My Ex-husband Lecturer
Chapter 9 Relationships without Love

Kirana fell asleep in the lecturer's room for Physics and its derivatives. In his hand he still holds the PR paper that he worked all night with only about 2 hours of sleep. He put his bag on the side. The sofa was very comfortable, until it made Kirana forget where she is now. 

The door of the lecturer room opens. A tall, well-built man with an athletic body appeared from behind the door. He still wiped his mouth with a small towel. Looks like the guy who finished some morning - morning. 

His tall body still had not caught the whereabouts of any of his students in the room. Only when he approached his desk facing the sofa did Rian, one of the Physics lecturers for S1 and S2 realize there was someone else in the room. 

‘Kirana?’, call him in the heart. 

Rian then immediately hunted to see the wall clock that was there. 

‘Oh no. It's past 6 in the morning. How could I forget.’, Rian said inwardly. 

‘Hah... This child, still easily sleep anywhere.’, comments Rian who noticed Kirana with a gentle gaze. 

There was a nano on his face. Longs. 

Kirana slightly flinched and her PR paper fell off. His hand then he please on his body because of the cold. But that doesn't wake him up. 

Rian immediately looked to the left and to the right. Looks like he's keeping a new blanket in this room. Rian tried to slowly open his locker. Be met. 

He immediately flicked the blanket to cover Kirana's body which was clearly cold. Besides this it's still early in the morning. The room is also equipped with AC. Rian tried to raise the volume of the AC to avoid it getting too cold. 

For a moment he squatted in front of Kirana. He looks at her softly. There was a lot of longing in his heart. The one who can no longer touch him. He can no longer show his affection. The love that still exists may even always exist no longer have a home anymore. 

The beep beep. 

Rian's phone rang. He picked up the bag containing his change of clothes and walked out of the room quietly. 

Last night Rian stayed at the college to complete a project. Not alone, Rian was accompanied by several fellow lecturers from across the majors and two S3 students. The project will be included in the International Championship. 

Their busyness makes them have to be willing to submit in the last minutes. Alhamdulillah, although had to stay up, the project was finally completed. The other friend has gone home. However, Rian decided to continue his rest here instead of having to go home. He also had to meet Kirana whom he told to come collect the 6 o'clock assignment. 

At first Rian did not believe, the girl would be really present before 6 amassing her duties in the lecturer's room. The Kirana he knew was not like that. He's loud. Especially the one who asked for it was him. 

Seeing Kirana finally coming to her room, made Rian happy to be able to see her again more closely and only the two of them. But, seeing Kirana come gave another meaning also in Rian's heart. 

Maybe the girl had forgotten him. Maybe now the girl just thinks of him as a lecturer. 

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“What the hell are you? You do not have to be possessive rich gini. We're just dating, not marriage. There are no letters that say I should just walk with you.”, Radit said in an unrelenting tone at a crossroads.

As usual, he had to pick up his girlfriend. Even though Radit doesn't approve of this idea at all.

“Fay, I also meet every day with BEM children there are girls too. Sometimes when they come home, I also want them to come home. But you didn't say anything. Where the same Rana you sewot really.”, asked Radit wonder.

Not one of Radit's two female colleagues. As an active student plus the chairman of BEM, it is natural that Radit not only hangs out with boys but also girls. It's all just a normal relationship.

Fay's not picking. Radit's words were valid. He is indeed very intimidated by the closeness and rumors about Kirana among his gang's children. So, he's much more sensitive. In fact, it was natural to see Kirana and Radit.

Kirana is a Project Officer for BEM Faculty project where Radit serves as an advisor from the BEM Campus. Anyone would judge that. Except those who are looking for gossip.

“So far I have followed all your will. Even to shoot in front of the umumpun, I follow.”, said Radit who had lost his patience.

Not in the chat, not directly, lately Fay continues to invite him to argue this matter.

“Ya already.”, said Fay does not want to extend this fight again.

He also worries that - if Radit loses his temper and decides. He's been hard-earned to be at this point.

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“What? Yesterday you diboncengi Radit back home?”, Ghea who can not control the volume again yelled in the same place, the toilet woman. Perhaps this was already their place to gossip about themselves.

“Lo can not be more fast anymore, talking? Use a toak if you can. Let one school denger.”, said Kirana panicked.

“Sori, Ran. Consider me too excited and forget now we are again where.”, Ghea again asked at length, asking every detail of events like journalists who are covering gossip news terhot throughout history.

“Why should be excited? People just drove home doang.”, reply Kirana.

“Cuma. Means you have a sense of disappointment dong because doi just nganter lo go home doang. Ga invited to eat ato where it is.”, not Ghea his name if not expert in pumping his friend.

“Heh. Most watch soap operas love - love. On campus, to study, not to date. Your Physics assignment has been collected belom?”, asked Kirana suddenly - suddenly jump to the topic of campus work.

“Don't rush - hurry dong change the topic. So how's Radit? He already has signs - signs want to mutusin girlnya not?”, Ghea still has not moved on from the topic Radit and Kirana.

“Gue has no intention to disrupt the relationship between Radit and his girlfriend. I also don't like Radit. I was just amazed by Doang. How to talk about Radit mulu.”, Kirana protests.

Bla blah blah blah.so much that they told me in the toilet until they did not even know there was anyone besides them. Just like the day before, the guy reappeared in front of them just as they came out of the bathroom.

“Upload me not heard what – apa.”, and with the same sentence.

“Ghea...”, Kirana screamed because there was someone else there besides them.