My Enemy, My Love
There's No Place

Arlan and Chila who heard Clara's cry instantly broke away. This was the first time Chila had seen her brother cry.

“Kak Clara” strangles Chila and then approaches her brother.

Arlan also approached Clara. Arlan could only sigh when he saw Ethan riding in a taxi.

“What Ethan saw us?” ask Arlan to Clara.

Clara nodded her head.

“Kak... are you ok?” ask Chila worried. His sturdy sister and never cried for the first time was seen crying so much as this.

Chila understood very well how Clara was feeling right now.

“It looks like Kak Clara has fallen deeply for her husband?” chila said in my heart.

“Let me catch up with Ethan, you guys go home” Arlan said.

Clara and Chila nodded their heads.

….

Clara flushed her body under the shower. Ethan's departure somehow dawned on her that there was no place in her husband's heart for her.

“Until anytime you won't be able to open your heart for me. What am I supposed to do now? Giving up will not be possible. I can't keep being second. Can't I just be the first one? Hu...Hu...Hu...” Clara was already unable to stem her tears. It hurt so much to see with his own eyes how the disappointed look in Ethan's eyes.

“God... Can I not feel loved just once? Am I not entitled to feel it?”.

“And now my own husband is jealous of other women. Am I not to be loved? Am I always the one who gets hurt?”.

“Hu..hu...hu...” Clara is back to wailing.

“I'd love to feel how it feels to be loved, loved and cared for. Just like Chila who Papa always loved and pampered. Does Papa not like me that much?”.

When sad like this, Clara will again remember all the bad memories that are still attached to her heart and mind. Though at this time what makes him sad is Ethan's departure but he also remembered how his Papa was as heartless as allowing Ethan to approach Chila. Maybe until whenever Clara will never forget it.

“I want to give up God, I want to go far. I want to start my life without Papa's connection and without this love-based marriage. I want to be a new person and start my own life as I wish. I don't want to be Papa's doll who has to obey all her wishes”.

“But isn't that his name dodge?”.

“But is evasion an error?”.

“If by avoiding we become calmer is it wrong?”

Long enough Clara flushed her body under the shower. He was reluctant to stop his activities. No one will take care of her and care for her later when she gets sick. No mother will look after him as she used to.

“Ma... Clara herself Ma... Clara has no one” complained Clara. Clara is eager to embrace her mother now and tell her how hurt she is over the treatment of Gavin and Ethan. If the two people were worthless to him maybe their treatment would not be as painful as Clara felt.

“Ma... Is it true that Papa is not my biological Papa? Then who is my birth father ma? Does that person also not want me until Mama has to marry Papa?”.

Clara could have done a DNA test, but is she ready to see the results later?.

Seriate...