My Ex-husband Lecturer
Chapter 62 Rian's Anger

There were at least about 10 photos that fell in various places around Claudia's seat. Realizing this, Rian immediately marginalized his car violently. Luckily, no other car was driving next to them. Plus, Rian also did take the path at the very edge.

Claudia was not only shocked once because of the photos falling down, but also Rian's actions that instantly knocked her slightly to the side and left her shocked a second time. Thanks to the seatbelt he was wearing properly, his body had only gained a slight effect.

Claudia gave a questionable look and was also of course a little angry at Rian. How not, he almost hangs because of that guy. Claudia was wrong if she was the only one who was angry, Rian was too. The man also did the same action as Claudia as his reaction.

Rian immediately sighed and looked to the side. Staring at Rian like that made Claudia who had wanted to get the words out in a high tone, had to muffle her voice. He is not stupid in reading situations. He also remembered that a few seconds ago, he was the one who made a riot in this man's car.

“You know what the hell it is. Sorry, Claudia, by not lowering my respect to your bokap. I am still trying to be patient until you force me to take you home.”, said Rian blak - blakan.

He was already gentlemanly and expressionlessly responding to all the things Claudia was doing. This time his patience was over.

Claudia was surprised. He had only seen Rian behave like this for the first time. Even though she was flat and expressionless, Claudia thought that it might indeed have become her trademark.

“Heh.. mean lo?”, asked Claudia in disbelief.

Claudia did swallow her pride to be able to get close to Rian until acting like this. He who had always been the center of attention did not accept if the man treated him like this. Although actually this is included in one of his calculations when approaching Rian.

But certainly not this extreme.

“Down. I call you taksi.”, said Rian immediately opened his car door and waved his hand as soon as he saw a taxi passing by.

Without further ado or asking Claudia for her opinion, Rian took the woman's sports bag and put it in a taxi. Claudia could only go down even though she wanted to make a fuss here at the moment.

He looked at Rian once again with a look of disbelief and got into the taxi. Angry, embarrassed, and upset were the right words to describe the expression that emerged from Claudia's face now.

Rian did not turn around and immediately got into his car again. How many seconds later, even before Claudia's taxi drove, her car had already cruised rough first. Claudia could only again - again make an upset breath. Unexpectedly, the start he thought was very smooth even ended up chaotic like this.

In the car

The man was silent for a while in front of the steering wheel of his car. He didn't know what made him that angry. His reflexes made him confused himself. A few minutes later, Rian turned his gaze to the photo sheet strewn across his left passenger seat.

Rian opened the door of his car and walked towards the passenger seat then quoted one by one the photo. Next he went back to the steering wheel chair and looked at the sheet by sheet of the photo.

Yes, those are some of Rian's wedding photos with Kirana. Some of them are photos of them spending time together. All of the photos were taken using a polaroid camera.

Rian just realized that he kept the photos in the car. I don't know when, he found the photo and collected it again. At first he intended to throw it away, but he undoed the intention.

As a result, Rian put it in the upper fold of his car. When looking at those photos, Rian smiled faintly. As long as Kirana got in her car, not once did the girl open the fold above. If only the girl had opened it, then perhaps Rian would not have put himself in such a difficult situation like this.

The glint as Kirana asked about her feelings this morning returned again to Rian's head. That girl who was younger than him could only convince her feelings but why the grown-up Rian still could not decide.

Kirana, the girl likes it. Why is it so hard for him to admit and say that he feels the same way.

Every time he tries to convince himself that everything can start again from the beginning, the shadow of another woman appears in his head along with the reappearance of Raka in his life.

He thought, by returning to Indonesia, all he could repeat again from the beginning. Isn't that what makes Rian want to come back to Indonesia? Didn't Rian actually know from the beginning that Kirana was in the same campus as him?

Isn't that the reason why Rian would try to return to the world he had long left behind?

Action is more difficult than words. For a year, he kept thinking and thinking again. Until finally when the opportunity came, Raka also reappeared in his life. Gives memories - memories of guilt that make him unable to move forward.

When finally Rian can be in one class with Kirana. When Rian was finally able to return to see the girl even started interacting with her again. Shadow - the shadow of the departure of Clara was still so imprinted in his life.

The guilt continues to haunt him. The woman's decision to commit suicide becomes the worst point in Rian's life. Perhaps, if Rian found out earlier, things wouldn't be this bad. But he knew it at the same time as his father's departure. And the fact that Kirana was trying to hide the letter had a considerable effect on Rian's decision.

Kirana and Rian had never discussed this again since they met. Rian did not want to discuss it because he was still firm on his stance that they would no longer be in a relationship. And Kirana was so afraid to open again even to apologize even though in her heart she had done it a million times.