Not I'm the Choice
13

"Hana honey, please think carefully about your decision. I'm sure you're mistaken and just angry, right?"

Satria and Hana have now reached home and they immediately discuss their divorce. Satria's mother seems very resistant, the intention of telling Satria to bring Hana to Japan to improve the relationship between the two, which happened instead.

"I'm not mistaken, ma'am. I'm tired of being patient and keeping quiet, mom, I'm not happy to be married to Satria, and vice versa. If it continues to be forced what happens will only hurt both of us." There is nothing wrong here. Hana was fully aware, she was aware of what she was saying at the moment.

"Hana remembers, you still have Amel." Satria's mother glanced at her husband, trying to help. However, the husband remained silent.

"Amel must be happy, he's got Desi. I am not a good mother to her, Desi is a good mother to Amel and a good wife to Satria. It's all over now, mom. I'm getting a divorce." Hana tried to stay firm even though her eyes were already heating up and glazed over.

"Ha–

Satria's mother was about to speak but her husband held her back. "As a father and in-law, I can't force any more, it's your decision. Forgive me for having tormented you for so many years in this marriage, you deserve to be happy, find your happiness. I'll always be there for you when you need to."

Hana shed her tears, her mother and father had died in an accident and after that Satria's parents became her mother and father. "Thank you, father." isak Hana, hugging the sturdy body that has not been easy tightly.

"It is enough of this suffering, after this happiness will always accompany you. Sorry for being quiet all this time." Satria's father rubbed Hana's mane gently and wiped away the tears that kept falling.

Satria was just silent unable to speak when she saw the scene coupled with her mother who entered the embrace, she just kept quiet with her own mind. No matter what Desi was sitting next to him.

"Mom and papa are getting divorced?"

Hana gasped when she heard the voice, and there she saw Amel standing at the door. The girl moved closer.

"Papa answer me!" Amel approached Satria who seemed silent to refuse to answer.

"Amel, I'm sorry." Amel glanced at Hana who was crying while looking down, Amel chuckled at her.

"So right, huh? Mama and papa are getting divorced?" Amel looked at Satria. "Why is my father silent?"

"It's his decision, everything should have ended long ago." Amel shook his head slowly glancing towards Hana.

"I'm sorry, Amel. Mama gave up this time, mama survived only for Amel and now Amel has grown up, also Amel has a mama Desi better than mama. Mama is sure Amel will be happier with mom Desi, mama and papa should get divorced."

Hana walked closer to wipe the boy's hair, but Amel quickly brushed him aside and pushed Hana back a few steps.

"Bad mom! Mama doesn't want to take care of Amel anymore, mama doesn't love Amel anymore. I hate mama! Mama is a bad mama for Amel, mama has failed to be a good mama, mama is bad, Amel hates mama, just go mama from here, go all the way!"

After shouting at Hana, Amel went running to his room. The sound of the door closing loudly, Hana just sighed.

"Mother please think again, son." Satria's mother grabbed Hana's hand and rubbed it.

"Amel told me to go, ma'am. So I have to go so I can be a good mother to Amel."