Not I'm the Choice
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The long-spirited woman was seen holding her little daughter who continued to cry so loudly, her little body that was hot with fever as well as her pale face. Making her so worried half dead, one hand was busy grasping her phone with a tremble, trying to contact the husband who had not answered the phone as well as the message.

"Mama's dizzy, hikss. Her head was dizzy." her daughter kept complaining her head hurt, making Hana even more troubled.

"Yes, honey. For a moment, Amel do not cry continue yes, later his head is getting dizzy, already yes dear calm." Hana rubbed the tears that continued to flow soaking the cheeks that have been flushed soft, kissed the forehead of the child by continuing to pet him.

The 3-year-old shook his head quickly, with sobs that continued to be released. "Can't, Amel's head hurts so much. Papa, Amel wants papa, maahh."

Hana was made confused when the child even more tightened his cries, his body continued to rebel making Hana's sling on the tiny body almost fell if he did not move quickly.

"Prophey baby, papa will come home. Papa's working."

"No, Amel wants papa. Papa!!"

Hana just wanted to cry it felt, she still continued to contact Satria-sang husband. Again, the phone was not answered.

It's been five in the morning, Amel keeps whining sick wake him from 2 p.m. Hana is tired and sleepy of course, her body is tired because of taking care of homework is also Amel who is so active.

"Amel now eat ya, mama's bribe." Hana again persuaded Amel, took the child to eat, considering that last night the child only ate a little.

"You eat with papa."

"Dear, my mom made me say that papa is now working. Amel ate with mom, huh, baby?"

Amel shook his head, refusing. "No way, want to eat with papa."

"Darling, listen to me talk first."

"Wouldn't! Amel wants to eat with papa!"

"Papa seka–

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"Amel?"

"Father!" amel exclaimed in spirit, stretching his hands forward. Asking Satria to carry him.

And Satria supported him, and he took the little body of Amel which was still in Hana's arms. "You're so hot, are you sick?" shocked Satria while staring at Hana beside her flat and coldly.

"That's it, Amel got a fever from last night at 2. I called you earlier but you didn't pick up." replied Hana a little flutter, seeing the cold stare stabbing Satria at her.

"Amel's sick, papa. Amel's head hurts a lot." The little girl complained, holding her head which still felt dizzy.

"Your head hurts? Papa pijitin yes head, let it heal quickly." Satria moved quickly to knead the temple of Amel slowly.

"And now you've come home, Amel eat huh? Mama get the food first." Hana pamit briefly behind the kitchen taking a meal.

"Amel hasn't eaten yet?" satria asked, answered by the plain arm of the boy.

"Wait for papa, Amel wants to eat with papa. Papa why the hell work continues, leaving Amel alone at home with mom." Amel spoke as he pressed his lips forward, sulking.

"Father will work dear, so I can buy Amel a lot of toys."

"No, Amel's toys have been a lot of papa and mama buy."

"That mama has come to bring food, Amel eats yes now. Papa's a bribe." Satria diverted the conversation, seeing Hana had returned from the kitchen with her hands carrying a bowl of porridge.

Satria began to feed Amel, and Hana sat before the father and the boy, staring intensely at the two with a faint smile imprinted on her lips. Until Amel, the girl blinked her eyes sleepily and then fell asleep, leaving a little porridge.

"Where were you last night? Why not go home? You don't pick up my phone either." Hana asked, after the two were in her room with Amel.

The couple was indeed sleeping separated rooms, which was ordered by Satria of course.

"My girlfriend's house, what else? And one more thing, stop calling and text me, I'm uncomfortable."

"T-but–

"It's as important as you are, until I have to pick up your useless phone." satria's circus, his gaze kept flat and sharp towards Hana.

Hana was silent, Satria was right. How important is he to Satria's life? But that's not what Hana meant, she was forced to call constantly Satria also because Amel was sick and kept calling her papa.

"But Amel was sick last night, and kept calling your name. I know that I'm not that important to your life, but Amel. Is Amel not so important in your life? Is it just your girlfriend that's so important in your life?"

Satria was silent for a moment, then....

Plaques

"Shut your mouth!"

Hana held her cheek after being slapped by Satria, eyes glazed over. But I try not to drop her tears.

"Don't you mention Desi's name in our fight with your fucking mouth!"

Hana was still silent, not daring to answer Satria's words.

"Remember that Desi is my love, the only woman I loved before my mother in this world. And you! Only a real woman who appeared in my life, I was forced to marry you because you were pregnant with my son. If not, now my life would be very happy with Desi." after saying that, Satria went to her room which was located on the top floor while Hana's room was on the lower floor, precisely in the guest room.

Leaving the wounded Hana with Satria's hurtful speech.

This marriage is indeed wrong, only a mistake that requires both of them to get married, of course.

Satria has a lover she loves, and Hana comes making a mess. Making a wedding plan that has been arranged neatly Satria with Desi must be destroyed by it.

Hana and Satria will not be able to unite, just look at that. Once the two met, there was only a quarrel between the two.