Not I'm the Choice
19

Hana was silent on the balcony of the room, staring at the lights that lit up the night look so beautiful. His mind is in a state of turmoil at the moment. Satria who came back in his life made his defense shaken, for a year Hana tried and now Satria with as good as his will came and claimed that Kenan his son, fear increasingly filled his mind.

Hana flinched as a hand coiled around her waist.

"You want a story, heum?" asked Lucas, keeping his chin on Hana's shoulder. Kiss that neck gently.

"Darling, is he back?" Lucas chuckled softly, turning Hana's stiffened body towards him.

"Lucas–

"You're mine, Hana. You can't go back to her." Hana understands. Lucas was afraid, Hana knew that if Lucas loved her so much, his eyes proved everything.

"Will my son, and you're my wife. Hana." he concluded sounding absolutely absolute.

"Yes, Kenan is your son and I'm your wife. I'm not going back to him."

Is correct? Is Hana capable?

"I won't let that happen either, he's already hurt you. And that's enough." Lucas' hand was raised to rub the back of Hana's neck.

"This is all mine." Hana flinched as Lucas pulled her waist and hugged her tightly, those sharp eyes staring at her then down looking at her lips, and sure enough before long. Lucas put his lips together.

"This time you must conceive my son, so that Satria will not dare to take you away from me." Lucas lifts Hana up and takes her into the room.

Lucas knew Satria, he deliberately asked for cooperation with Satria's company. Lucas wants to see Satria, Lucas wants to know what kind of man Hana loves. When he first met, Lucas performed a bit of a charade as if he did not know Satria, even knowing that Satria always looked at Hana.

Lucas also knows that Hana still harbors feelings for Satria despite always being on the edge of the woman, Lucas wants to be selfish. She won't make Hana go back to Satria, now Hana's only hers and she will try to make Hana pregnant with her child so that Hana can't go back to Satria.

"L-lucasshh!"

Hana screams in pain as Lucas unconsciously speeds up her tempo like a troublemaker makes Hana scream in pain, Lucas realizes that he has injured Hana and slows down the tempo.

Her hands were raised to rub Hana's face and the sweat that was around Hana's temples and smeared with forehead, eyes, nose and lastly lips.

Hana knows that Lucas is angry at this time, but the man holds back his emotions. Lucas never hurt Hana in the least, his feelings are very sincere, he loves Kenan and Hanan.

"L-lucasshh!"

"hanah."

The two mentioned each other's names when they arrived, Hana felt warm in her stomach. Lucas kept his face in Hana's chest, adjusting his breathing.

"Sorry, baby." whispered Lucas kissing Hana's forehead who had fallen in his sleep.

***

Satria did not stay silent, she looked for all the evidence about Hana. Looking for where Hana gave birth to her baby, Satria is one hundred percent sure that Kenan is her son, her biological child with Hana. At the sight of Kenan, Satria felt a strong feeling of longing, if it was really her son would Satria be able to take Hana back to her?

Satria is selfish, right? Yeah, indeed. He is very selfish, naive and manipulative. The most cunning human being, he will get what he wants by any means, even by dirty means even though Satria will do it.

Now Satria with a big smile on her lips walks to the hotel she ordered to meet Hana, Hana says that she wants to meet and Satria chooses a hotel for both of them to meet under the pretext that Lucas does not know.

"Hi, have you been waiting?" Satria entered the hotel looking at Hana who was sitting on the sofa chair.

"Just get to the point, I don't want you to show up in front of me anymore. I want you to go and don't bother my life anymore, Kenan my son and Lucas." said Hana, who made Satria cluck up.

"Stop lying, Hana! I know everything." Satria threw a map on the glass table in front of her.

"This is proof that Kenan is my son, I'm his biological father." press Satria makes Hana's face look pale eloquently heard, he took the map and opened it.

His eyes widened perfectly as he read every line of words on the white paper, his face was pale and his hands were trembling.

"Look, this is a lie!" Hana tearing the paper made Satria growl.

Satria approached and held onto both of Hana's shoulders, "Let go." pressed Hana against Satria's hand.

"You're selfish, Hana. Keep the child away from his father?" Hana shook her head and pushed Satria's body.

"For what I stayed away from him, Lucas daddy–

"Tell me, Hana. I'm Kenan's father." Satria grabbed Hana's shoulder.

"Say, Hana!"

"Dan, son of Lucas!" hana's shout made Satria push Hana's body down onto the sofa and then overpowered her.

"What are you doing, Satria! Get out of my way." cried Hana trying to push Satria's body from above her.

"I'm Kenan's father, right? Say, Hana!" resolutely Satria, who was now beginning to sniff the neck area of Hana made the woman tremble in fear as Satria licked the base of her neck.

"Satria, loose!"

"Say, Hana!" satria's hand now brazenly stroked the belly of her queen and then rose above her chest.

"Satria, loose! I have a husband!" hearing the words of the husband from the mouth of Hana, made Satria hotter because of burning jealous fire.

"I don't care, don't you miss me?" Satria kisses and licks Hana's ears.

"Satria!"

"Tell Hana if you miss me."

Hana's eyes closed as Satria's hand rubbed and stomped her chest, Lucas's shadow now began to haunt her. Hana grew even more panicked as Satria started unbuttoning her shirt.

"I love you and Kenan, marry me, Hana."

Hana flinched, and pushed Satria's body with all her might.

"Yes! Kenan is your real son, you are his father. You're the real father, Kenan." cried Hana as she covered her teary face.

The guilt for Lucas grew when she almost let her ex-husband touch her.

Satria smiled with satisfaction at hearing that.

"Since when?"

"When we got divorced, I was three months pregnant."

"You hid it all from me." Satria clucked slowly.

"Despite what do you care? You used to hate me so much, when we got divorced and went to Japan to live with Fanny and her husband. I met Lucas, he helped me when I was pregnant, he helped me all the time, accompanied me when Kenan saw the world."

Hana's lips lifted into a smile as she recalled Lucas crying looking at Kenan who had just come out of his stomach.

"Married, let's get married again."

"You crazy?!"

Satria relaxed her shoulders indifferently and sat back down beside Hana.

"After all, barren Desi, I want a child, Hana. Kenan is my son, I deserve it."

Hana shook her head in disbelief. "You're a bastard, Satria. Throwing away after getting bored, Kenan already had a father, and that was Lucas. He doesn't need you as his father."

"If Kenan doesn't, then you need me as your husband. Hana I know you must still love me." Satria's hand was raised to wipe the tears that flowed down Hana's cheeks.

"I love you, Hana."

"Amel also needs you as his mother."

Hana fell silent as she remembered Amel, she missed her daughter so much, missed her so much.

"Come back, come back to me. Hannah."

The two looked at each other, a gaze that was so difficult to decipher.