the ground that was stuck to my pants. I approached Abhimanyu who seemed solemn to read a prayer for his mother.

I covered him with his umbrella. It's still morning, why is he carrying an umbrella all over? I shook my head, wanting me to think about things related to the silliness of an Abhimanyu but for what, maybe that was the most convenient way Abhimanyu visited his mother here.

I put Abhimanyu's umbrella on the ground. I smiled as he turned his head to look at me.

"I'm back first, Abi. May today be brighter than yesterday and my madness end." I accepted my prayer while squatting down and stroking his mother's headstone.

"Tante should be proud to have a child as good as Abhimanyu." I smiled as I patted Abhimanyu on the shoulder. Before leaving, I saw Abhimanyu nodding and bowing to kiss his mother's headstone.

I got into the car while looking at Abhimanyu who ended his visit at this cemetery. She folded her umbrella before washing her hands in the same place as me.

I turned on the engine before Abhimanyu arrived at the parking lot. My happiness is not with him. Even when he chose to reject me for that madness. He's grown up. Obviously I lost the bet and all the things I wanted vanished already.

I had to start everything without taking the slightest chance or chance to have Abhimanyu.

•••

Back to the clinic. I decided to return to my usual activities as a beauty doctor.

I will start my days as usual. Without lethargy, without resignation and still spirit without Abhimanyu or papi Narendra. I will try to make peace with myself.

"Dream, Bella. Abhimanyu didn't play to your house?"

I turned my gaze in a careless manner as Alexa Liu watched me for so long. I moved towards the window and exhaled a long breath.

"Otherwise, this morning I also met at the funeral." I replied, "all the crazy ideas that I've been talking to you failed, Alex. He's a really good kid." I'm proud to say.

Besides the virgin has white skin. A wide smile that is pleasing to the eye, coupled with eyes that are so clear and eyebrows that are pointed and black. He also has a bright heart. A simple type of good looks but anyone can rustle if introduced well. His voice is sometimes as sweet as cotton candy, light as well as call for attention. Sometimes as sharp as a pointed bamboo. But all the embodiments of Abhimanyu can make me lose my mind.

Alexa Liu laughed for a moment and then hugged me just as casually as that laugh.

"Alpha tools. Not only was he rejected, but Abi also said I was evil and selfish. Perfect not." I said then looked. Spontaneous Alexa Liu immediately laughed until her narrowed eyes disappeared.

"Huh! I'm so glad to hear about Bella. Abhimanyu is a brave man! I have to buy him a gift." he said straightforwardly.

"Whatever." I turned around with a shredded self-esteem.

The break was over, and I put on my white coat and medical gloves back out of my office and into the study.

Alexa Liu followed me and checked the list of clinic patients who came today via computer. I asked for some to handle myself.

Alexa Liu nodded. "Good, Bella. Anything else?" he asked while focusing his eyes on the computer screen.

"Tim marketing plan has made a promotion to launch new products yet?" I took a sip of white water.

"Already, Bella. Promotion on social media and print has spread. Just live the day H. Are you ready?"

I'm nodding. Grateful for the contribution of all parties involved in the production of the latest skin care Ellisa Skin And Aesthetic Clinic which will complete the previous series.

"I can't wait for that day, Alexa. Make sure all employees come and have to entertain invited guests well!" I said in a serious tone.

Alexa Liu asserted and told me there was nothing to worry about before coming out of this whitewashed room.

One by one clinic visitors then alternated to enter here, giving me a meaningful busyness and making me really only focus on providing the best service.

"Bell, Bella. Went where? There's still one more customer for you!" alexa Liu said as I took off my medical gloves and white coat.

I draped my coat on a bamboo hanger located behind the desk.

"Kebelet, tell me to wait a moment if you want. If you don't throw it at Anin's doctor!"

"Don't want Bella, she's already expecting treatment from you!"

"What skin problem is it?" ask before you go to the bathroom.

"Nurses." Alexa Liu smiled widely, I nodded. For almost fifteen minutes in the bathroom, I did not expect that the one sitting sweetly in the waiting chair was Abhimanyu with all his manifestations that I wanted to forget.

"Why did you come here?" I asked while sitting across from him. Her clothes did not change it was just that she added a flannel shirt to fashion going to college.

Abhimanyu flashed a smile while pulling the zipper of his backpack.

Chocolate, he stretched it out to me.

"Tante yesterday nawarin me acne treatment. It's still happening?" asked Abhimanyu with a sigh.

Alexa Liu gave a bright smile behind Abhimanyu. I also smiled widely, tend to be nosy even because the gift for Abhimanyu I can charge now in front of Abhimanyu and Alexa Liu directly.

"It's been scorched, but you got a present from Aunt behind you as the brave man who rejected Bella. Yummy to?"

Alexa Liu immediately misbehaved when Abhimanyu regretted it.

"Thank You Aunt" he said as I said earlier, as light and sweet as cotton candy.

Alexa Liu then nodded, she pointed back with her thumb as Abhimanyu looked back at me.

"OK on." I nodded, pretending to be indifferent when I wanted to muck around Abhimanyu's cheeks or rubbing on his arms. But prestige, the business is rejected is still centil.

"I was ready for skin care and tools. You're just going to bed."

Abhimanyu nodded then looked at me, he smiled as if he wanted to raise me from the rubble of the melancholy of excessive annoyance and disappointment and as if to ease his efforts, he finally laid his body on the patient bed. I gulped, for some reason I had trouble escaping from the tingling in my mind as long as he closed his eyes. Enjoying the gentle touch of the skin of my hand on his face.

"Wait ten minutes!" I turned around after flattening the acne mask on his face. I flinch while gripping the edge of the sink. My knees are limp, my heart is pounding. But I can't say anything. It never occurred to me that he manifested my desires in any other way. However, I don't really know what is meant and expected for all his treatment of me. Strange actually, considering he rejected me yesterday.

I gulped down my water and looked back at Abhimanyu who intermittently opened his eyes and smiled widely watching over me.