Not I'm the Choice
18

"I'm really surprised to find Hana the wife of your client, she looks so healthy right now. Look happier with her husband and son." Satria only indifferently did not listen to Desi's words and more busy on his tablet to see the condition of his company's stock now.

"Still you chasing, Hana?"

Satria fell silent, is she still worthy? But Hana seems happier with other men than her.

"You want to take Hana's happiness again? Speaking of Amel, what if he finds out that we've met Hana? She misses her mother."

Amel? The boy chose to live with Satria's father and mother in Canada after two months of Hana's departure, Amel had a fight with Satria and then left. His son is now gone and the house is getting quiet, he always says that he misses Hana very much, even had Amel sick so much miss him on Hana.

Anyhow. Amel is just a child who is carried away by the flow of association, Satria sure that Hana also misses her child, but is that true? Hana looks happy with her new child.

"Forget Hana, Satria. She's happy with her husband now, you focus on me too Amel."

Satria felt unacceptable with what Desi said. "Stop your bullshit, and sleep now Desi." growled Satria closed the tablet and went out of the room.

Desi sighed harshly, "I love you, Hana. But I'm also jealous that Satria started to love you and forget me."

***

Ding... Dong...

Hana who was in the middle room while breastfeeding Kenan immediately stood up and put on a breastplate, walked to the front door to open it because Helena was shopping at the supermarket while Lucas went to the office.

"Sia–Satria?" surprised by Hana, she was about to close the door again but Satria immediately held her back using one leg. Satria opened the door wide and went inside making Hana back her steps.

"What are you doing? Lucas was in his office." said Hana, looking so agitated.

"I miss you, Hana."not to answer, Satria instead said that longing which made Hana surprised, anxious and afraid. Fear if the taste that is always buried deep grows back.

"Hana, I want to talk to you."

In the end Hana gave up, she let Satria sit on the sofa. While he passed to the back of the kitchen to make a drink, somehow Satria is a guest at home and business colleague Lucas.

"How are you, Satria?"

"Well, it's better when I see you." Hana squeezed her clothes when Satria said that line, she must not be lured back.

"Amel, what is he now?" Satria was silent for a few seconds then pulled out her phone and showed it to Hana, a photo of Amel.

"But again mother sent me this, Amel stayed with his father and mother in Canada after you left. She always cried until it hurt to miss you too much, mother."

Hana's heart was slashed to hear that, Hana never hated Amel. As a mother who once conceived and gave birth to Amel, it felt so heavy away from her daughter. Hannah always missed her daughter, Amel.

"Hana, your baby seems to be similar to my face." chirped Satria suddenly made Hana surprised.

"What do you mean, he looks like Lucas and me. You don't make it up."

"Our faces are almost similar, Hana. If you think this baby is over a year old, how are you pregnant out of wedlock? You've only been married to Lucas seven months." Hannah heard Satria's words.

"Or, is that my son?"

"What do you mean? Don't talk nonsense, get the hell out of here." Hana stood up and pulled Satria's hand out of her house.

"Why do you seem so panicked? Was my words true?" Satria held back Hana's hand which kept pulling her out.

"Hana, I remember that night. I remember very well, I was probably drunk at the time but I remember that you were with me that night."

"Then what does this have to do with me? I told you to get out of here, and don't mess with my life again, it's enough of my suffering that you're making." Hana pushes Satria's body out of the apartment.

"I'll find her own taunya if you don't want to tell her the truth." after saying that, Satria left Hana who was already crying.

"Mama."

"Hawk, hikss. I'm sorry, son."