My Ex-husband Lecturer
Chapter 80 Why keep Our Photos?

“Kok stops here?”, asked Kirana plainly at Rian who stopped about 100 meters from his housing.

“Do you want me to drive home? Or want to be here? Choose one.”, says Rian.

Kirana immediately gave an annoyed look to Rian who was happy to give her a hard choice.

“Ya already, until the front of the house also gapapa. Let mama know Kak Rian is already in Indonesia.”, reply Kirana arrived - suddenly do not want to lose and want to challenge the man.

‘Come view. Kira - I thought what she was gonna say. Heh.. Where might he want to take me to the front of the house.’, Kirana said in a confident heart.

Without saying anything, Rian then drove his car to the housing. Kirana immediately rounded her eyes.

‘Don't say he's rightit doesn't matter if you see.’, Kirana said.

“Eh. wait - wait. I just stop here.”, Kirana said stopping Rian before the man drove even further.

Sundays usually have her mother at home. Kirana is still not ready to see your reaction if you know Rian is in Indonesia.

Unfortunately, Kirana is still at home in Rian's car. He tried to look around while slowing down his movements. On the other hand, Rian looks silent while putting both hands on his seat in the steering wheel. Waiting.

“What's this?”, asked Kirana to pull the covering of sunlight that was above her head. Kirana was only confused because something was sticking out.

Without him noticing, his hand had already pulled the cover down. Rian immediately woke up from his position. The photos fell at Kirana's feet and some on the floor of the car. One of the furthest photos on Kirana's thigh. Kirana could see it clearly.

The photo was a photo of her with Rian. Simple photos in some places such as bridges, playgrounds, home yards, balconies, and some wedding photos are so simple that anyone may not realize it is a wedding.

While the photo that fell on Kirana's thigh was a photo of Rian while standing behind her while holding her head like a child. Kirana lifted the photo. He remembered it was a photo after approximately 3 weeks they officially became husband and wife.

Although this was not the marriage that Rian wanted, but he had never treated Kirana badly. He behaves like a friend and sister. For example, like in this photo.

Deg.

‘Why does Rian still keep these photos? In the car again. I thought I was dumped.’, Kirana thought to herself.

‘Ah..why do I still keep that photo there. I should have learned from the last incident with Claudia.’, said Rian who immediately panicked. But of course he didn't show it.

“Kak Rian still save photos - this photo means what?”, asked Kirana plain.

He was eager to ask a more serious question. Perhaps this was the rare opportunity Kirana had to be able to get a firm and honest answer from this man beside her.

“No need to be machined. Already down there.”, said Rian flat.

“Why still save our photos?”, asked Kirana.

‘Good. Watch out this time dodge again.’, Kirana said in her heart.

“Do not misunderstand. I wouldn't want to put that photo there. This abis I throw.”, said Rian still in a flat tone.

Kirana gave a look of disbelief to Rian.

‘What? Mo banished? Alesan bang.’, bathin Kirana.

Kirana finally quoted the photo one by one and collected it in her hands.

“Udah justin. I'll have Aunt do it right and throw it away.”, Rian said again.

Kirana turned to look at Rian. His emotions were stirred this time. He said it and said it again.

“Nih, throw away.”, Kirana said thrusting the photo and smashing it towards the chest of Rian's field.

“Down are also all the words I once called to Brother Rian. I am a hallucination because of a long-standing mirage of taste. I forgot, I think it's expired. Thanks for the ride, Mr. Rian. See you in Physics next week.”, said Kirana immediately get off the car.

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“Have the show finished? You must be really tired. Shower first, after it comes down to breakfast, yes.”, said mama Kirana when she found her only daughter appeared in front of the porch of the house.

At that time mama Kirana was busy herself by calculating the budgeting of the business that will soon be pioneered.

“Kirana wants to go to bed, ma.”, replied Kirana directly up the stairs to the top floor to her room.

“Loh, you don't eat first. What time is it? Did you eat?”, asked her mother had to shout because Kirana's steps were so fast.

“Udah ma. I want to rest ma.”, Kirana said then closed the door to her room.

The girl just threw her backpack and laid her body on the bed.

“The child. Just got home. She really has eaten ga.”, mama Kirana asked - ask her own questions.

“Hello, Ghea. Yes, this is Kirana's mother. Kirana nginep in your home yes yesterday?”, there is no other option for her mother other than to contact Ghea, Kirana's best friend.

“Ah.ah.. Yes aunt.. Kirana nginep in my house, kook. Hahaha.. “, replied Ghea awkwardly.

“Sorry tablets you and your family. Did you have breakfast, Kirana? You see at home do not want to eat.”, ask his mother with a worried tone.

“Oh.. Haha have arrived at home huh, Kirananya?”, reply Ghea.

‘Hah. Almost I mo boong if Kirana again eat with me.’, said Ghea in his heart.

“Hm. yes already, if so aunt close first yes. Thank you, Ghea.”, said Mama Kirana closed her phone.

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In the car, Rian was still glued to Kirana's actions earlier. Deg. He regretted the words - he said. He knew he did want to limit their interactions so that Rian could know his limits. Otherwise, he was afraid of not being able to control himself. He and Kirana obviously have no relationship.

But, he asked - asked, did he have to speak as soon as possible in order for Kirana to stay away from him.

“Ran, why are you hiding all the letters Clara? Since when did you hide the letters Clara?”, asked Rian in a soft but firm tone to Kirana. 

“What the hell, so much too much. I'm not hiding either. I just keep it. Rian himself did not ask. Should be, nowadays he sends internet messages, email cakes, sms cakes, what cakes. Why even a letter. Good I know and simple.”, replied Kirana. 

At that time, Kirana was still a 17-year-old unstable ABG girl. 

“Ran, I seriously asked. Why did you know there was a letter, didn't you say? Since when did you hide?”, asked Rian. 

“I'm not hiding. After all, Rian's sister is already married. Why also still take care of letters from girls who just want to be the third person? The clara? Who'sis that? Don't - don't be former sister Rian time in Paris, huh?”, asked Kirana. 

“Why didn't you say a letter came?” 

“Kak Rian not nanya.”, reply. 

The real reason is that Papa Rian had wanted to keep Kirana from connecting with a woman named Clara. But, when Rian asked, Kirana did not give such a clear explanation. He thinks it's not important. 

Rian took the letter and went out of the room. 

“Where are you?”, asked Kirana. 

“I want to be alone.”, said Rian. 

“Kak Rian where are you going? There is no one at home anymore. Papa's out of town too. Sis?”, call Kirana.