
“What dream am I anyway? First Brother Rian. Why try him hugging girls at school? It's crazy, what? That's it on campus. Had lost morale the other time!”, Kirana spoke out her emotions in the room.
‘What's wrong?’, Kirana protests in heart while dropping her body on the bed.
‘Trus the new boy, there is a relationship what he ama girl shameless it. Play nudu – accuse people haphazardly. Radit the sluggish one too. He thinks I like him. Playboy pinky fingerprints too. Arrogant very.’, nagging Kirana.
Kirana was like hearing her mother's voice rising up. He finally chose to speak quietly in his heart.
“Ran, are you asleep?”, asked Mama from outside while knocking on the door.
“Iyaa.. This is Kirana with the lights. My mom slept too. Don't night - night sleep.”, reply Kirana turned off the main light of her room.
While the nightstand lights are still on. He's still not done getting his emotions out tonight. A lot is happening today at the college.
Maybe this child has a big problem, I guess - thought Kirana's mother. His daughter said she wanted to sleep. So, mother Kirana chose to retreat regularly. The mother knew that her daughter had already faced many major problems before. He can definitely overcome the problem of – small problems like this. Yeah, I don't know what it is.
Mama Kirana does not know that Rian, her former daughter-in-law has returned to Indonesia. It was even two years ago. When accidentally met on campus, Kirana had warned Rian not to be pretentious to meet them.
Let's just say that everything never happened. To be more convincing, Kirana said that such was the request of her mother. Rian could only honor the request without protesting at all.
Kirana knew, her mama still expected Rian and still continued to defend her every single topic reappeared. But not for Kirana. After her papa's affair was exposed in front of her own eyes, Kirana had already closed all the doors of explanation. Even if it was Rian.
‘All men are the same.’, so think - guess the conclusion drawn by Kirana.
Mama Kirana walked slowly to her room. She was not worried about Kirana because her daughter was already an adult. He is soon to graduate college. Two years open a long time.
However, only one thing disturbs the mind of his mother, Rian. When Kirana mentioned the name, her mother felt like asking her. Was the Rian he meant the same as he thought.
Kirana did mention the name of Rian several times because of his regret. However, of course Kirana immediately emphasized that the Rian being discussed was not what her mother was thinking.
Several times his mother wanted to ask seriously. But then he paused his intention to ask. There are so many people named Rian in this world. And Rian couldn't possibly have anything to do with where Kirana went to college, so there was no way that Rian he meant it was the way he thought it was.
The man has returned to France. After all, if he were to go to Indonesia, there was no way that men would not seem to visit their homes. Although everything is in the past, their relationship is still good. Not with Kirana, but at least with her mother still good.
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The clock, the moon and the sun changed rapidly. It feels like just a few hours ago Kirana fell asleep. It's morning again. I have to go to college again. I have to do the activity again.
“You do not habit of going home at night.”, said mama Kirana opened the topic at the dinner table this morning.
“Yesterday Kirana no meeting ma. Kan Kirana has told her that Kirana was chosen as Project Officer for the modern art show at Kirana campus. Rarely - rarely loh ma, her PO is female. Kirana wants to take advantage of this opportunity to get a plus later when applying for a job.”, Kirana explained.
‘How to forget that he always appears on campus.’, for a moment Kirana's mind leads there without her noticing.
“Finely, you do not be too self-exciting. He said he wanted to graduate for 3.5 years, but he also wanted to be active in the organization. Too busy even later interfere with your health, baby.”, mother Kirana put one half-cooked egg on her plate.
“Maa.. Kirana doesn't like eggs like this. Make a mom, dad. Kirana's breakfast is over. Enough of these two alone.”, said Kirana put back the half-cooked eggs to her mother's table.
Mama Kirana can only throw a resigned gaze at this child.
“Where is your college? Smoothly?”, asked his mother to change the actual topic not far - far from the campus business.
That question made Kirana re-remember the value of her basic Physics assignment.
He still holds that anger. He was sure something was strange. He arrived at 6am and collected it. Indeed he had fallen asleep for a while, but there was no Mr. Rian and he also put it on his desk.
It is impossible to exchange with anyone else. But even if it's the correct answer sheet, the value may not be that much.
‘Hah. whereas Kak Rian is ready to discuss it. But there was even an incident of hugging. Ih.. tuh make bete again. Make the mood so ugly aja.’, Kirana scowled herself without realizing her mother was watching her.
“Rana, what are you thinking?”, asked mother Kirana finally asked.
“Hahaha..eggak what – what ma. Not what - what. Oiya, what was your mama?”, Kirana laughed awkwardly.
“Mama asked, what is your lecture? Why the hell lately like to be dumb. You must have simple something huh?”, asked her mother began to suspect.
“Idih.. simple what the hell ma. There's not. Kirana was just thinking about what college there would be. Kirana Alhamdulillah Lecture smoothly, ma. Mama don't worry.”, reply Kirana while putting in her last slice of sandwich.
“What time is it today?”, ask mama Kirana again.
“This is Kirana's walking, ma. Stay in order - settle a little in the room continues to depart. Ghea will take you home. He said he had permission to take his old papa's car. So for the courses that we took together, Kirana can take Ghea. Not bad, ma.”, replied Kirana.
“Ghea can take a car?”
“Can ma. He's brought it a year. Usually bring her brother's. But now you can bring your old bokap kok, ma.”, explained Kirana.
“Hm.. Mama should not sell our car at that time.”, said the mother lethargic.
“Why, ma? Gapapa. Kirana doesn't need - it needs a car. Lots of public transportation really and more comfortable, not jammed - macetan. It just so happens that there is Ghea. We'll stop by first. Mama do not need to be sad that, dong.”, Kirana said comforting.