My Enemy, My Love
Hallucinations
Ethan opened his eyes slowly. He smiled when he saw the figure he so longed for was there. He had a pretty face of that figure. The person who is none other than his own wife.
Ethan is crying again. His longing made him hallucinate meeting his wife.
Ethan holds the hand of the figure he believes is his wife. Ethan doesn't know if he's dead or if he's in some kind of world.
“Honey...Excuse Me”.
Ethan who was originally lying down immediately sat himself down.
He took his wife into his arms.
“I'm sorry for not saying this from the beginning so you misunderstood”. Ethan paused his words. His breath was dashed from speaking while crying.
“I love you my wife, just love you”.
“There is no woman I care about other than you and my Mom”.
“The only woman who can make me jealous is only you”.
Ethan breaks his arms and cupped his wife's face with both of his big palms and kisses her forehead long enough.
His wife's face looked pale as if she had no blood at all.
“I'm sorry, all this time I haven't been able to be a good husband. I'm proud to express my true feelings”.
“But believe me baby, I love you so much”.
Ethan kiss the left cheek of old Clara. Then switch to the right cheek.
Her tears were unceasingly wetting her cheeks.
It's just the regret Ethan feels right now. If he is given the chance to fix everything, Ethan promises to treat his wife well. Protect and protect with all body and soul.
Ethan hugged his wife.
“I'm sorry”.
Ethan elus behind his wife's head with a pity.
“Do you hate me so much now? Is there still an apology for me?”.
“Today I've always said that I like Chila but it's actually a lie.”
“I never loved him”.
“I've never been jealous of him being with his girlfriend then or now with Arlan”.
“It used to disappoint me not to see your sister and Arlan kissing”
“Same once not because it”.
“But I'm disappointed that Arlan covered all this from me when we were friends a long time ago”.
Ethan again breaks his embrace.
Again he took his wife's face.
Ethan brought his face close and he kissed his wife's lips.
Ethan's lips twitched and held the day. Although this was just a mere hallucination at least he was still given the opportunity to express his heart.
“And I had planned a wedding to be so luxurious. I want people to know that I have such a perfect wife”.
“But God said another, I must lose you. If only I hadn't answered papa's question like that. You must still be next to me at this time.”
“I can only wish now”.
“I have now lost you, lost the woman I loved so much”.
Ethan's cry is getting louder. His embrace the more he fussed. If true, these are all mere dreams and hallucinations, Ethan wishes he never woke up and stayed with his wife.
“What would I be if there were no you by my side. I won't be able to love”.