My Ex-husband Lecturer
Chapter 84 Hiding

Kirana just finished her breakfast today. He has been in the hospital for two days. His condition has improved. The doctor suggested adding a day to stay so Kirana could take a complete rest. He also had to be absent from campus a few days after being discharged from the hospital later. Luckily, UTS time is over. However, Kirana still had to catch up to a lot of her lag.

“Ran, mama will have to meet with mama's friend huh. He will introduce mama with a plant vendor who will likely be one of the flower suppliers for the mama.” business, said Mama Kirana while cleaning food - food located on the table.

“Hm. Yes gapapa, Ma. Kirana has also started to improve and indeed nothing serious, right.”, replied Kirana.

“Syutts.. Staying serious. You just have to look - look at your eating schedule from now on. Remember, yeah. The medicine that made noon was already put there. The doctor checked you out this morning, so tomorrow's the next checkup. If there is anything - what, directly phone mama ya nak.”, obviously her mother.

“Iya ma.”, reply Kirana fix the location of the pillow behind her.

Kirana can't hold a cell phone or laptop. So, the thing he could do was really just lie on top of the bed while watching television.

“Ma. Solved...”, asked Kirana slowly - slowly reopen the topic they discussed yesterday.

“Mama said it firmly yesterday. You guys only met in class, right? I hope you forget all your relationships and act like a student and a lecturer. Suppose there is never a relationship.”, said mama Kirana firmly.

“Ma..”

“You should know. You never forget how you persuaded me to go to college after everything you've been through. Rian didn't tell Mom anything. You also. Since then, my mother has never asked. Mama doesn't know. So, in mama's head, Rian was completely wrong. So, you better not go back to the past again. As hard as Ran is, mama to get you to this point. Now you want to go back?”, said mama Kirana who put her bag back on the chair.

“Rana tofu, ma. But what if Rana's heart can't? Mama knows, 1 year Rana avoids continuously from Brother Rian. Rana thinks it's okay - what. Rana is used to it. But once reunited with her, Rana just realized it was not that easy.”, explained Kirana.

“Entah what game is being done live on Kirana. Supposedly, Rian will never be a Kirana lecturer. Because he only teaches top students. And the majors Kirana took would not meet her even though Kirana later entered into the 4th year. Butwhat? Who knows arrived - arrived the old lecturer Kirana there is a personal reason until he has to stop and Kak Rian who replaced.”, said Kirana.

“Time one year? It means no Ma. Everything is as it was. All like the beginning again.”, Kirana stared straight at her mama.

“Ran, we'll discuss this later. You rest first. Later, if you are really healed, then we will discuss.”, his mother told Kirana.

“Ma, the wrong Kirana. Kirana is wrong. Kirana should not hide letters - letters Rian even though Kirana was his wife.”, Kirana finally explained it to her mother.

“You mean? Mail - what mail?”, ask her mother.

“Before marrying Kirana, Rian's sister had a best friend named Clara in France. Before Kak Rian came here, the woman named Clara was pregnant.”, explained Kirana.

“Hah? Getting pregnant? Son of Rian?”, mama Kirana immediately stood up from her seat.

“Bu-not no, ma.  Not Rian's son. Rana doesn't know the details either. After Kak Rian and Rana got married, there were letters that went to Kak Rian. Because Rian's busy, he's never home. So, Rana received the letter. Kirana did not know at the time. So, Kirana is hiding all the letters.”, Kirana explained.

“Terus?”, mama Kirana is curious about her daughter's story.

Since 3 years ago, this might be the first time Kirana told him.

“After papa Kak Rian is not there. We quarreled. Keep telling me about the letters. Rian is very disappointed with Kirana. Kirana did not know at the time. After the divorce, Kirana took to come to Rian's house and it turns out that she has gone abroad. Keep looking at the letter. Rana bring and save.”, Kirana said.

“Although Kirana kept it, Kirana never opened the letter. Until finally Kirana met again with Kak Rian when he was a lecturer. Kirana remembered about the letter and Kirana opened it. Finally Kirana realized that it turned out that time Kirana was wrong.”, Kirana said in tears.

“What is the content of the letter dear?”, ask his mother.

Mama Kirana sighed. The thing he wanted to know all along was that it was indeed better not to be known. But she was a little relieved because Kirana decided to tell it.

“Mama would love to say that this is not your fault. Kirana, you were wrong to hide something that does not belong to you. But, we can't also be sure things will be different if Rian receives the letter. It's all been happening. You should be able to accept it. Mama thanks you for telling me everything so that mama also does not misunderstand Rian.”, said Mama calming.

“Still, Ma.”, says Rana.

“We talk again later at home, yes.”, said mama Kirana closed their conversation.

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Flashback started

“Ma...how is Kirana?” doing, asked Rian to mama Kirana after successfully catching up with him after their conversation that did not go well. 

“Hm. Rian, I'm not your in-law anymore. You do not need to call me mama.”, said Mama Kirana then passed. 

Rian wanted to catch up, but he saw someone who had just walked out of Kirana's room. Ghea, one of the students he taught, was Kirana's best friend. Rian inevitably had to pull his steps. 

Flashback finished

“Ran, you do not forget to spend lunch, yes.”, said mama Kirana.

Due to the unexpected conversation, Mama Kirana had to rewind her promise to meet a prospective flower supplier for her business later. He had intended to cancel it. However, Kirana who is finished and calm reassures her mother that she is okay. He doesn't have to cancel. Kirana knew how difficult it was for her mother to get time to meet the supplier.

“Ya. Mama left first, yes.”, said her mother waved her hand while opening the door of the inpatient room.

Outside, Mama Kirana saw a familiar figure. The figure that yesterday left his heart and mind drained. Rian. The man had somehow been sitting in front of Kirana's hospital room for a long time.

Mama Kirana sighed. It seems hard to make things the way he wants. I don't know, he wants the best for his daughter. But he doesn't know. Whether keeping Rian away would make Kirana happy or vice versa.

As a result, Mama Kirana just passed from there. That means he allowed the man to see his daughter. Still without words. Rian also understood in his position. He should apologize after this.

Rian opened the door of Kirana's hospital room just as the girl wanted to lean on her body. Kirana was shocked and immediately got back up from her bed.

“You're okay - what? No need to wake up. If you want to rest, you can rest. Assume I am not here.”, he said.

Kirana looked at Rian with a look of disbelief. After their little quarrel incident that arrived - arriving in the car a few days ago, this was the first time they had ever met again.

‘Where to sleep if he's there. He said he didn't care anymore. But, come also.’, Kirana said inwardly. His eyes were still straight looking at Rian.

“If you want to be angry, get angry aja.”, said Rian approached.

Kirana directly threw a pillow at the man. Rian surprised.