Not I'm the Choice
6

Today, Desi was finally able to go home after a week of hospitalization, from behind her bedroom door. Hana looks at the arrival of Desi with Satria and Amel who are always by her side.

Since the incident Desi fell and miscarried. Hana no longer dared to appear before Satria again, fearing that was the main reason, because several times Satria almost killed him.

Maybe the man still thinks he's the one who killed his son-in-law. Hana maklumi, a father who is not sick when the child she is waiting for has been taken first by the creator, Hana a mother also knows how the pain.

But here, Hana wasn't the one who killed Satria's son and Desi's son. Hana still has a conscience not to kill an innocent child.

I don't know until when conditions like this continue to get Hana. Tiredness is starting to wear it.

***

Fourteen years later...

The day goes by so fast, months and years, nothing changes. Everything is the same. Satria never changes, she turns increasingly cold and arrogant. Even Satria often flirted with Hana if the woman made a small mistake, Satria's mistake was getting bigger because Satria still considered that Hana was the cause of Desi's miscarriage.

Amel is now 17 years old and has entered high school, Hana's daughter has grown into a child who is so smart, often get awards at school and win many races. His face now looks more and more similar to Satria, even his stubborn attitude is the same as Satria.

"Don't forget to eat the food, yeah. Do not eat a lot of food dikantin, not good. Don't be too mellow–

"Stop talking, I already know what to do!" Hana gasped a little when she heard Amel's loud jolt, but after that she just smiled.

"Amel." Desi gently rubbed Amel's hand, trying to calm the girl down.

"Yes yes, my mom's son is an adult. Now breakfast is good." after saying that, Hana stepped away into the kitchen, leaving the three people who were enjoying breakfast the morning.

During this time Hana did not take part in breakfast together or dinner together at one table. Amel changes, he looks dislike Hana, even Amel has kicked Hana out of her room and now Hana just sleeps in her cleaned warehouse.

I don't know what made Amel dislike him, but Hana didn't blame him. Amel is just a labile child today whose mind is still uncertain.

Hana sighed tiredly, all this time Hana felt that she was just a maid in this house. She always prepared breakfast and dinner and after that she would eat after they were done, Hana cleaned this house by herself, she even slept in the barn with a carpet for her to sleep on, his body often felt a crumbling pain. Even a maid still gets a comfortable room, then her?

If it's God's ordeal, why must it be all this time? It's been almost 17 years Hana lived like this, but she still remains patient to accept it and wait for the bright spot to arrive.

During the day Hana will go to the garden she made behind the house, there are some vegetables and fruits there that she planted so far.

***

"I'm home."

Hearing that shout, suddenly made Hana immediately run slowly towards Amel who was taking off his shoes, after going home from school.

"Here you bring the bag, how's Amel's school today?"

"It's normal." replied the girl was short and impressed taut and cold, Hana smiled then took Amel's shoes and stored them in a shoe rack.

"Bath first there, mama has cooked favorite food ka–" Hana has not had time to finish her speech, Amel has taken a bag in her hand and went into the room.

"Hey, this kid." Hana could only smile and shake her head.

Hana served all her cooking on the dining table, she smiled when she saw Amel who came busy playing mobile and now sitting in his chair.

Immediately he scooped the rice and side dishes onto Amel's plate, whose focus remained on the square.

"Hana, here's a meal together." Hana who was about to leave turned around when Desi called out to him.

Hana fell silent, looking at Satria and Amel who seemed indifferent to her. She shook her head before replying, "No need Desi, I'm not hungry, you guys just eat first." afterwards, Hana went back to the back of the kitchen.

Desi let out a long sigh, staring alternately at Satria and Amel. "You shouldn't behave like that to Hana." after saying that, Desi chose to leave while carrying a plate containing her food to approach Hana who turned out to be behind the house.

"Eh? Desi, why are you here?" Hana looked surprised by Desi's presence here.

"Nothing, I just want to eat here with you." Desi sat down next to Hana.

"I'm not hungry, you eat first. I can eat later." refused smooth.

"Hana, I'm sorry. Please forgive me." said Desi suddenly. "I'm sorry I couldn't do anything about it, when your husband and son were being rude to you." just smiling at you, smiling more precisely. Miris will be the fate of her life.

"It's okay, I get it. Anyway, I've accepted it and I'm breastfed."